Chapter 4

The next morning, Carla called me before I was even out of bed.
“The police called me,” she said. “Elmer’s lawyer is already trying to get the restraining order lifted, claiming you lured him there. But we’ve got bigger fish to fry. I got a court order granting you permission to retrieve all your personal belongings from the family apartment. Two uniformed officers will go with you. We leave in an hour.”
My stomach twisted.
I didn’t want to go back there. I didn’t want to see Lydia’s face, or Heather’s, or Walter’s. But I needed my things—my old photo albums, Louisa’s baby clothes, the books I’d collected since college.
“Okay,” I said. “I’m ready.”
Mia came with us. She held Louisa’s hand in the backseat while Carla drove, and the two officers followed in their squad car.
When we pulled up to the apartment building, my hands started shaking so bad I could barely unlock the front door.
Lydia opened it before I could turn the key.
She took one look at the officers behind me, and her face turned purple with rage.
“What is this?” she shrieked. “You bring police into my home? You ungrateful little—”
“Step aside, ma’am,” one of the officers said, holding up the court order. “We’re here to supervise the removal of Ms. Hale’s personal property. If you interfere, you will be placed under arrest.”
Lydia’s mouth snapped shut. She stepped back, her eyes burning holes into me.
We walked in.
Heather was on the couch, her face going white the second she saw me. Walter was at the dining table, a beer in his hand, his jaw tight.
I didn’t look at any of them.
I walked straight to the bedroom I’d shared with Elmer and started packing. Mia helped me fold clothes, box up books, grab Louisa’s toys from the closet. The officers stood by the front door, watching.
We were almost done when Lydia couldn’t hold her tongue anymore.
“You think you’re so smart,” she called from the living room. “You think a video proves anything? I’ll tell the judge you edited it. I’ll tell everyone you’re a terrible mother. You’ll never win. Louisa will grow up knowing her mother destroyed her own family for attention.”
I stopped folding the shirt in my hands.
I set it down slowly.
I walked out into the living room, pulled my phone out of my pocket, and pulled up the video.
I turned the volume all the way up.
I hit play.
The sound of Heather’s voice filled the room: Maybe Louisa took it. She’s always snooping in people’s rooms when Joanna’s not here.
Then Lydia’s voice: Lying little thief.
Then Louisa’s scream.
Heather clapped her hands over her ears, her eyes squeezed shut. Walter froze, his beer halfway to his mouth. Lydia’s face went from purple to gray.
I let it play for ten more seconds, then paused it.
I looked at Lydia.
“I have three copies of this,” I said. “One with the police, one with my lawyer, one saved to a server in another country. If you so much as say my name out loud in public, if you so much as drive past my daughter’s school, I will release every second of this to every news station, every Facebook group, every parent at every school within a hundred miles. You think people will feel bad for you? You think anyone will stand by a woman who shaved a three-year-old’s head to cover up her own daughter’s theft?”
I stepped closer to her.
“You hurt my baby,” I said, my voice breaking. “You held her down and cut off all her hair and made her stand in the cold because you hated me. And I am going to make sure you spend the rest of your life paying for it.”
Walter set his beer down on the table so hard the foam sloshed over the side.
He looked at Heather.
“Did you take it?” he said, his voice low.
Heather started crying. “I needed the money! My credit cards were maxed out! I was going to pay her back! It was just a bracelet!”
Walter turned to Lydia.
“And you knew?”
Lydia didn’t say anything. She just stared at the floor.
“You knew she took it,” Walter said, his voice rising. “And you let me slap Joanna. You let me throw them out. You made me look like a monster for something your own daughter did.”
Lydia looked up, her eyes wild. “She’s a gold digger! She was always going to leave us and take Elmer’s money! I was protecting this family!”
Walter stared at her for a long, cold second.
Then he turned and walked out onto the balcony, slamming the door so hard the windows rattled.
I turned back to the bedroom, grabbed the last of my boxes, and walked toward the front door.
Heather was still crying on the couch. “Joanna, I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. Please don’t press charges. I’ll give the bracelet back. I’ll pay you. Please—”
I stopped at the door.
I didn’t look at her.
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“You should have thought of that before you blamed a baby,” I said.
And I walked out.