Chapter 7

The next two weeks were the longest of my life.
Every time a car drove down the street, I jumped.
Every time the phone rang, my heart stopped.
Noah started having nightmares.
He’d wake up screaming, crying that Daddy and Grandma were coming to get him.
I’d hold him for hours, rocking him, telling him he was safe.
But I didn’t know if I was telling him the truth.
Ryan was out there.
And the police couldn’t watch us twenty-four hours a day.
Diane was out there too.
And she was even more dangerous than her son.
Because she had nothing to lose.
The bank had foreclosed on her house.
She’d lost everything she had to bail Ryan out.
And she blamed me.
She’d started posting lies about me on Facebook.
Calling me a homewrecker.
A child abuser.
A gold digger.
She’d convinced half of Ryan’s extended family that I was the villain.
They’d started leaving horrible comments on my social media.
Sending me threatening messages.
Lisa told me to ignore it.
“Just delete it all,” she said.
“Anything they post can and will be used against them in court. It’s just more proof of harassment. Let them dig their own graves.”
But it was hard.
Every lie felt like a punch to the gut.
And I was tired.
So tired.
I’d lost my house.
I’d lost my marriage.
I’d lost almost all my friends, who’d chosen to believe Ryan’s lies.
The only people I had left were Mia, Lisa, and my son.
But they were enough.
They were more than enough.
Finally, the day of the trial arrived.
It was a bright, sunny Tuesday in October.
I wore a simple navy blue dress.
No makeup.
I wanted the judge to see me.
The real me.
A mother who’d fought for her son.
Noah was staying with Mia’s mother for the day.
We’d decided it was better if he didn’t have to be in the courthouse at all.
Better if he didn’t have to see his father being dragged away in handcuffs.
The courtroom was packed.
Ryan’s family was there.
Diane was sitting in the front row, wearing black, looking like she was at a funeral.
Jenna was there too, sitting on the opposite side of the room, surrounded by her family.
The media was there.
Apparently, the story of the husband who’d framed his wife and tried to burn down his own house had made the local news.
Ryan was led in by two bailiffs.
He was wearing an orange jumpsuit.
His hands were cuffed.
He’d been arrested two days before, after Jenna’s evidence had been enough to charge him with attempted murder and arson.
He looked terrible.
Thin.
Pale.
His eyes were wild.
When he saw me, he sneered.
I didn’t look away.
I stared right back at him.
I wasn’t scared of him anymore.
The trial lasted three days.
It was brutal.
Ryan’s lawyer tried everything.
He tried to say the recording was doctored.
He tried to say the burner phone was mine.
He tried to say I’d manipulated Jenna into lying.
He tried to paint me as a manipulative, evil woman who’d destroyed a perfect family.
But it was useless.
The evidence was overwhelming.
Lisa called witness after witness.
The police officers.
The firefighters.
Noah’s teacher, who testified that Noah had become withdrawn and scared in the months before the incident.
Noah’s therapist, who testified about the nightmares and the trauma.
The forensic accountant, who proved beyond a shadow of a doubt that Ryan had forged my signature and stolen over two hundred thousand dollars.
Jenna testified.
She was brave.
She told the court everything.
The lies.
The abuse.
The phone call the night of the fire.
She cried as she showed the jury the bruises on her body.
And then Diane was called to the stand.
She tried to play the sweet, innocent grandmother.
She cried.
She rambled about how much she loved Noah.
She blamed me for everything.
But Lisa was relentless.
She played the recording again.
She read the text messages.
She showed the photos of Noah’s bruised arm.
And finally, Diane broke.
She snapped.
“She deserved it!” she screamed at the top of her lungs.
“She took my son! She turned him against me! She was never good enough for him! She was a gold digger! She only wanted his money! And she was poisoning my grandson against me! I did what any grandmother would do! I protected my family! And I’d do it again! I’d do it a thousand times!”
The courtroom went silent.
Diane realized what she’d done.
She collapsed into sobs.
But it was too late.
The jury had heard everything.
On the third day, the jury went out to deliberate.
We waited.
And waited.
And waited.
Six hours later, the bailiff came back in.
“The jury has reached a verdict,” he said.
My heart was pounding so hard I could hear it in my ears.
Lisa squeezed my hand.
“Whatever happens,” she whispered.
“We’ve already won. He’s not getting Noah. That’s guaranteed.”
But I needed more.
I needed justice.
For me.
For Noah.
For Jenna.
For everyone Ryan and Diane had hurt.
The jury filed back in.
They wouldn’t look at Ryan.
They wouldn’t look at Diane.
That told me everything I needed to know.
The judge looked at the foreman.
“Have you reached a verdict?”
“We have, Your Honor.”
“Please read it.”
The foreman stood up.
He opened the envelope.
And he read.
“On the charge of conspiracy to commit child endangerment… we find the defendant, Ryan Carter, guilty.”
A murmur went through the courtroom.
“On the charge of fraud and identity theft… guilty.”
“On the charge of harassment and stalking… guilty.”
“On the charge of arson… guilty.”
“On the charge of attempted murder of Sarah Carter and Noah Carter… guilty.”
Ryan let out a roar of rage.
He stood up, knocking over his chair.
“This is wrong! This is a travesty of justice! She set me up! All of you are against me!”
The bailiffs grabbed him and forced him back down.
He was still screaming as they dragged him out of the courtroom.
Then it was Diane’s turn.
“On the charge of conspiracy to commit child endangerment… guilty.”
“On the charge of child abuse… guilty.”
“On the charge of harassment… guilty.”
Diane fainted.
Her family rushed to help her.
But no one else moved.
No one felt sorry for her.
The judge banged her gavel to restore order.
She looked at me.
And for the second time, I saw real emotion in her eyes.
“Mrs. Carter,” she said.
“Nothing that happens in this courtroom can undo what was done to you and your son. But I hope this brings you some measure of peace. Ryan Carter, I sentence you to the maximum term allowed by law. Forty years in the Texas Department of Corrections. With no possibility of parole for twenty-five years. Diane Carter, I sentence you to fifteen years in prison. And as for the civil matters, I hereby grant Sarah Carter a full and final divorce. I grant her full, permanent, sole legal and physical custody of Noah Carter. All of Ryan Carter’s assets are to be turned over to Sarah Carter to repay the money he stole. And I am issuing a permanent, lifetime restraining order against both defendants. They are never to contact Sarah Carter or Noah Carter again, in any way, shape, or form, for the rest of their lives. If they so much as drive down the same street as you, they go back to prison. Court adjourned.”
It was done.
It was finally, completely done.
Lisa hugged me so tight I could barely breathe.
Mia was crying, cheering, laughing all at the same time.
Jenna caught my eye across the room.
She gave me a small, sad smile.
And then she left with her family.
I walked out of the courthouse into the bright October sun.
I felt lighter than I had in years.
All the weight.
All the lies.
All the fear.
It was gone.
I called Mia’s mom.
“Can you put Noah on the phone?”
A second later, I heard his voice.
“Mommy! Are you done? Can we go get ice cream now?”
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I laughed through my tears.
“Yes, baby. We can get all the ice cream you want. Mommy’s coming home.”