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Chapter 5

The first three months with Clara were the happiest of my life.

I learned her little quirks—she loved being sung to, she hated getting her diaper changed, she would only fall asleep if I rocked her in the yellow rocking chair in the nursery while the rain hit the window.

Nathaniel was the best grandpa in the world.

He got up with me for every 2 a.m. feeding, even if he had a board meeting at 7.

He talked to her like she could understand every word, telling her about Cross Meridian, about her grandma, about all the places he’d take her when she was old enough—Disneyland, the beach in Portland, the Eiffel Tower.

He bought her so many clothes she could wear a new outfit every day for a year and still have leftovers.

But the calm didn’t last.

I should’ve known it wouldn’t.

Jonathan never went away quietly.

It was a Tuesday morning.

Clara was down for her nap.

I was in the kitchen, drinking coffee, when Nathaniel walked in, his face like thunder.

He threw a stack of papers on the table in front of me.

Emergency Petition for Paternity and Custody

Case Number: 24-5879

Plaintiff: Jonathan James Blackwell

Defendant: Grace Marie Carter

I stared at the words, my coffee going cold in my hand.

"He filed for paternity?" I whispered.

"He didn’t even want her when she was born. He said if she was a girl, I could raise her myself."

Nathaniel sat down across from me, his jaw tight.

"He’s changed his tune. His lawyer filed a motion saying he has a legal right to know if the baby is his. And the judge granted it. We have to do a paternity test by the end of the week. If it’s his, he’s going to fight for full custody."

I stood up, pacing the kitchen.

"He can’t do that. He kicked me out when I was eight months pregnant! He left me with a hundred dollars to go to a homeless shelter! He’s abusive! He’s cruel! He doesn’t want Clara. He just wants to hurt me. He wants to take her away because he knows she’s the only thing I love."

"I know," Nathaniel said, calm but furious.

"I’ve got the best family law team in the country on this. We’ve got the divorce papers, the NDA he made you sign, the police report from the hospital when he tried to take her. We’ve got sworn statements from three of his ex-employees saying he bragged about how he’d make you regret leaving him. We’re going to destroy him."

"But what if the test says he’s the father?" I said, stopping to look at him, my voice breaking.

"Judges make mistakes. What if some stupid judge looks at his money, his big house, his fancy lawyer, and decides he’s a better parent than me? What if he takes her, Nathaniel? I can’t live without her. I’d die if he took her."

Nathaniel stood up, pulling me into his arms.

"He is not taking her," he said, firm and sure.

"Over my dead body. Even if the test says he’s the father, we’re going to prove he’s unfit. We’re going to show the court every terrible thing he’s ever done to you, to his ex-girlfriends, to his own employees. He’s not going to get within a hundred miles of Clara. I promise you."

That night, I couldn’t sleep.

I lay in bed, staring at the ceiling, replaying every bad moment of my marriage.

The time Jonathan pushed me into a wall because I burned his steak.

The time he locked me in the guest room for two days because I talked to another man at a party (the waiter, who’d asked if we wanted more wine).

The time he told me no one would ever love me because I was "damaged goods" from foster care.

All the times he’d made me feel small, worthless, like I didn’t deserve to be alive.

I got up, walking down the hall to the nursery.

Clara was asleep in her crib, her little chest rising and falling, her hand curled around her stuffed rabbit.

I knelt down beside the crib, touching her soft cheek.

"I will never let him take you," I whispered.

"Never. Not as long as I’m breathing."

The next morning, we went to the lab for the paternity test.

A nurse swabbed the inside of Clara’s cheek, then mine, then Jonathan’s.

He was there, of course, with his lawyer, wearing a tailored suit, a fake concerned look on his face.

He tried to talk to me as we left.

"Grace, wait," he said, grabbing my arm.

Nathaniel stepped between us before I could react, shoving Jonathan’s hand off me.

"Don’t touch her," Nathaniel said, his voice low and deadly.

Jonathan held up his hands, smirking.

"Just trying to talk to the mother of my child, Cross. That’s allowed, isn’t it?"

He looked at me, his eyes cold.

"You know, this doesn’t have to be ugly, Grace. We can work something out. I’ll give you a million dollars. Cash. No strings. All you have to do is sign over full custody of Clara to me. No court, no drama. You can walk away rich. Never have to work again. What do you say?"

I stared at him, my blood boiling.

He thought he could buy my daughter.

He thought a million dollars was enough to make me give up the only good thing in my life.

I stepped around Nathaniel, getting right in Jonathan’s face.

"You listen to me," I said, my voice shaking with rage.

"You can keep your money. You can keep your big house, your fancy cars, your stupid little life. Clara is not for sale. She is my daughter. She is the only person who ever loved me unconditionally, and I will burn every single thing you own to the ground before I let you take her. You want a fight? You got one. And when we’re done, you’re going to wish you’d never heard my name."

I turned on my heel, walking back to the car.

Nathaniel followed, a proud smile on his face.

"That’s my girl," he said.

Three days later, the results came back.

99.98% match.

Jonathan was Clara’s biological father.

I sat at the kitchen table, staring at the paper, my whole body numb.

Nathaniel was on the phone with his lawyers, his voice tight, pacing the room.

Clara was in her high chair, eating mashed bananas, making a mess, completely unaware that her whole future was being decided by men in suits who didn’t know her, didn’t love her, didn’t care if she grew up with a mom who loved her or a father who saw her as a pawn.

I picked up the phone, calling the only other person I knew who’d ever been in my shoes.

Maggie, my old foster mom.

She’d taken me in when I was sixteen, the only foster parent who’d ever been nice to me.

She’d taught me to cook, to drive, to believe I was worth something.

"Grace?" she said, when she answered.

"Honey, it’s so good to hear from you. Where have you been? I’ve been worried sick."

I burst into tears.

I told her everything.

The divorce.

Jonathan.

Nathaniel.

Clara.

The paternity test.

The custody battle.

Maggie listened, quiet and steady, until I was done.

Then she said the one thing I needed to hear.

"You listen to me, Grace Marie Carter. You are the strongest person I know. You survived twelve years in the system. You survived three years with that monster. You brought that beautiful baby girl into the world all by yourself. Jonathan Blackwell has money, and lawyers, and fancy suits. But he doesn’t have love. He doesn’t have what you have. And love always wins, baby. Always. Now you pick yourself up, you wipe those tears, and you fight like hell for that little girl. And I’m right here with you. Whatever you need. Whenever you need it. I’m not going anywhere."

I hung up, wiping my eyes.

She was right.

I was strong.

I’d survived worse than Jonathan Blackwell.

I stood up, walking over to the table where Nathaniel was still on the phone.

I tapped him on the shoulder.

He hung up, looking at me.

"I’m ready to fight," I said.

"Whatever it takes. I want every single piece of dirt on Jonathan Blackwell you can find. I want his ex-wives, his ex-girlfriends, his employees, his business partners. Anyone he’s ever hurt. Anyone who’s ever seen him be cruel. We’re going to bury him. And we’re going to make sure he never hurts anyone ever again."

Nathaniel smiled, cold and sharp.

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"That’s exactly what I was thinking," he said.

"Let’s go to war."

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