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Chapter 9

Tyler’s hand shook on the gun.

“I didn’t do it, Emma,” he said, his voice cracking. “I swear to God I didn’t. Michael set me up. All of it. The emails, the texts, the bank records. He forged everything. I never hurt anyone. I never would’ve let him hurt Jake. You have to believe me.”

I took a small step forward.

“Put the gun down, Ty,” I said. “Lila’s asleep. You don’t wanna wake her up. You don’t want her to be scared.”

He looked down at his daughter. His face softened. He slowly lowered the gun, letting it hang at his side.

“I owed money,” he said, the words coming out fast, like he’d been holding them in for years. “To a loan shark. Ten thousand dollars. I lost it gambling. I didn’t have it. They said they’d break my legs. They said they’d hurt Lila. I didn’t know what to do. Michael came to me. Said he had a way to make fast money. Stealing cars. Robbing stores. Said it was easy. Said no one would get hurt. I said no. At first. But then they came to my house. Held a gun to Lila’s head while she slept. Told me I had a week. So I said yes.”

He paused, wiping his face with his free hand.

“I did it for a year. Helped him. Drove the cars. Kept the books. I hated every minute of it. But I was gonna pay off the debt. Then I was gonna quit. But Michael wouldn’t let me. Said I knew too much. Said if I tried to leave, he’d tell the loan shark I was skipping out. Said he’d tell the cops everything and frame me for the whole thing. I was trapped. Just like you were.”

He looked me in the eye.

“When you told me Michael was hitting you? I wanted to kill him. I really did. But I couldn’t. If I did, he’d tell the cops about me. I’d go to prison. Lila would go into foster care. I couldn’t let that happen. So I did nothing. I pretended I didn’t know. I let him hurt you. Let him hurt Jake. I’m a coward. I know that.”

He reached into his pocket and pulled out a thick black book. The ledger.

“Here,” he said, holding it out to me. “Everything. Every job. Every person. Every dollar. Michael’s name is in there more than mine. All the proof you need to put him away for the rest of his life. All the proof I need to make a deal. Testify against everyone. Get immunity. Or at least a light sentence. So I can get back to Lila. Watch her grow up.”

I took the ledger. It was heavy. Warm from his pocket.

“Then come with me,” I said. “Turn yourself in. Give the ledger to the cops. Testify. You can still make this right, Ty. It’s not too late.”

Before he could answer, we heard yelling from downstairs.

Footsteps running up the stairs.

Tyler’s head snapped up. He raised the gun again, his face going white with fear.

“You lied,” he screamed at me. “You said no cops!”

“Ty, no—” I started.

But it was too late.

The door burst open. SWAT ran in, guns raised, yelling at him to drop the weapon. Lila woke up, screaming, clinging to Tyler’s neck. Tyler backed away, toward the broken window at the back of the room. The gun was still raised, shaking, pointed at no one in particular.

“Stay back!” he yelled. “Stay back or I’ll shoot!”

“Tyler,” Carter said, calm, his gun raised but not aimed directly at him. “Put the gun down. Let the girl go. We can work this out. You have the ledger. You can testify. We can make a deal. But you have to put the gun down first.”

“I don’t believe you,” Tyler sobbed. “You’ll lock me up and throw away the key. I’ll never see Lila again. I can’t do that. I can’t leave her.”

He backed up more. His heel hit the windowsill. The old wood creaked.

“Ty,” I said, stepping forward, holding my hands up. “Look at me. Look at Lila. She’s scared. She doesn’t understand what’s happening. Do you want her to remember this? Her daddy holding a gun, yelling at the cops? Do you want her to grow up without you because you made a stupid mistake right now? Put the gun down. Please. For her.”

Tyler looked down at Lila. She was crying, her small hands clutching his shirt, calling his name over and over.

The gun slipped from his hand. It hit the floor with a thud.

He sank to his knees, sobbing, holding Lila as tight as he could.

SWAT moved in fast. They cuffed Tyler, gentle, and led him out. A female officer took Lila from him, wrapping her in a blanket, carrying her downstairs. Tyler looked back at me as they led him away, his face full of regret.

“Tell her I’m sorry,” he said. “Tell Lila I love her. Tell her I’m gonna make this right. No matter what.”

I walked over and picked up the ledger from where I’d dropped it when the SWAT team ran in. Carter came over, taking it from me, flipping through the pages. His face relaxed for the first time in days.

“This is it,” he said. “This is everything. With this, Michael goes away for life. The whole ring goes down. Tyler gets his deal. It’s over, Emma. Really over.”

I walked over to the broken window, looking out at the city below. The sun was high in the sky now. It was a beautiful day. The kind of day you took your kid to the park, ate ice cream, forgot about all the bad things in the world.

I thought of Michael, in a jail cell, finally where he belonged. I thought of Tyler, facing the consequences of his choices, but with a chance to make it right. I thought of Lila, safe, with social services, waiting for her dad to get his life together. I thought of Jake, asleep at Dad’s house, safe, finally free from fear.

For the first time in seven years, I breathed.

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Really breathed.

It was over.

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