Chapter 7

The next year was the best of my life.
I took over as CEO of the company in June.
Marcus stayed on as COO, but he insisted I be the face of the business. “You built it,” he said. “It’s time everyone knew it.”
I was nervous at first.
I’d spent six years letting Julian take all the credit. I’d been the quiet power behind the throne, the one who wrote the speeches and closed the deals and fixed the problems while he stood in front of the cameras.
But I quickly realized I was good at it.
Better than Julian had ever been.
I restructured the company from the top down. I fired all the dead weight Julian had hired—his old college friends who’d done nothing but collect paychecks and drink in the office. I promoted the hardworking, talented people who’d been overlooked for years, most of them women. I implemented flexible work hours, on-site childcare, and paid parental leave for all employees, regardless of gender.
The company thrived.
Within a year, our stock was higher than it had ever been when Julian was in charge. We opened new offices in London and Tokyo. We launched a foundation that funded STEM scholarships for girls from low-income families. I was named one of Forbes’ “30 Under 30” in business, and one of Time’s “100 Most Influential People.”
I still made time for Lily, though.
She was my first priority, always.
I only worked four days a week in the office. Every Monday and Friday, I worked from home, so I could be with her. I never missed a bedtime. I never missed a school play or a soccer game or a doctor’s appointment. I hired a nanny I trusted implicitly—Maria, a woman who’d raised three kids of her own, who loved Lily like she was her granddaughter—but I was still the one who woke up with her when she had nightmares, who baked cookies with her on rainy days, who sat on the floor and built Lego castles with her until my knees ached.
She was two and a half now.
She was smart, and funny, and fiercely independent. She had my blue eyes and Julian’s curly brown hair, but that was where the resemblance ended. She was kind—she’d stop to pet every stray cat we saw, she’d share her favorite candy with the kids at daycare, she’d run over to comfort anyone who was crying. She was brave—she’d climb the highest slide at the park without a second thought, she’d stand up to the bigger kids who tried to take toys from the smaller ones. She was mine.
Julian didn’t appeal the custody ruling.
He couldn’t afford to.
He’d gotten a job selling used cars at a dealership in Queens, making minimum wage plus commission. He lived in a studio apartment above a laundromat. He’d been arrested twice for violating the restraining order—once he’d tried to follow Lily’s daycare van, once he’d shown up at a charity gala I was speaking at. Both times, he’d spent 30 days in jail. After the second arrest, he’d stopped trying.
Victoria had moved to Florida.
She’d sold the cottage and moved into a tiny trailer park outside Tampa, where no one knew who she was. She’d tried to file a lawsuit against me for “emotional distress” after the wedding, but the judge had thrown it out before it even got to a hearing. She’d never contacted me again.
Chloe was happy, from what I heard.
She’d married her ex-boyfriend, the father of her son. They’d had a second baby, a little girl, a year prior. They lived in a small house in Long Island, and she posted photos of her kids on Facebook sometimes—smiling, covered in paint, playing in the backyard. She looked happy. Really happy.
I was happy for her.
I’d let go of all the anger I’d felt toward her.
Hate was heavy.
I didn’t want to carry it around anymore.
I started going to therapy.
I went every Tuesday at 2 p.m., during Lily’s naptime. I talked about the marriage, about the way Julian had made me feel small, about the fear I still carried sometimes that someone would try to take Lily from me. My therapist helped me work through it all. She helped me realize that none of what had happened was my fault. That I wasn’t to blame for Julian’s choices. That I was enough, just as I was.
I started dating again, too.
Not seriously.
I went on a few dates with men Marcus set me up with—nice guys, successful, kind. But none of them clicked. I was too busy, too focused on Lily and the company, too scared to let anyone get close enough to hurt me again.
I was fine with it.
I didn’t need a man to be happy.
I had Lily. I had Marcus. I had my parents, who’d moved back to Connecticut full-time to be close to us. I had Maria, and my friends from work, and the foundation we were building.
My life was full.
I was happy.
Then, on a rainy Tuesday in October, everything changed again.
I was at the company’s annual charity gala.
We were raising money for the STEM scholarship foundation. The ballroom at the Plaza was packed—hundreds of people in expensive dresses and tuxedos, drinking champagne, bidding on silent auction items.
I was standing by the stage, waiting to give my speech, when someone tapped me on the shoulder.
I turned around.
A man was standing there, holding two glasses of champagne.
He was tall, with dark hair and warm brown eyes, wearing a simple black tuxedo that fit him perfectly. He was smiling, a soft, easy smile that made his eyes crinkle at the corners.
“Clara Montgomery?” he said. “I’m Ethan Hayes. I run the children’s hospital we’re partnering with for the scholarship program. I’ve been wanting to meet you for months. The work you’re doing for these girls is incredible.”
He held out one of the champagne flutes to me.
I took it.
Our fingers brushed.
Something shifted in my chest.
A warm, tingly feeling I hadn’t felt in years.
“Thank you,” I said. I smiled back. “The hospital’s work is incredible too. I’ve read all about the new pediatric wing you’re building. It’s amazing.”
We talked for 20 minutes before I had to go on stage.
He told me about the hospital, about the kids he treated every day, about the way he’d gone into medicine after his little sister had died of leukemia when they were kids. I told him about the foundation, about Lily, about why I’d started the scholarship program—because I’d spent six years being told my only worth was in the children I could bear, and I wanted every girl to know she could be anything she wanted to be.
When I walked on stage to give my speech, I looked for him in the crowd.
He was standing by the side of the stage, watching me, smiling.
I gave the best speech of my life.
Afterward, he found me again.
May you like
He asked me out for coffee.
I said yes.