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Chapter 2

Daniel carried me into the house, his steps quick and purposeful.

He didn't look back at Evelyn.

Not even once.

He sat me on the edge of the marble bathtub in our ensuite and turned on the shower, adjusting the taps until the water ran warm.

He knelt in front of me, his hands resting gently on my knees.

"Tell me," he said, his eyes searching mine. "Tell me exactly what happened."

My throat felt tight.

I opened my mouth to speak—to tell him everything, to finally say the words I'd swallowed a hundred times before.

But then I heard footsteps in the hallway.

Light, composed, unhurried footsteps.

Evelyn appeared in the doorway, leaning against the frame with a look of perfect maternal concern on her face.

"Oh, Daniel, thank goodness you're home," she said, her voice trembling with manufactured emotion. "It was terrible. One minute we were talking, the next she just... slipped. She'd had quite a bit to drink, you know. I tried to catch her, but it all happened so fast."

I stared at her.

I couldn't believe what I was hearing.

She'd stood over me. She'd told me I'd never belong. She'd shifted her weight forward like she was deciding whether to finish the job.

"That's not what happened," I said, my voice shaking.

Daniel looked from me to his mother and back again.

I saw the doubt creep into his eyes—the same doubt I'd seen a hundred times before when it was my word against hers.

"Emily was drinking?" he asked her softly.

"Quite a bit, dear," Evelyn said, nodding sadly. "I think the anniversary has been hard on her. She's been so emotional lately. So... insecure."

She stepped into the room, and for a moment I thought she would touch me.

I flinched back so hard I nearly fell off the tub.

Daniel's arm shot out to steady me, his jaw tightening.

"She's scared," Evelyn said, clicking her tongue sympathetically. "Probably in shock. I'll make some chamomile tea. That always helps."

She glided out of the room as smoothly as she'd entered, closing the door softly behind her.

The silence that followed was heavier than water.

Daniel was still kneeling in front of me, but his hands had fallen away from my knees.

He was staring at the floor, his brow furrowed, his mind clearly working overtime.

"Daniel," I whispered. "You believe me, don't you?"

He looked up, and what I saw in his eyes broke my heart.

It wasn't anger at his mother.

It wasn't certainty that I was telling the truth.

It was confusion.

It was the agony of being caught between the two women he loved most in the world.

"I don't know what to believe," he said quietly. "I just... I can't imagine my mother ever—"

"She told me I'd never belong in this family," I cut in, the words bursting out of me. "She said it while I was hanging there, while I was drowning. She didn't try to help me, Daniel. She stood there and she watched me."

His eyes widened.

"That can't be right," he said, shaking his head as if trying to clear it. "You were in shock. You were disoriented. Maybe you misheard—"

"I didn't mishear anything!" I shouted, and immediately regretted it when he flinched. "I heard her clearly. Every cruel, perfect word. This isn't the first time, Daniel. Why do you think I never want to be alone with her? Why do you think I lock our bedroom door at night when she's staying here?"

He stood up abruptly, running his hands through his hair.

"I need to think," he said, his voice tight. "I need to... process this."

"Daniel, don't leave me alone with her," I said, panic rising in my chest.

He paused at the door, his hand on the frame.

"I won't. I'm just going to talk to her. Calmly. Rationally. I'll be right back."

He was gone for forty minutes.

I sat in the running shower until the water turned cold, my knees pulled to my chest, replaying every second of the last hour.

I thought about the three years of marriage—how happy Daniel and I were when it was just us, how everything turned sour the moment his mother entered the room.

I thought about the first year, when I'd tried so hard to win her over.

The expensive gifts she'd returned without opening.

The dinner parties where she'd "accidentally" forgotten to set a place for me.

The family photos where she'd always found a reason to ask me to take the picture, so I was never in them.

I'd told Daniel about these things, of course.

And he'd always listened. He'd always held me and told me she'd come around, that she was just protective, that I needed to give her more time.

But I'd run out of time today.

I'd nearly run out of everything.

When Daniel finally came back, his face was pale and drawn.

He sat on the edge of the bed, his elbows on his knees, his head in his hands.

"What did she say?" I asked, my voice barely above a whisper.

He looked up, and his eyes were red-rimmed, exhausted.

"She says you've been acting strangely for weeks," he said slowly. "She says you're jealous of her relationship with me, that you've been picking fights, that you threatened to... to make trouble for her if she didn't stay out of our lives."

I felt the blood drain from my face.

"That's a lie," I whispered.

"I know," he said quickly, reaching for my hand. "I know that's not you. But Emily... she's my mother. She raised me. She sacrificed everything for me. I've never known her to lie about anything important."

I pulled my hand away.

"So you believe her," I said flatly.

"No," he said, leaning forward urgently. "That's not what I'm saying. I'm saying I don't understand. There are two sides here, and both of them are people I love. I need time. I need us to all be calm and figure this out."

He paused, swallowing hard.

"She's agreed to stay at the guest house for a few days. To give us space. She says... she says she's willing to go to family counseling with us. To work this out."

I stared at him.

Family counseling.

As if this was a simple misunderstanding.

As if I hadn't been inches from drowning while the woman who was supposed to be my family watched.

"Okay," I heard myself say.

I didn't mean it.

But I was tired. I was cold. I was so, so tired of fighting.

Daniel pulled me into his arms, and I let him.

I rested my head on his shoulder, and for a moment I let myself believe him.

I let myself believe that things could be fixed.

That Evelyn could change.

That we could be the happy family I'd always wanted.

But somewhere in the back of my mind, a cold, hard seed was taking root.

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I'd seen the truth in Evelyn's eyes by the pool.

And I knew, with a certainty that settled in my bones, that she wasn't finished with me yet.

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