Chapter 3

The limousine took us to a penthouse apartment on the top floor of the tallest building in the city.
The elevator opened straight into the foyer.
Floor-to-ceiling windows looked out over the whole skyline, the sun glinting off the glass buildings below.
It was beautiful.
Breathtaking.
And nothing like the tiny, drafty little house Ethan and I had lived in for five years, the house I’d cleaned and painted and fixed up with my own two hands, the house the judge had just given to him.
A housekeeper appeared out of nowhere, smiling warmly, and took my duffel bag.
A doctor followed right behind her, carrying a medical bag.
“Dr. Chen is going to check you and the baby out,” my mother said, guiding me toward a huge, soft-looking white couch in the living room. “Just to make sure all the stress today didn’t hurt anything. Okay?”
I nodded, too overwhelmed to argue.
The doctor was gentle and kind, checking the baby’s heartbeat, measuring my belly, asking me a hundred questions about how I’d been eating, sleeping, feeling.
When she was done, she smiled at me.
“Both of you are perfectly healthy,” she said. “Strong heartbeat. Good growth. Just try to take it easy for the next few days, okay? No more stress if you can avoid it.”
She packed up her bag and left.
My mother sat down beside me on the couch, handing me a glass of cold water and a plate of fresh fruit.
I ate slowly, my hands still shaking a little.
And then I finally asked the question that had been burning in my throat since the moment I’d seen her walk through those courtroom doors.
“Where were you?” I said, my voice cracking. “Twenty years, Mom. Twenty years. I needed you. I needed you when Dad died three years ago. I needed you when Ethan started hitting me. I needed you when I found out he was cheating on me. I needed you so bad… and you were just… gone.”
Tears spilled down my face before I could stop them.
All the pain, all the loneliness, all the fear of the last twenty years came rushing out at once, and I couldn’t hold it back anymore.
I cried harder than I’d ever cried in my life.
My mother pulled me into her arms, holding me tight, rocking me back and forth just like she used to when I was little and I’d fallen and scraped my knee.
She cried too.
I could feel her tears falling into my hair.
“I know, baby,” she whispered, over and over again. “I know. I’m so sorry. I’m so, so sorry.”
When I finally cried myself out, she handed me a tissue and told me everything.
She’d been a federal prosecutor twenty years before, working on one of the biggest organized crime cases in the country’s history.
She’d gotten too close.
The men she was investigating had found out who she was, where she lived, that she had a seven-year-old daughter.
They’d sent her a message.
A bullet through our kitchen window one night, right where my head would’ve been if I’d been sitting at the table eating my dinner like I was supposed to be.
The marshals had told her she had two choices.
Testify anyway, and get both of us killed.
Or disappear.
Fake her own death, enter the witness protection program, let the whole world believe she was gone, and let those men forget she ever existed.
She’d chosen to disappear.
Because she’d rather I grow up motherless than dead.
“I watched you from afar,” she said, wiping the tears off my cheeks with her thumb. “Every year on your birthday, I was there. Outside your school, outside your house. When you graduated high school, I was in the back of the auditorium, wearing a wig and sunglasses, crying so hard I could barely see. When you married Ethan… I was there too. I didn’t like him. Something about him felt wrong. But you were so happy. And I couldn’t say anything. I couldn’t risk it. Every time I wanted to run to you, to hold you, to tell you I was alive… the marshals would remind me what would happen if those men found out. They’d kill you first. Just to hurt me. I couldn’t let that happen.”
She reached into her pocket and pulled out a thick stack of worn, crumpled photographs.
Pictures of me.
Me at seven, missing my two front teeth, grinning on my first day of second grade.
Me at sixteen, in my prom dress, awkward and excited.
Me at twenty-two, walking down the aisle to marry Ethan.
Me last month, very pregnant, leaving the grocery store with a single bag of cheap food.
She’d been there.
All along.
She’d never really left.
“What changed?” I asked, looking through the pictures, my throat tight. “Why now? Why come back today of all days?”
Her face hardened.
“Three months ago,” she said. “The last of the men I testified against died in prison. All of them. Gone. The threat was finally over. I started making plans to come find you, to tell you everything, to ask for your forgiveness. And then I found out what Ethan was doing.”
Her hand curled into a fist on her lap.
“I found out he’d filed for divorce. That he was hiding all your money. That he was planning to leave you with nothing, eight months pregnant, on the street. My people followed him for three months. We documented every single lie, every hidden bank account, every cruel thing he said about you. I was going to come to you before the trial, to tell you everything, to help you fight. But I was too late. By the time I got everything together, the trial was already scheduled. And then today… when I heard the judge’s ruling… I couldn’t let it stand. I couldn’t let him do that to you. Not when I was finally here to stop it.”
I sat there for a long time, holding the stack of pictures in my hands, looking from them to her face—so like my own, so familiar, even after twenty years.
I should’ve been angry.
I should’ve screamed at her, yelled at her for leaving me alone for so long, for making me grieve her when she was alive the whole time.
But I couldn’t be.
All I could feel was relief.
She was here.
She was alive.
She loved me.
And she’d fought for me when no one else would.
I leaned my head on her shoulder, closing my eyes.
“I’m so glad you’re back,” I whispered.
She kissed the top of my head.
“I’m never leaving you again, baby,” she said. “Never. Not for anything. Not for anyone.”
Outside, the sun was setting over the city, painting the sky pink and orange.
For the first time in twenty years, I didn’t feel like an orphan.
I had my mom back.
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And together?
We were going to make Ethan pay for every single thing he’d done.