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Chapter 3

The old mill sat on the banks of the French Broad River, five miles outside of town. It had been in my family for four generations. Now it was rotting. The roof caved in three years ago. Caleb had wanted to tear it down and build luxury condos. Hannah had stopped him. She said it was historic. She said it mattered.

That was another thing they hated her for.

I parked a quarter-mile down the road. I cut the lights. I walked the rest of the way through the trees. The moon was thin. The wind moved through the dead leaves like whispers.

I had brought something with me.

My father’s old .38 special.

I hadn’t fired it in ten years.

But I loaded it anyway.

When I reached the mill, I stopped. I listened.

Nothing but the river.

Then I heard it.

Footsteps on broken glass.

Inside.

“I’m here,” I called out.

Silence.

Then a woman stepped out of the shadows.

Marta.

She had been our housekeeper for eight years. She had been with Hannah every day of the pregnancy. She had been the only person in the house Hannah trusted.

She was crying.

“Marta... what are you doing here?”

She ran to me. She grabbed my arms. Her hands were shaking.

“Mr. Nathan... I’m so sorry. I should have called you. I should have said something. But they threatened me. They said they would send me back to Guatemala. They said they would hurt my sister.”

I held her shoulders.

“Breathe, Marta. Just breathe. It’s okay. You’re safe now. Tell me what happened.”

She looked over her shoulder.

“Not here. They might be watching.”

She led me deeper into the mill, to the old office in the back. The windows were boarded up. She closed the door. She turned on a small flashlight.

“Two days ago,” she began. “The day you were supposed to come home. But you didn’t come. You were still in Chicago, they said.”

I said nothing.

“Mrs. Hale—Hannah—she was upset. Very upset. She had been on the phone all morning. She said she was going to call the police. She said she had proof. She said Mr. Caleb was going to jail.”

Marta wiped her eyes.

“Then Mr. Caleb showed up. He was angry. I’ve never seen anyone that angry. He yelled at her. They went into the study. He closed the door. I tried to listen but I couldn’t hear everything. I heard her scream. Once. Loud. Then nothing.”

My blood turned to ice.

“Then what?”

“Then your mother came. She arrived ten minutes later. She went into the study too. They were in there for almost an hour. When they came out... Mr. Caleb’s jacket was torn. He had that scratch on his neck. And your mother... she was making phone calls. She called the doctor. She called the funeral home. She was so calm. It scared me.”

Marta’s voice broke.

“I went into the study after they left. Hannah was... she was on the floor. She wasn’t moving. Her hand... her hand was closed tight. Like she was holding something.”

She looked at my pocket.

“Did you find it? The button?”

I nodded. I pulled it out. I showed her.

Marta cried harder.

“She fought him, Mr. Nathan. I know she did. She was so strong. Your son was almost here. She would have done anything to protect him.”

I put the button away.

“Did you see anything else, Marta? Anything at all?”

She nodded. She reached into her pocket. She pulled out a crumpled piece of paper.

“Hannah gave this to me three days before. She said if anything happened to her, I had to get it to you. She said not to give it to anyone else. Not your mother. Not the police. Only you.”

I took the paper.

My hands shook as I unfolded it.

It was Hannah’s handwriting.

*Nathan, if you’re reading this, I’m dead. Don’t believe what they tell you. It wasn’t childbirth. Caleb came at me. He wanted the documents. He wanted to destroy the will. Mom helped him. I don’t know how much she knew before, but she helped him cover it up. Don’t trust anyone in this family. Not even the lawyers we’ve used forever. Only Marcus. Only Marta. I love you. Tell our son I loved him more than anything in the world. Make them pay. — H*

I read it three times.

I folded it carefully. I put it in my wallet, next to the ultrasound picture Hannah had sent me when I was in Chicago.

*It’s a boy, Nathan. He has your nose already.*

I took a deep breath.

“Marta, where are you staying?”

“With my cousin. In the apartment above the bakery on Main Street.”

“Good. Tomorrow morning, pack everything you own. Take your sister. Get on a bus to Charlotte. I’ll send you money. I’ll send you more than you need. Lay low for a while. Don’t call anyone here. Don’t post anything on Facebook. Nothing. Can you do that?”

She nodded.

“Yes, Mr. Nathan.”

“Good. And Marta... thank you.”

She hugged me. She cried into my shoulder.

“She loved you so much. She talked about you every single day.”

“I know.”

I walked her to her car. I waited until she drove away.

Then I went back into the mill.

I stood in the dark.

I held Hannah’s note in one hand.

I held the .38 in the other.

I thought about Caleb.

I thought about my mother.

I thought about the son I would never hold.

And for the first time in my life, I understood what hate felt like.

It wasn’t hot.

It was cold.

Cold and precise.

Like a blade.

I walked back to my car.

I checked my phone.

An email from Marcus.

*Filed. Sent all documents to your secure account. Be careful, Nathan. They’re going to come for you the second they find out.*

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I smiled.

Let them come.

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