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Chapter 3

The hospital room smelled like antiseptic and fear.

Noah was on the exam table, his little hand wrapped around my finger so tight my knuckles turned white.

The doctor, a kind woman named Dr. Hale, had been examining him for twenty minutes.

She’d already taken X-rays of his face and arms.

Now she was pressing gently along his ribs.

Noah flinched.

“I know, baby. I know it hurts,” I whispered.

Dr. Hale looked up at me, her face serious.

“Sarah, can I speak to you and your husband outside for a minute?”

My heart dropped.

Ryan squeezed my shoulder.

We stepped out into the hallway.

Dr. Hale closed the door behind her.

“The swelling on his face is consistent with a hard slap,” she said. “Probably from a ring—we found a small crescent-shaped bruise under the skin on his cheek. His nose is broken. Not badly, but it will need to be set.”

I felt my knees go weak.

Ryan caught me.

“But there’s more,” she said. “I found old fractures. His left wrist was broken about six months ago. Two of his ribs were fractured three months back. And there are bruises on his back that are in various stages of healing. Some are weeks old. Some are days.”

The room spun.

Six months ago.

Three months ago.

That was the last two times Melissa had watched him overnight.

I’d asked him about the wrist.

He’d said he fell off his bike.

Melissa had backed him up.

I’d believed her.

I put my hand over my mouth to keep from screaming.

“Sarah,” Dr. Hale said gently. “I’m required by law to report this to Child Protective Services. They’ll be here in an hour to talk to you and Noah. But I want you to know—none of this is your fault. Abusers are very good at lying. At making people believe them.”

But it was my fault.

I was his mother.

I was supposed to protect him.

And I’d left him with the person who hurt him.

Again and again and again.

Ryan pulled me into his arms.

I cried into his chest, silent sobs that shook my whole body.

We went back into the room.

Noah was sitting up, playing with a stuffed bear the nurse had given him.

He looked at me and smiled.

A small, brave smile.

“Can we go home now, Mommy?”

I walked over and kissed his forehead.

“Soon, baby. Soon.”

CPS showed up an hour later.

The caseworker was a woman named Maria.

She was sharp, no-nonsense, but kind when she talked to Noah.

She sat down on the exam table next to him.

“Hey, Noah. I’m Maria. I heard you’ve been having a really hard time. Do you want to tell me about it?”

Noah looked at me.

I nodded.

“Can I have the bear?” he asked.

Maria handed it to him.

He squeezed it tight.

“Aunt Melissa gets mad when I cry,” he said. “She says big boys don’t cry. So she hits me. Or locks me in the closet. Last night, I wanted Daddy. I cried. So she slapped me. I fell and hit my nose on the floor.”

He stopped talking and bit his lip.

Maria wrote down every word.

“Has she done other things, Noah?”

He nodded.

“She shows me the videos of the other kids. She says if I tell anyone, she’ll put me in the videos too. She says no one will love me if I’m bad.”

I felt Ryan’s hand tighten around mine.

“Did she ever touch you in places that are covered by your bathing suit?” Maria asked.

Noah shook his head fast.

“No. She just hits. And locks me up.”

Maria closed her notebook.

“Okay, Noah. Thank you for being so brave. You’re such a strong boy.”

She turned to us.

“Based on the doctor’s report and Noah’s statement, there’s no question of abuse here. We won’t be removing him from your care. But we will be doing weekly check-ins for the next six months. And we’ll be coordinating with the police on the daycare case. There are a lot of families who are going to need help.”

She left.

Dr. Hale came back in to set Noah’s nose.

It was quick, but he screamed.

I held him while it happened, and I screamed with him.

By the time we left the hospital, it was almost noon.

We’d been there for eight hours.

Noah fell asleep in the car before we even pulled out of the parking lot.

Ryan drove.

I looked at my phone.

I had thirty-seven missed calls.

Twenty-two from my mom.

Ten from unknown numbers.

Five from Melissa’s lawyer.

I hadn’t listened to any of the voicemails.

I didn’t want to.

When we pulled up to the house, my mom’s car was in the driveway.

She was sitting on the front porch, smoking a cigarette.

She stood up when she saw us.

I got out of the car.

“Sarah, we need to talk.”

“Not now, Mom. Noah’s asleep. He’s been through enough.”

She threw her cigarette on the ground and stomped it out.

“Melissa called me from jail. She says you planted that phone. She says you’ve been out to get her for years because Dad likes you better. She says you made Noah say those things.”

I stared at her.

“Did you even ask what happened to him?” I said, my voice rising. “Did you ask about his broken nose? His broken wrist from six months ago? The ribs she fractured three months ago? The forty-seven videos of her abusing toddlers? Did you ask about any of that?”

My mom’s face hardened.

“Melissa would never hurt a child. She loves kids. She’s worked at that daycare for ten years. Not one parent has ever complained.”

“Because she threatened them!” I yelled. “She showed them videos! She told them no one would believe them! They’re three years old, Mom! They don’t know how to tell anyone!”

Ryan walked around the car, Noah still asleep in his arms.

“Linda, enough,” he said. “Not today. Not in front of Noah. You can believe what you want. But we have the evidence. The police have the evidence. Melissa is going away for a long time. And if you keep defending her, you won’t be part of this family anymore.”

My mom looked at him like he’d slapped her.

“You don’t get to tell me what to do. This is family. Family sticks together.”

“Not when family hurts my son,” I said. “Now get off my porch. And don’t come back until you’re ready to believe him.”

She stood there for a minute, her mouth open.

Then she turned and got in her car.

She peeled out of the driveway, tires squealing.

I sank down on the porch step.

Ryan sat down next to me.

Noah stirred in his arms, then went back to sleep.

“That went well,” Ryan said.

I laughed a bitter laugh.

“It’s only going to get worse,” I said. “You know that. She’s going to do everything she can to ruin us. To make us look like the bad guys.”

Ryan kissed the top of my head.

“Let her try,” he said. “We have the truth. And we have Noah. That’s all that matters.”

But I knew the truth didn’t always win.

I’d seen enough court shows to know that.

Good lawyers could make black look white.

And Melissa would get the best lawyer my parents’ money could buy.

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I stood up.

“Let’s go inside,” I said. “We need to lock the doors. And we need to start getting ready for the fight of our lives.”

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