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Chapter 10

One year later.

We moved to a small town in Wisconsin.

A place where no one knew our names.

A place with no reporters.

No protesters.

No Melissa.

We bought a small house with a big backyard.

Noah has a swing set.

A tree house.

A golden retriever puppy named Max.

He still goes to therapy once a week.

He still sleeps with the hall light on.

He still won’t go into a closet alone.

But he’s seven now.

He’s in first grade.

He has best friends.

He plays soccer.

He laughs loud and long.

And he hasn’t had a nightmare in three months.

Ryan got a job at the local hospital.

He’s home every night for dinner.

We still fight sometimes.

We still have bad days.

But we’re stronger now.

The secrets are gone.

The lies are gone.

We talk about everything.

My parents sold the big house in Chicago.

They bought a small cottage twenty minutes from us.

Dad is retired now.

He spends his days gardening and teaching Noah to fish.

Mom volunteers at the local elementary school.

She works with kids who’ve been abused.

She says it’s her way of making up for all the years she spent looking the other way.

We had a small ceremony for Mark last spring.

We planted an oak tree in the backyard.

We put a plaque under it.

*MARK CARTER. LOVED. MISSED. FINALLY AT PEACE.*

We all cried.

But it was a good cry.

A healing cry.

Last week, Noah came home from school with a drawing.

It was of our family.

Me.

Ryan.

Him.

Grandma.

Grandpa.

Max the dog.

And a big angel in the sky with wings.

“Who’s that?” I asked him.

“That’s Uncle Mark,” he said. “He watches over us. He keeps the bad people away.”

I held him tight.

I thought about all the bad things that had happened.

All the pain.

All the tears.

All the days I thought I’d never be happy again.

And I realized something.

Melissa had tried to take everything from me.

My husband.

My son.

My family.

My life.

But she’d failed.

Because in the end, love was stronger than hate.

Truth was stronger than lies.

And family—real family—was stronger than any monster.

I looked out the window.

Ryan and Dad were teaching Noah to ride his new bike.

Mom was sitting on the porch, drinking iced tea, watching them.

Max was running around, barking.

The sun was setting over the trees.

It was perfect.

Not the perfect I’d imagined when I was younger.

Not the perfect with no scars, no pain, no bad memories.

But a new perfect.

A perfect built from the ashes of the old life.

A perfect worth fighting for.

Noah ran over to me, holding his drawing up high.

“Mommy, look! I drew us happy!”

I took the drawing and taped it to the fridge.

Right in the middle.

Where I can see it every time I walk into the kitchen.

“We are happy, baby,” I said. “We really are.”

And for the first time in a very long time?

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I meant it.

The end.

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