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Chapter 9

The marshals arrived forty minutes later.

They secured the scene.

Took our statements.

Took the documents.

Took Marcus’s body.

They took us to a safe house outside Albany.

A plain, unmarked house in a plain, unmarked neighborhood.

We were there for three days.

Giving depositions.

Signing affidavits.

Answering the same questions a hundred times.

The prosecutor—Agent Mills, sharp, no-nonsense—told us the case was rock solid.

Marcus’s death had been ruled self-defense.

The documents Ethan had provided were enough to take down the entire Carter organization.

Seventeen arrests in the first twenty-four hours.

Union leaders.

Politicians.

Police officers.

All of them going away for a very long time.

On the fourth day, Agent Mills came to the safe house.

She had good news.

And bad news.

“The good news,” she said, sitting across from us at the kitchen table, “is that the case is closed. The Carter organization is finished. You’re all safe. Legally, Ethan, you’re clear. No charges will be filed against you for your role in the family business. Your cooperation was more than enough to earn you immunity.”

Ethan let out a breath.

“The bad news,” she continued, “is that witness protection is still the only option. There are still people out there who are loyal to the Carters. People who have lost everything because of your testimony. They’ll want revenge. For your own safety… and for Lucas’s… you have to disappear. New names. New lives. No contact with anyone from your old world. Not friends. Not extended family. No one.”

She slid three folders across the table.

“These are your new identities,” she said. “For you, Ethan… Daniel Reed. For you, Emily… Claire Bennett. And for you, Sarah… you have a choice.”

I looked at her.

“Choice?”

“You were never part of the Carter organization,” she said. “You were never part of the original deal. Your only crime was being married to the wrong man at the wrong time. Legally, you’re free to go back to your old life. Your job. Your apartment. Your name. No one will come after you. The people who might want to hurt you are all in custody or dead. The choice is yours, Sarah. You can stay with them… start a new life under a new name… or you can walk away. Go back to being Sarah Carter. Or Sarah Miller, your maiden name. Whatever you want.”

The room went quiet.

Ethan and Emily both looked at me.

Waiting.

I thought about my old life.

My job at the architecture firm.

My friends.

My apartment with the view of Central Park.

The life I’d built.

The life I’d loved.

But that life was built on a lie.

Every memory was tainted.

Every happy moment now had a shadow.

I couldn’t go back.

Not really.

And then I thought about the alternative.

A new life.

With Ethan.

With Emily and Lucas.

A strange, broken family.

Bound by trauma and secrets.

But bound nonetheless.

“I’m staying,” I said.

Agent Mills nodded.

Like she’d known what I’d say.

She slid a fourth folder across the table.

“Sarah Reed,” she said. “Your new name. All the documentation is inside. Social security. Driver’s license. Passport. Everything you need.”

She stood up.

“A car will be here in an hour to take you to the airport,” she said. “You’re going to Oregon. A small town on the coast. Quiet. Safe. There’s a house waiting for you. And jobs, if you want them. Or you can take time. Settle in. Figure it out.”

She walked to the door.

Paused.

“For what it’s worth,” she said. “You three have been through hell. Most people wouldn’t have survived it. Fewer still would have had the courage to do the right thing. Try to be happy. You’ve earned it.”

She left.

We sat in silence.

“Sarah,” Ethan said. “Are you sure? About this? About us? You heard Agent Mills. You can go home. You don’t have to do this.”

I looked at him.

At the man I’d married.

At the stranger I’d come to know.

At the man who’d lied to me for ten years… but had also saved my life.

And Emily’s.

And Lucas’s.

“I’m sure,” I said.

Emily reached across the table.

Took my hand.

“Thank you,” she said.

“For what?”

“For not making him choose,” she said. “I know he loves you. I know he’d have let you go if you’d asked. And that would have destroyed him. You’re the best thing that ever happened to him, Sarah. Even with all the lies.”

She stood up.

“I’m going to call Lucas,” she said. “Tell him we’re coming. Tell him he’s finally going to meet his father.”

She left the room.

Ethan and I were alone.

“Sarah,” he said. “I know I don’t deserve you. I know I’ve given you every reason in the world to hate me. But I promise you this: no more lies. No more secrets. From this moment on, everything between us is real. Every word. Every touch. Every day. I’ll spend the rest of my life making this up to you. If you’ll let me.”

I stood up.

Walked around the table.

Sat on his lap.

Wrapped my arms around his neck.

“You better,” I said.

May you like

And I kissed him.

For the first time in eleven years, Ethan Carter kissed someone without a secret weighing on his soul.

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