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Chapter 3

The next day, I told Ethan I was having lunch with Linda from accounting.

He kissed me goodbye like nothing was wrong.

Like he hadn’t spent ten years building a marriage on lies.

I took the subway uptown.

My hands were shaking the whole ride.

The coffee shop was exactly where the text had said.

Blue awning.

Small tables.

The smell of roasted beans and cinnamon.

I scanned the room.

She was sitting in the back booth.

The woman from the subway.

Marge.

Emily’s mother.

She looked older in the daylight.

Tired.

Like she hadn’t slept properly in eleven years.

She stood when she saw me.

“Sarah,” she said. Her voice was softer than it had been on the train. “Thank you for coming.”

I slid into the booth across from her.

“How do you know my name?” I asked.

“Ethan talks about you,” she said. “On his blog. In interviews. You’re quite the public wife, you know. He’s very proud. Or at least, he plays the part very well.”

A waitress came over.

I ordered a black coffee.

Marge already had one in front of her, cold and untouched.

“Why did you stop me on the subway?” I asked.

“Because I’ve been waiting eleven years for him to slip up,” she said. “And when I saw that necklace around your neck… I knew he finally had.”

“Who sent those text messages?”

“A friend,” she said. “Someone who’s been helping me. Someone who knows how to cover his tracks. Better than Ethan does, apparently.”

“Tell me about Emily,” I said.

Marge’s eyes filled with tears.

She reached into her purse and pulled out a photograph.

Emily.

Younger than in the engagement announcement.

Maybe nineteen or twenty.

Smiling.

Bright.

Alive.

“She was my only child,” Marge said. “Smart. Stubborn. She fell in love with Ethan when she was twenty-two. He was charming back then. Said all the right things. Her father and I… we didn’t like him. There was something off. Something cold behind those eyes. But Emily loved him. And when Emily loved something, she loved with everything she had.”

Marge wiped her eye with the back of her hand.

“They got engaged when she was twenty-four,” she continued. “Set the wedding for the following spring. But then… things changed. Ethan started getting distant. Secretive. Emily would call me crying at two in the morning, saying she didn’t know who he was anymore. She said he had a temper. That he’d thrown things when he was angry. That he’d scared her.”

My blood ran cold.

Ethan had never raised his voice to me.

Never.

But then, I had never given him a reason to show that side.

Had I?

“Three days before she disappeared,” Marge said, “Emily came to my house. She was terrified. She said she’d found something out. Something about Ethan’s family. Something that would ruin them all. She said she was going to call off the wedding. That she was going to the police.”

“What did she find?” I asked.

Marge shook her head.

“She wouldn’t tell me. Said it was too dangerous. That if I knew, I’d be in danger too. She just kept saying ‘he’ll kill me if I tell anyone.’ I told her to stay with me. That we’d go to the station together in the morning. But she insisted on going home to get her things. Said she’d be back by midnight.”

Marge paused.

Swallowed hard.

“She never came back.”

The silence in the booth was heavy.

“The police?” I said.

“Questioned Ethan, of course,” Marge said. “He had an alibi. Said he was working late at the office. His secretary backed him up. His brother gave him a character reference. There was no evidence. No body. No witnesses. They ruled it a voluntary disappearance. Said she’d probably gotten cold feet about the wedding and run off to start a new life.”

“But you don’t believe that.”

“Emily would never have left without calling me,” Marge said, her voice cracking. “Never. Not in a million years. She knew I’d worry myself sick. And she left her wallet. Her passport. Her favorite jacket. Everything that matters. People who run away take those things. People who are taken… they don’t get a choice.”

I thought about the necklace.

FOR MY EMILY.

And the date.

October 14th.

The day she vanished.

“Ethan told me he had the necklace reset,” I said. “That it was his grandmother’s, and he’d had it re-coated for our anniversary.”

Marge let out a bitter laugh.

“That necklace was never his grandmother’s,” she said. “He designed it himself. Had it made especially for Emily. Paid a fortune for it. The engraving was his idea. ‘For My Emily.’ He was so proud of it. Put it on her himself the night he proposed. I saw him do it.”

She leaned forward across the table.

“The coating trick? That was his insurance policy. He had a jeweler friend apply a temporary veneer over the engraving. Told me once that if anything ever happened between them, he could make the necklace ‘clean’ again. Re-gift it. No one would ever know.”

My coffee arrived.

I didn’t touch it.

“Why would he keep it?” I asked. “After she disappeared. Why not sell it? Throw it away? Why give it to me ten years later?”

“Because Ethan is arrogant,” Marge said. “And sentimental in the worst way. That necklace was the last piece he had of the life he tried to build. The life Emily almost destroyed by leaving him. Keeping it? Giving it to you? It was his way of winning. Of proving he could replace her. That he could take the symbol of his love for her and turn it into a symbol of his love for you. And you’d never know. You’d wear it every day, never realizing you were wearing a dead woman’s promise.”

Dead woman.

The words hung in the air.

“Do you think he killed her?” I whispered.

Marge looked me straight in the eye.

“I know he did,” she said. “I just can’t prove it. Not yet. But you… you can help me.”

“How?”

“Ethan trusts you,” she said. “You live in his house. You share his bed. You have access to everything he hides. His papers. His computer. His old things. There must be something. A letter. A receipt. A record of where he really was that night. Something the police missed eleven years ago.”

I shook my head.

“I can’t,” I said. “This is… this is too much. I don’t know what to believe. One minute I’m a happily married woman, the next I’m being told my husband might be a murderer. I need time to think.”

I started to slide out of the booth.

Marge grabbed my wrist.

The same way she had on the subway.

“Sarah, wait,” she said. “There’s something else. Something the police never found out.”

I froze.

“What?”

“Emily was pregnant,” Marge said. “Three months. She found out the week before she disappeared. She didn’t tell Ethan. She was going to raise the baby alone. She said if Ethan knew, he’d never let her leave. He’d trap her. Forever.”

Pregnant.

Emily had been carrying Ethan’s child.

And then she was gone.

I felt sick.

“Sarah,” Marge said, squeezing my wrist. “If Ethan did this… if he killed her and his own unborn child… do you really want to be the next woman who finds out too late?”

I pulled my hand away.

Ran out of the coffee shop.

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I didn’t stop running until I was three blocks away.

Then I leaned against a brick wall and threw up.

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