Chapter 8

Grace’s first birthday came faster than I could believe.
She was walking now, wobbly but determined, chasing her brothers around the house, laughing so hard she could barely breathe. She had Kael wrapped around her tiny finger. He’d do anything she asked—wear tiaras, have tea parties, let her put pink bows in his hair.
She was the center of our whole world.
We had a big party for her in the backyard, pink and gold and full of balloons and cake. All our family and friends were there. My mother. Kael’s dad. Our closest friends from work and school.
Olivia—wait, no, not Olivia. Elara was long gone. My best friend, Maya, who’d been with me through everything, was there, holding Grace while I cut the cake.
Grace smashed her face into her first piece of cake, getting frosting in her hair, her eyes, her ears, and laughed like it was the best thing that had ever happened to her.
The boys cheered.
Kael took a hundred photos.
It was perfect.
After the party, when all the guests had left, when the boys were in bed and Grace was asleep in her crib, Kael and I sat on the porch, cleaning up the last of the plates and cups.
He stopped and looked at me, a soft smile on his face.
“Remember when you were on that flight, sitting next to me, and you didn’t say a word the whole time?” he said.
I laughed, wiping frosting off a plate. “How could I forget? You were so arrogant. So sure you’d won.”
He nodded, his smile fading a little. “I was an idiot. I thought winning meant having money, having status, having Elara on my arm. I had no idea what real winning was.”
He reached across the table and took my hand.
“Real winning is this,” he said. “It’s you. It’s the boys. It’s Grace. It’s coming home to a house full of noise and love and chaos every single night.”
He squeezed my hand.
“I almost lost all of this because I was too proud to listen to you. Too stupid to see the truth. I will spend the rest of my life making it up to you.”
I leaned across the table and kissed him.
“You already have,” I said. “You’ve given me everything I ever wanted. Everything I ever needed.”
We sat in silence for a while, watching the stars come out, listening to the crickets chirp.
“Hey,” Kael said, after a minute.
I looked at him. “Yeah?”
“Remember when we first got married? We talked about adopting someday. When we had enough space, enough time?”
My heart skipped a beat. We had talked about that, once, a long time ago, before everything fell apart.
“Yeah,” I said quietly. “I remember.”
He looked at me, his eyes soft, hopeful.
“What do you think about doing it now?” he asked. “We have the space. We have the love. We have more than enough to give another child a home.”
I stared at him, tears filling my eyes.
I’d always wanted a big family. I’d always wanted to give a child who didn’t have a home the same love and safety my own kids had.
“Really?” I asked.
He nodded. “Really. If you want to. No pressure. But… I think it would be perfect.”
I smiled through my tears.
“I want to,” I said.
The adoption process was long, hard, emotional.
There were interviews. Home visits. Mounds of paperwork. Months of waiting.
But we did it together.
Kael came to every meeting. We filled out every form together. We talked for hours about what kind of child we wanted to welcome into our family.
We told the boys we were thinking about adopting another baby, and they were thrilled. Jax said he’d teach the new kid how to play soccer. Leo said he’d bake them cookies every day. Milo said he’d share Rexy.
Eighteen months after we started the process, we got the call.
There was a baby boy, two days old, born to a young woman who couldn’t take care of him. She’d chosen us to be his parents.
We drove to the hospital that same night, our hearts pounding.
They placed him in my arms, small and perfect, and I fell in love instantly.
He had light brown hair, big blue eyes, a tiny little button nose. He looked nothing like Kael or me.
But he was ours.
We named him Liam.
Liam James Voss.
The boys met him the next day. They were even more in love with him than they’d been with Grace. Jax held him gently, whispering that he’d protect him forever. Leo sang him a lullaby off-key. Milo gave him Rexy to hold, saying “You can keep him. I have another one at home.”
Bringing Liam home completed our family in a way I’d never imagined.
Our house was now even louder, even messier, even more chaotic.
We had five kids now. Five beautiful, amazing kids, each with their own personalities, their own smiles, their own place in our hearts.
Kael and I were tired. We were busy. We went weeks without a full night’s sleep.
But we were also happier than we’d ever been.
We’d built this family from nothing. From lies and betrayal and heartbreak.
We’d turned pain into love.
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Loss into gain.
And I wouldn’t trade a single second of it.