Chapter 7

Life settled back into a quiet, happy rhythm after Elara was sent back to prison.
The boys healed. Milo stopped having nightmares. Jax became even more protective of his little brothers, holding their hands when they crossed the street, checking on them before he went to bed every night. Leo started leaving little “love notes” for all of us, drawings of stick figures holding hands, with “I love you” scrawled at the bottom.
Kael cut back on his work hours. He said his family was more important than any business deal. He coached Jax’s soccer team. He volunteered at the boys’ school. He was home for dinner every single night.
I opened my own small graphic design studio downtown. It was tiny, just me and one part-time assistant, but it was mine. I loved it. I loved creating things, meeting new clients, building something of my own.
We were happy.
Truly, deeply happy.
And then I found out I was pregnant.
I took the test on a rainy Tuesday morning, before anyone else was awake.
I sat on the bathroom floor, staring at the two pink lines, my hands shaking.
I was scared.
We already had three boys. Our lives were full, busy, chaotic. What if we couldn’t handle another baby? What if something went wrong? What if Elara somehow found a way to hurt this baby too?
But then I thought of Kael. Of the boys. Of the life we’d built.
And I felt a warm, soft joy spread through my chest.
I made coffee and waited for Kael to wake up.
He stumbled into the kitchen an hour later, rubbing his eyes, and stopped when he saw me sitting at the table, the test in my hand.
“What’s that?” he asked, smiling sleepily.
I held it up. “We’re having another baby.”
He stared at it for a second, then his face lit up like I’d never seen before. He ran over and picked me up, spinning me around, laughing and crying at the same time.
“Another baby,” he said, putting me down and kissing me hard. “We’re having another baby.”
We told the boys that night at dinner.
Jax’s eyes went wide. “A baby? Like, a real live baby?”
I laughed. “A real live baby.”
Leo clapped his hands. “I want a sister! I can teach her how to bake cookies!”
Milo frowned, thinking hard. “Does this mean I’m not the baby anymore?”
Kael reached across the table and ruffled his hair. “You’ll always be my baby, Milo. But now you’ll get to be a big brother. That’s even cooler.”
Milo thought about it, then grinned. “Cool.”
The pregnancy was easy, smooth, happy.
Kael fussed over me constantly. He made me stop working when I got too tired. He rubbed my feet when they swelled. He talked to my belly every night, telling the baby how much he or she was already loved.
The boys were obsessed.
Jax read parenting books (or at least the picture parts) so he’d know how to hold the baby. Leo picked out names for a sister: Daisy, Rose, Cupcake. Milo told everyone at school that his mom had a baby in her tummy, and that he was going to be the best big brother ever.
We found out we were having a girl halfway through the pregnancy.
Leo screamed so loud when we told him the neighbors probably heard him.
I gave birth to our daughter on a warm spring morning, after eight hours of labor.
Kael was by my side the whole time, holding my hand, whispering words of encouragement, wiping sweat from my forehead.
When they placed her on my chest, small and warm and perfect, I cried.
She had Kael’s dark eyes. My nose. A tiny little dimple in her left cheek, just like Leo.
We named her Grace.
Grace Lily Voss.
The boys came to meet her at the hospital a few hours later.
Jax was careful, gentle, holding her like she was made of glass, a huge smile on his face.
Leo kissed her forehead, whispering “I’m your big brother, and I’ll teach you everything.”
Milo looked at her, then at me, then at Kael, and said, “She’s tiny. But I love her.”
Kael held all four of us close, his face wet with tears.
“Thank you,” he whispered to me. “Thank you for giving me this family.”
Bringing Grace home was magical and chaotic and perfect.
The boys fought over who got to hold her first. Kael got up with me in the middle of the night to feed her, to change her, to rock her back to sleep when she cried.
Our house was louder now, messier, busier.
But it was also fuller.
More full of love.
More full of joy.
I’d once thought my life was over when Kael threw me out of our house five years earlier. I’d thought I’d lost everything.
But I’d been wrong.
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I hadn’t lost anything.
I’d just been waiting to gain the whole world.