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Chapter 4

The police came. They took statements. They dusted for prints. They took the knife and the headless wren as evidence.

And then they told me there was nothing they could do.

No prints on the knife. No witnesses. No security cameras on my street. The note was written with a left hand, probably to disguise the handwriting. It was a threat, sure, but without a name or a lead, it was just a piece of paper.

“Just be careful, ma’am,” the officer said, patting my shoulder as he left. “Change your locks. Stay somewhere else for a few days. Call us if anything else happens.”

Stay somewhere else. Right. Like I had a hundred friends in this town I could crash with. Like I wasn’t already half-living at the hospital anyway.

I called Boone. He was at the hospital, in the waiting room, half-asleep in the chair. He picked up on the first ring.

“Lila? You okay? It’s two in the morning.”

I told him. About the break-in. About the note. About the fifty grand.

He was silent for ten whole seconds. Then I heard him moving, fast, his boots hitting the linoleum. “I’m on my way. Don’t open the door for anyone. Not even the cops again until I get there. You understand me? Anyone.”

“Boone, I’m fine—”

“*Don’t open the door.*” He hung up.

He was at my apartment in eight minutes flat. He ran up the stairs two at a time, his face white with fear, a gun tucked in the back of his jeans. I stared at it.

“You have a permit for that?” I asked.

“Veteran permit,” he said, not looking at me. He walked past me into the apartment, checked every room, every closet, every window, his hand on the gun the whole time. When he was sure we were alone, he took the gun out, set it on the kitchen counter, and turned to me.

His face was hard. Angry. But not at me. At himself.

“This is my fault,” he said. “All of it. Eli’s mess. Now they’re coming after you. After Wren. I should have known. I should have handled this years ago.”

“Boone, stop,” I said. I walked over to him, put my hands on his chest. His heart was hammering, fast and hard, under my palms. “This is not your fault. It’s Elijah’s. It’s the dealers’. It’s their fault. Not yours.”

He put his hands over mine. Held them tight. “They threatened the baby, Lila. They said they’d kill her. Fifty grand. I don’t have fifty grand. I don’t have five grand. Mom’s house is paid off, but that’s it. We have nothing.”

“Then we go to the police again,” I said. “We tell them about the threat to Wren. They’ll put a detail on the hospital. On her room.”

Boone shook his head. “Cops can’t be everywhere. And these guys? They don’t play by the rules. Eli told me once, right before he deployed last, that he owed money to a guy named Jax. Local. Runs the whole county. Kills people for fun. Has cops on his payroll. We go to them, and Jax will know before we even leave the station. He’ll hurt Wren before the detail even shows up.”

I swallowed hard. “Then what do we do?”

Boone was quiet for a long time. He looked around my destroyed apartment, his jaw tight. Then he looked at me. His eyes were steady. Resolved.

“We fight,” he said. “We find Jax. We find out exactly what Eli owed him. And we fix it. Whatever it takes. Before he gets to Wren.”

The next morning, we went to see the social worker assigned to Wren’s case. Ms. Hale. She was in her fifties, sharp as a tack, had a face like she’d heard every lie in the book and didn’t believe a single one of them. She’d already denied two other custody requests that month, both from families way more stable than the Mercers.

We sat across from her in her tiny office. She had Wren’s file open on the desk, plus the police report from my break-in, plus the temporary custody order. She flipped through the papers slow, like she was savoring every bad detail.

“Mr. Mercer,” she said, not looking up. “Your record. Honorable discharge from the Army, yes. But there’s a police report here from six months ago. Bar fight. You broke a man’s jaw. Said he was hitting on a sixteen-year-old girl. Witnesses backed you up. Charges dropped. But still. Violent history.”

She looked up at him. Her eyes were cold.

“Your medical records say you have severe PTSD. Traumatic brain injury. Peripheral neuropathy in both hands—you can’t hold a pen without shaking, let alone a fragile infant. You have no steady job. No permanent housing. You’re crashing on your mom’s couch when you’re not sleeping in the hospital waiting room.”

She leaned forward. Steepled her fingers.

“Add to that the fact that the biological mother, Ms. Parker, has now retained a public defender and has filed a motion to regain custody. She’s checked herself into a thirty-day rehab program. Clean for five days, per her UA. Says she’s turned her life around. Says you and your mother manipulated the hospital, stole her child, are keeping her from her rightful place as a parent.”

She paused. Let that sink in.

“The judge is sympathetic, Mr. Mercer. Young mother, trying to get clean, willing to do whatever it takes to be with her child. It’s a story courts eat up. Right now? If we went to trial? You’d lose. She’d get that baby back before the end of the month.”

Boone’s face went red. He stood up so fast his chair scraped the floor. “That’s bullshit! She left Wren here to die! She’s a junkie! She’s working with the same people who threatened to kill her!”

“Sit down, Mr. Mercer,” Ms. Hale said. Her voice didn’t change. “Yelling won’t help. And threats? You have any proof of that? Any proof Ms. Parker is involved with these so-called dealers? Any proof they exist beyond a note left in Ms. Cole’s apartment? No. You don’t. All you have is a story. And stories don’t win custody cases.”

She looked at me. “Ms. Cole. Your testimony will help. Your letter, your charts, your account of Wren’s abandonment and Mr. Mercer’s devotion. But it won’t be enough. Not against a mother’s rights. Not unless you have something concrete. Something that proves Ms. Parker is an imminent danger to this child.”

She leaned back in her chair. Stared at us.

“I’m not the enemy here. I want what’s best for Wren. And right now? I don’t know what that is. You have two weeks until the preliminary hearing. Find me proof. Or say goodbye to that baby.”

We left her office feeling like we’d been hit by a truck.

Boone didn’t say a word the whole walk back to the NICU. His hands were in his pockets, his head down, his face like stone. I knew what he was thinking. He was thinking Ms. Hale was right. He was thinking he wasn’t good enough. He was thinking he was gonna lose Wren.

When we got to Wren’s room, he stopped in the doorway. Stared at her, asleep in her isolette, surrounded by her stuffed wrens.

“I can’t lose her,” he whispered. “I just can’t.”

I wrapped my arm around his waist. Pressed my head to his chest. “We won’t. We’ll find proof. We’ll find something. I promise.”

That night, I stayed late again. I was walking out to the parking lot at midnight, tired to the bone, when I saw her.

Chloe was leaning against my car. She was clean this time—hair washed, new hoodie, no track marks visible. She looked… almost normal. Almost like the girl Elijah must have fallen in love with.

She held up her hands when she saw me. “Don’t scream. I’m not here to fight. I just wanna talk.”

I stopped ten feet away. Kept my hand on my pepper spray. “Talk fast. I’m calling security in ten seconds.”

Chloe nodded. She took a step forward. Her eyes were red, like she’d been crying. “I know about the break-in. I know about the note. It wasn’t me, Lila. I swear. I didn’t send them. I didn’t even know they were gonna go after you until after it happened.”

“Who are they, Chloe?” I said. My voice was sharp. “Tell me their names. Tell me where to find them. And maybe I’ll believe you.”

Chloe shook her head. She looked scared. Really scared. “I can’t. Jax will kill me. He’ll kill Wren too. He doesn’t care. He kills kids. He’s done it before.” She swallowed hard. “Eli owed him fifty grand. For heroin. For pain pills. For all the shit they sold him when he was home on leave. Eli was gonna pay him back when he got his deployment bonus. But then he died. And Jax came after me. Said I owed the debt now. Said if I didn’t pay, he’d sell me to his friends out in the county.”

She wiped a tear off her cheek. “That’s why I left Wren here. I was scared. Scared Jax would find us. Scared he’d hurt her to get to me. I thought if I left her here, with the hospital, with the Mercers… she’d be safe. I thought they’d protect her better than I ever could.”

I stared at her. For the first time, I didn’t see a junkie or a deadbeat mom. I saw a kid. Scared. Alone. Trapped.

“Then help us,” I said. Soft this time. “Help us take Jax down. Testify. Tell the judge everything. We’ll put you in witness protection. You’ll be safe. Wren will be safe.”

Chloe laughed. A bitter, broken sound. “Witness protection? In this town? Jax owns everyone. Cops. Judges. Social workers. You name it. I talk, I’m dead before the sun comes up.” She paused. Looked at me, her eyes hard. “But I’ll give you something. A name. Tuck. Jax’s right-hand man. He’s the one who broke into your place. He’s the one who wrote the note. He hangs out at The Rusty Nail, the bar out on Route 9. Every night, eight to close. He’s got a tattoo of a snake on his neck. Can’t miss him.”

She took another step forward. “You tell Boone to go see him. Tell him Tuck has a weakness. Gambling. Owes ten grand to a bookie out in the next county. You use that. You get him to flip on Jax. And maybe, just maybe, you can end this before someone gets killed.”

She turned to leave. Then stopped. Looked back.

“Tell Boone… tell him I’m sorry. For everything. For Eli. For Wren. I messed up. I know I did. But I love her. More than anything. That’s why I’m doing this. That’s why I’m helping.”

She walked away. Vanished into the dark.

I stood there, the cold wind biting my cheeks, and thought about what she’d said.

Jax owned everyone. Cops. Judges. Social workers.

Ms. Hale’s face popped into my head. The way she’d looked at Boone. The way she’d dismissed every good thing he’d done. The way she’d pushed Chloe’s rehab like it was a miracle cure.

Had Chloe been right? Was Ms. Hale on Jax’s payroll?

I pulled out my phone. Called Boone. He answered on the first ring.

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“Lila? You okay? You were supposed to be home an hour ago.”

“I’m fine,” I said. My voice was steady. “But I need you to meet me at The Rusty Nail in an hour. And bring the gun. We just got our first lead.”

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