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Chapter 3

The next two weeks were the best Wren had ever had.

She gained three ounces. Three whole ounces. For a two-pound preemie, that was a miracle. The doctors took her off the high-flow oxygen. She started taking tiny amounts of milk from a bottle, her little mouth working like a pro. She even opened her eyes more—pale blue, just like Elijah’s, just like Boone’s.

Boone was there every single day. Twelve hours straight, sometimes more. He slept in the waiting room chair most nights, too scared to leave in case something went wrong. He learned to change her diaper in under thirty seconds, no fumbling. He mastered the tube feeds. He sang to her every night—old country songs his mom had taught him, off-key and quiet, his voice rough but gentle.

Margaret came every weekend, drove six hours each way, brought home-cooked food for all the nurses, sat with Wren for hours while Boone napped. She brought Wren a new stuffed wren every visit—ten of them now, lined up along the side of her isolette, a tiny army of guardians.

I was there every shift too. More than I should have been. I picked up extra shifts, volunteered for the overnight ones, just to make sure Wren was okay. Just to make sure Boone was okay.

We fell into a rhythm. A family, almost. Boone would bring me coffee in the morning, black, just how I liked it. I’d bring him extra sandwiches from the cafeteria when he forgot to eat. We’d sit together at night, watching Wren sleep, talking about everything and nothing.

He told me about the IED that had changed his life. The one that had killed four of his men, almost killed him, left him with nerve damage in both hands and a brain that never stopped replaying the sound of the explosion. He told me he’d come home to nothing—no job, no friends, his marriage falling apart after his wife couldn’t handle the nightmares and the flashbacks and the days he couldn’t get out of bed. He told me he’d started volunteering at the hospital because he wanted to feel useful again. Wanted to save someone, even if he couldn’t save his men. Even if he couldn’t save his brother.

I told him about my baby. Grace. Born at twenty-three weeks, too small, too sick, lived for two hours. I told him about my husband, Mark, who’d left me three months later because he couldn’t handle the crying, couldn’t handle the fact that I’d never be “the old Lila” again. I told him I’d stayed in the NICU because I couldn’t leave. Because if I could help even one baby go home, maybe Grace’s death would mean something.

We didn’t talk about Chloe. Not after that first night. We pretended she didn’t exist. Pretended the custody filing would go smooth, that the judge would look at Wren, look at Boone, look at the abandonment papers, and sign the papers without a second thought.

Stupid. So stupid.

It was a Tuesday. Rounds had just finished. Wren was asleep, her little hand wrapped around Boone’s finger. I was charting at the nurse’s station, laughing at something Boone had said about his mom’s terrible meatloaf, when the NICU doors slammed open so hard the walls shook.

“WHERE IS SHE?”

The voice was high, sharp, slurred at the edges. Familiar.

I looked up.

Chloe Parker was standing in the doorway.

She looked worse than she had in the parking lot. Her hair was matted, full of tangles. Her face was gaunt, her eyes sunken, pupils blown wide. She wore a too-big hoodie, ripped jeans, and no shoes—just socks, one with a hole in the toe. Track marks crawled up both her arms, fresh and scabbed. She was swaying on her feet, like she could barely stand.

“WHERE IS MY BABY?” she screamed again. “YOU STOLE HER! YOU MERCER BASTARDS STOLE MY DAUGHTER!”

The whole ward went quiet. The other parents stared. The nurses froze. One of the smaller babies started crying.

Boone was on his feet before I could blink. He stepped between Chloe and Wren’s bed, his big body a wall. His face was cold, hard, no trace of the gentle man who’d been singing to Wren ten minutes before.

“Get out,” he said. His voice was low, dangerous. The voice he’d used in combat, I bet. The voice that made men drop their guns and run.

Chloe didn’t flinch. She laughed, a sharp, ugly sound. “Or what? You’ll hit me? Big bad veteran, beating up a girl half your size? Real tough, Boone. Real tough. Just like your brother.”

Boone’s hands clenched into fists. The scars on his knuckles went white. “Don’t you dare talk about him.”

“Elijah was a junkie,” Chloe spat. She took a wobbly step forward. “Just like me. Got me hooked on that shit before he left. Promised he’d take care of me when he got home. Promised we’d be a family. Then he went and got himself killed. Left me with nothing. Left me with her.” She gestured wildly toward Wren’s bed. “I left her here ‘cause I couldn’t take care of her! I was sick! But I’m better now! I want her back! She’s mine!”

“You left her here to die,” Boone said. His voice was shaking now—with rage, with grief, with the effort of not lunging at her. “You didn’t even leave her a blanket. You didn’t call. You didn’t check. You didn’t care. Now you show up here high as a kite, screaming, and you think you get to be her mom? No. Not a chance in hell.”

Chloe’s face twisted. She reached into her hoodie pocket. Pulled out a crumpled piece of paper. Waved it in the air. “I have rights! This is the birth certificate! I’m her mother! You’re nothing! You’re just the dead junkie’s brother! You have no right to her!”

“Actually,” I said, stepping forward, holding up the stack of custody papers we’d filed that morning, “he does. We filed for emergency custody two hours ago. The judge signed a temporary order. You’re not allowed within a hundred feet of this baby. Or this hospital. Security is on their way right now.”

Chloe’s eyes went wide. She looked at the papers, then at me, then at Boone. The rage on her face turned to something worse. Something cold and calculating.

“You think this is over?” she said. Her voice dropped, so quiet only the three of us could hear. “You think you can just take her and live happily ever after? You have no idea what you’re dealing with, Boone. No idea what Eli got himself into. What he owed. They’re looking for me. And when they find out he had a kid? A daughter? They’re gonna use her to get what they want. And you won’t be able to stop them. None of you will.”

She smiled that same nasty smile I’d seen in the parking lot. Turned on her heel, and ran for the doors.

Two security guards ran in a second later, huffing and puffing. “Where’d she go?” one of them asked.

“Out the front,” I said. My heart was hammering so hard I could hear it in my ears. “She’s barefoot. Can’t have gotten far.”

The guards ran after her.

Boone stood there, staring at the empty doorway, his fists still clenched. His whole body was shaking. Not from nerve damage this time. From rage.

“Boone,” I said, soft. I touched his arm. “Hey. Look at me. She’s just talking. She’s high. She doesn’t know what she’s saying.”

Boone turned to look at me. His eyes were wild, scared. The same look I’d seen on soldiers’ faces when they realized the enemy was closer than they thought.

“No,” he said. His voice was raw. “She’s not lying. I knew Eli was using. I knew it. I saw the signs when he was home on leave. The weight loss. The mood swings. The way he’d lock himself in the bathroom for hours. I didn’t say anything. I didn’t get him help. I covered for him. Told Mom he was just stressed from deployment. Told myself he’d quit when he got home for good.”

He stopped. Swallowed hard. Ran a hand over his face.

“Chloe’s right,” he whispered. “I failed him. And if those people are really out there? If they really want Wren? I’m gonna fail her too.”

I grabbed his face in both my hands. Made him look at me. “Hey. No. You listen to me. You are not your brother. You didn’t make his choices. And you are not gonna fail Wren. I won’t let you. We’re gonna fight this. Together. Okay?”

Boone stared at me. For a second, I thought he was gonna break down again. Then he nodded. Slow. Firm. He covered my hands with his, held them tight against his face.

“Okay,” he said. “Together.”

But it was already too late.

That night, when I got home to my empty apartment, I checked my front door before I went in. The lock was jimmied. The door was slightly ajar.

My blood ran cold. I pushed the door open slow, my hand fumbling for the pepper spray I kept in my purse.

The apartment was a mess. My couch was flipped over. My drawers were pulled out, clothes strewn everywhere. My kitchen cabinets were hanging open, dishes shattered on the floor.

On my coffee table, right in the middle of the room, was a single object.

A stuffed wren. Its head was ripped off. The stuffing was pulled out. And pinned to its chest with a hunting knife was a note, scrawled in messy, angry handwriting:

WE KNOW SHE’S YOURS.

WE WANT WHAT ELI OWES US.

50 GRAND.

OR THE BABY DIES NEXT.

I dropped my purse. The pepper spray hit the floor. I ran to the phone, my hands shaking so bad I could barely dial 911.

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Chloe hadn’t been lying.

The people Elijah owed were real. They were here. And they knew exactly who Wren was.

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