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Chapter 4

James left an hour later.

He packed a small bag, didn’t say where he was going, didn’t kiss me goodbye. He just walked out the door, got in his car, and drove away.

I didn’t call him. I didn’t chase him. I was too numb. Too angry. Too hurt that he’d stood there and told me to apologize to Margaret after she’d pushed Lily, that he’d believed her over his own wife and child.

Richard found me sitting on the living room floor, staring at the fireplace. He sat down next to me, handed me a glass of whiskey—something I never drank, but tonight I needed it.

“I’m sorry,” he said. “For everything. I had no idea she was capable of this. I’ve been married to her for thirty-five years, and I never saw any of it coming.”

“Did you know she froze her eggs?” I said.

He shook his head.

“Never. She never mentioned it. She never even mentioned wanting more kids after James. We were happy with one. Or I thought we were.” He paused, swirling the whiskey in his glass. “There’s something else you should know. Before we got married, when Margaret was nineteen, she had a baby girl. She gave her up for adoption. Never told anyone but me. Made me swear I’d never say a word.”

I sat up straight.

“A baby girl? What happened to her?”

“Margaret never looked for her,” Richard said. “Said it was better that way. That the girl had a new family, a new life, and Margaret didn’t want to disrupt it. But I always knew it ate at her. She’d get quiet around Mother’s Day. She’d buy little girls’ clothes sometimes and donate them, never say why. I think that’s why she did this—why she had Lily. She was trying to make up for the daughter she gave away.”

A daughter. A secret sister for James. A secret aunt for Lily.

I sat there for a long time, thinking about it. About how Margaret’s entire life had been built around secrets and lies. About how she’d ruined so many lives just to make herself feel better.

I went up to bed around two a.m. Lily was still asleep, curled up with her favorite stuffed rabbit. I climbed into bed next to her, held her close, and tried not to cry.

My phone buzzed on the nightstand.

I didn’t recognize the number. The text was short, only two sentences.

She didn’t just swap your eggs.

Ask her about Clara.

I stared at the text for ten minutes. I tried calling the number, but it went straight to voicemail—an automated message saying the number was not in service.

Clara.

Who was Clara?

Was she the daughter Margaret gave up for adoption?

I got out of bed, went to James’ old computer in the study, and typed “Clara Hale adoption 1998” into the search bar. Nothing came up. I tried “Clara Bennett,” “Clara Carter,” every last name Margaret had ever used. Still nothing.

Then I remembered—Margaret grew up in Boston. She’d given the baby up there. I added “Boston” to the search.

The third result was a news article from 2018.

Local Woman Reunites With Birth Mother After 20 Years.

The photo under the headline made my blood run cold.

It was a woman who looked exactly like a younger version of Margaret. Same blonde hair, same sharp blue eyes, same cold smile.

The caption read: Clara Bennett, 28, of Boston, met her birth mother for the first time last week after a 23andMe test matched them. Bennett, a single mother of two, says she’s looking forward to building a relationship with her new family.

The article was dated two years ago. Two years before Margaret faked the DNA test. Two years before the gala.

I clicked on Clara’s Facebook profile, linked in the article. It was public.

Her first post, from the day the article came out, was a photo of her and Margaret hugging at a restaurant. Margaret was smiling, her arm wrapped around Clara like she’d never let her go.

The caption read: Finally complete. ❤️

I scrolled down. Clara had two kids: a four-year-old boy named Noah, and a six-year-old girl named Mia.

I stopped scrolling.

Six years old.

The same age as Lily.

I clicked on Mia’s photos. The first one was a newborn, taken six years ago, the exact same week Lily was born.

She had Lily’s exact same nose. Exact same dimples. Exact same curl of hair at her forehead.

My hands started shaking.

The DNA test was a lie.

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Margaret wasn’t Lily’s biological mother.

Clara was.

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