Chapter 3

We left the gala ten minutes later.
James didn’t say a word the entire car ride home. He stared out the window, the crumpled DNA test still clutched in his hand. Lily fell asleep in my lap, her head resting on my shoulder, her knee wrapped in a napkin we’d grabbed from the bar.
The mansion felt cold when we walked in. Too big. Too quiet.
James went straight to his study and locked the door. I heard the click of the lock, then the sound of him throwing something against the wall. Glass shattered.
I carried Lily up to her room, changed her into her pajamas, and sat on her bed until I was sure she was asleep. When I went back downstairs, Richard was in the kitchen, pouring himself a glass of whiskey. Margaret was sitting at the island, a bag of frozen peas pressed to her cheek.
Neither of them spoke when I walked in.
I poured myself a glass of water and leaned against the counter. We stood there for five minutes, the silence heavy enough to cut with a knife.
Then Margaret laughed.
It was a sharp, bitter sound.
“You think you’ve won, don’t you?” she said, looking at me. “You think because you made a fool out of me in front of all those people, you’re finally the queen of this house?”
Richard slammed his glass down on the counter.
“Shut up, Margaret. Just shut the hell up.”
“No,” she said, standing up. The peas fell to the floor. “I’m done shutting up. I did everything for this family. I built this legacy. And you two—you ungrateful, weak little people—you were going to ruin it.”
“Ruin what?” I said. “Ruin your lie that you’re Lily’s mother?”
“I am her mother,” Margaret snapped. “Biologically. Legally. I paid for every part of her. That makes her mine.”
“Paid for what?” Richard said. “Start talking. Now.”
Margaret took a deep breath. Her eyes went cold, like she’d flipped a switch and turned off all emotion.
“Six years ago,” she said, “you two came to me crying. Your third IVF had failed. The doctors said Emily would never carry a child to term. You said you were going to adopt a baby from some crackhead in Ohio. Some child with no bloodline, no future. I couldn’t let that happen. The Hale name deserved better.”
I froze. I remembered that week. James and I had been devastated. We’d told Margaret we were giving up on IVF, looking into adoption. She’d held us both, told us everything would be okay. That she’d help us.
I’d thought she was being a good mother-in-law.
“I had three eggs frozen when I was twenty-five,” she said, like she was talking about a stock investment. “I never told anyone. I knew there was a chance I’d marry a man who couldn’t give me children, or that I’d wait too long. I paid Dr. Patel two hundred thousand dollars to use one of my eggs with James’ sperm, implant it in Emily, and tell you both it was Emily’s egg. I faked every ultrasound, every blood test, every piece of paper. For nine months, I let you think you were carrying your own child. For six years, I let you raise my daughter.”
My knees gave out. I fell onto a kitchen chair, my water glass slipping from my hand and shattering on the floor.
No.
No, that couldn’t be true. I’d felt Lily kick. I’d gone through twenty hours of labor. I’d breastfed her for a year.
“You used me,” I whispered. “You used my body to grow your baby.”
“Someone had to do it,” Margaret said, shrugging. “You were good for nothing else. You came from nothing. Your parents were teachers, for God’s sake. You would have tainted the Hale bloodline if we’d used your egg. My egg, James’ sperm—Lily is a perfect Hale. Exactly what this family needed.”
“You stole six years of her life from her,” Richard said. His voice was shaking. “You stole six years from all of us. You lied to your own son.”
“I gave him a daughter!” Margaret screamed. “He would have spent the rest of his life miserable, childless, if I hadn’t stepped in! You should be thanking me!”
The study door opened.
James stood in the doorway. His face was pale, his eyes red. He’d heard every word.
Margaret’s face fell.
“James—baby—I didn’t mean for you to find out this way. I was going to tell you when Lily was eighteen. When she was old enough to understand—”
“Get out,” James said.
His voice was so quiet I almost didn’t hear it.
“Excuse me?” Margaret said.
“I said get out,” James repeated, louder this time. “Get out of my house. Get out of my life. If I ever see you within a hundred feet of my wife or my daughter again, I will have you arrested. Do you understand me?”
Margaret stared at him. For a second, I thought she’d beg. Apologize.
Instead, she smiled.
May you like
“You’ll come crawling back,” she said, grabbing her purse. “You always do. You need me. All of you do.”
She walked out the front door. The sound of her heels clicking on the marble echoed through the house long after she was gone.