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Chapter 9

Life wasn’t perfect, of course.

Claire still had nightmares sometimes. She’d wake up screaming, the sound of Margaret’s voice in her ears, the feel of Daniel’s gun pressed to her back. Elias would hold her, rocking her, until the fear passed. She still couldn’t drink chamomile tea without checking the seal three times. She still jumped when the phone rang late at night.

But it got better.

Slowly, the nightmares came less often. The tea got easier to drink. The phone stopped feeling like a threat.

Then, one cold November day, a letter came in the mail.

It was postmarked from a prison in central Florida. The return address was Margaret Morgan.

Claire stared at the envelope for a long time, her hands shaking. She hadn’t heard from Margaret since the trial. She’d thought she’d never hear from her again.

She opened it.

The handwriting was shaky, spidery, nothing like the sharp, neat script Margaret had used before.

Claire,

I’m dying. Lung cancer. The doctors say I have three months, maybe four. I don’t want your pity. I don’t want your forgiveness. I just want you to know the truth.

I didn’t kill Anna.

Daniel did.

I helped him cover it up. I helped him plan to steal your house, to kill you. I was wrong. I was so wrong. I thought I was protecting him. I thought family came first, no matter what. But he’s not my son. Not anymore. He’s a monster. And I helped make him.

Anna didn’t die in a car accident. Daniel hit her with the car, in the parking lot of the grocery store. He drove her body to the parkway, pushed the car off the road, made it look like she’d lost control. I was there. I helped him clean the blood off the car. I lied to the police. I lied to Anna’s family. I’ve been lying ever since.

I told the police all of it yesterday. They’re exhuming Anna’s body next week. They’ll find the damage to the bumper, the blood in the trunk, the things we missed. Daniel will be charged with first-degree murder. He’ll never get out of prison. Not ever.

I know this doesn’t make up for what I did. I know I can never bring Anna back, never give you back the eleven years I stole from you. But I wanted you to know. You were right about everything. I’m sorry.

— Margaret

Claire folded the letter, tucking it into the box with her father’s note and the yearbook. She didn’t feel happy. She didn’t feel vindicated. She just felt sad. Sad for Margaret, who’d wasted her whole life loving a monster. Sad for Anna, who’d died so young, so scared. Sad for the little boy Daniel had once been, who’d turned into something unrecognizable.

She called Anna’s sister, Sarah, that night. She told her about the letter, about the exhumation, about the new charges. Sarah cried on the phone for a long time.

“Thank you,” she said, when she could talk again. “For getting justice for her. For not letting her be forgotten.”

“Anytime,” Claire said.

A week later, the police announced they’d found the evidence Margaret had told them about. Daniel was charged with first-degree murder of Anna Carter. He didn’t even bother to plead innocent. He just sat in his cell, staring at the wall, as the judge added another life sentence to his record.

Claire didn’t go to the hearing.

She didn’t need to.

She spent the day in the garden, planting new tulip bulbs for the spring, her hands deep in the warm dirt. Javi helped her, bringing her hot cocoa when she got cold, telling her about his plans to study botany in college. Elias came by after school, bringing her favorite apple cider donuts from the bakery down the street. They sat on the stone bench, eating donuts, watching the leaves fall from the oak tree at the end of the garden.

It was a good day.

A quiet day.

A day her father would have been proud of.

That night, Claire lay in bed, Elias’s arm around her, listening to the rain patter on the roof. She thought of the note her father had written her, of the life he’d wanted her to have. She thought of the bookstore, of the garden, of the kids who came to the playroom every afternoon, of Elias’s laugh, of Javi’s stories about his plants.

She had it.

The safety. The happiness. The life her father had worked so hard to give her.

It hadn’t come easy. It had come with lies, with fear, with blood and tears and court dates. But it was hers. All hers. No one could take it from her ever again.

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She closed her eyes, smiling.

For the first time in her life, she didn’t have any nightmares.

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