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Chapter 5

Three days later, the other shoe dropped.

Caroline called at 8:17 AM.

Her voice was tight.

“They got the order.”

I froze.

I was standing at the kitchen counter, buttering toast. The knife slipped and clattered onto the plate.

“What order?”

“Diane filed an amended ex parte yesterday. Added ‘flight risk’ and ‘potential parental abduction.’ She submitted your text to Ethan—‘Talk to my lawyer’—as proof you’re ‘uncooperative and planning to flee the jurisdiction with the child.’ The judge signed it at 7:30 this morning.”

My vision blurred.

“What does that mean?”

“It means they have the right to take physical custody of the child the moment he’s born. It means if you go to any hospital in North Texas, they run your name, the order pops up, and they call Diane. It means, Emily, that effectively… you can’t have this baby in a hospital. Not around here.”

The room spun.

I grabbed the counter to stay upright.

“That’s impossible. I’m his mother.”

“Diane’s argument is that you’re an unfit mother. And right now, a judge has agreed with her—temporarily. We have a hearing set for ten days from now to overturn it. But that’s ten days after your due date. If you have the baby before then…”

She didn’t have to finish.

They’d take him.

Aunt Marnie, who’d been listening from the table, stood up so fast her chair scraped the floor.

“Then we go somewhere else. Oklahoma. Louisiana. I’ll drive. We’ll leave right now.”

“Won’t work,” Caroline said. “The order is good in all fifty states under the UCCJEA. If you walk into any hospital in America, they’ll run you, they’ll see it, and they’ll hold the baby until the local jurisdiction can sort it out. Which could take days. Weeks, even. And Diane will fight every step to make sure it’s her who gets temporary placement.”

I sank into a chair.

“So what do I do? Have the baby in a field? In the back of your truck?”

“Actually,” Caroline said, and I could hear the smile in her voice, “that’s not the worst idea I’ve ever heard.”

Silence.

“Caroline,” Aunt Marnie said. “What are you talking about?”

“Home birth,” the lawyer said, like she was suggesting takeout for dinner. “With a licensed midwife. No hospital. No name in any system that Diane can hack. No social worker knocking on the door the minute you deliver. You have the baby here, in this house, with a qualified professional. We file the birth certificate through the midwife, which takes longer to hit the state system—usually two to three weeks. By the time Diane’s people can find it, we’ll have already had the hearing to overturn her order. And she’ll never get within a mile of that baby.”

I stared at the phone.

“Home birth,” I repeated.

“Look, I know it’s not what you planned. But it’s the only way to guarantee you leave the delivery room holding your son. Otherwise? You push for eighteen hours, they clean him up, hand him to you for five minutes… and then a sheriff’s deputy walks in and takes him away. Because Diane has a piece of paper that says she can.”

I thought about that.

About holding my baby.

About having him ripped out of my arms.

I thought about Diane standing over the crib, whispering about documentation.

About Ethan saying, “Make sure she never finds out.”

“I’ll do it,” I said.

“Emily—” Aunt Marnie started.

“No. She’s right. It’s the only way. I’m not letting that woman take my son because of a crooked judge and a fake court order.”

Caroline exhaled.

“Good. I already called a midwife. She’s the best in East Texas. Delivered over a thousand babies. She’s on her way now. Should be there in about an hour. Her name’s Beth. She’ll do a full exam, make sure you and the baby are good candidates, and go over everything. And Emily?”

“Yeah?”

“Beth’s also a former labor and delivery nurse from Parkland. She’s got privileges at three hospitals within forty-five minutes if anything goes wrong. You’re not doing this in a barn with no backup. Okay?”

“Okay.”

I hung up.

Aunt Marnie sat back down across from me.

She didn’t say “are you sure?” or “this is crazy.”

She just said, “I’ll go air out the guest room. And boil some sheets. My mama had all five of us at home. Said the hospitals were full of germs anyway.”

She stood up.

Then she stopped.

“Emily?”

“Yeah?”

“Whatever happens. Whatever that woman throws at us. I’m right here. You hear me? I’m not going anywhere.”

Beth arrived at 9:30.

She was in her late forties, round face, kind eyes, a medical bag that looked older than me. She shook my hand, sat down, and got straight to business.

“Caroline told me the situation,” she said. “I’ve done this before—deliveries where there were custody disputes. It’s not ideal, but it’s doable. First, let’s check you and baby out.”

The exam took twenty minutes.

She listened to the heartbeat, measured my fundal height, checked my blood pressure.

“Both of you are perfect,” she said, writing in her chart. “Baby’s head down. Position’s great. You’re healthy. No contraindications for a home birth. Now—your due date is in seventeen days. First babies are usually late, so we’re probably looking at twenty to twenty-two days. I’ll stay here with you starting two days before your due date. I’ll bring all my equipment: oxygen, IVs, meds for hemorrhaging, the whole nine yards. If at any point I think there’s a problem, we go to the hospital in Tyler. It’s far enough from Dallas that Diane’s people won’t be watching every entrance. Clear?”

“Clear,” I said.

“Good. Now—let’s talk about what happens after. We do the newborn screening, the vitamin K shot, all the standard stuff. I file the birth certificate with the state. That takes about two weeks to process. Caroline says by then, the judge will have thrown Diane’s order out. But just in case? We list the baby’s last name as yours. Not Ethan’s. That makes it harder for Diane to pull anything in the system.”

“Mine?”

“Unless you object.”

I thought about it.

Ethan had betrayed me.

He’d signed papers to give his mother my child.

He’d stood there and watched while Diane called me unfit.

“Miller,” I said. “My maiden name. The baby’s last name will be Miller.”

Beth nodded and wrote it down.

Aunt Marnie brought in iced tea.

“Now,” Beth said, leaning back. “Let’s talk about Diane. Because if she’s as connected as Caroline says, she might try to find you. Has she been by the house?”

“Not yet.”

“Then she will. Or she’ll send someone. Ethan, probably. Or a private investigator. We need to make this house look like you’re not here. No baby things visible from the road. No Amazon boxes with your name on ’em sitting on the porch. I’ll park my truck around back when I come. And if anyone knocks who isn’t expected? You don’t answer. You call the sheriff. Marnie already talked to him, right?”

“Twice,” Aunt Marnie said. “He’s sending a deputy by morning and night. Said if Diane shows her face within county limits, he’ll personally escort her back to Dallas with a trespass warning.”

Beth smiled.

“Good. Then let’s get you moved into the downstairs guest room. Easier than climbing stairs when you’re in labor. And Marnie? You got a washing machine that works?”

“Brand new.”

“Good. We’re gonna need lots of hot water and clean towels. Lots.”

For the next two weeks, we prepared.

Beth came every three days to check on me.

Caroline called every morning with updates—Diane was making noise, filing more motions, trying to get the sheriff’s department to do a “wellness check” on me. But the Canton sheriff was old friends with Aunt Marnie’s daddy, and he dragged his feet. Every “wellness check” consisted of a deputy driving by, waving at Aunt Marnie on the porch, and driving away.

Ethan texted every day.

Sometimes angry. Sometimes begging. Sometimes just: I miss you.

I never replied.

Diane sent a letter, certified mail.

Aunt Marnie burned it in the fireplace without opening it.

My due date came and went.

No baby.

Beth moved in on day nineteen post-due-date.

She set up her equipment in the corner of the guest room—oxygen tank, IV pole, a portable fetal monitor, stacks of sterile pads and gauze.

“Any day now,” she said, after checking me that night. “You’re 3 centimeters dilated. 80 percent effaced. Could be tonight. Could be three more days.”

I lay in bed that night, my hand on my belly, the baby squirming like he was running out of room.

The house was quiet.

Then I heard it.

A car door.

Out front.

Quiet. Like whoever it was didn’t want to be heard.

I sat up.

A flashlight beam swept across the curtains.

My heart hammered.

Beth was asleep on the couch in the corner. Aunt Marnie was down the hall.

The front doorknob turned.

Slowly.

Quietly.

I grabbed my phone and texted the sheriff’s number Aunt Marnie had given me.

*Someone’s at the house. Trying to get in.*

Then I heard a voice.

Whispered.

Familiar.

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“Emily? You in there?”

Ethan.

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