Chapter 6

I got the kids home as fast as I could.
A neighbor down the street—a retired teacher James had known since he was a kid—agreed to watch them while we went to the hospital.
Mia could tell something was wrong.
“Is it Mommy?” she asked, her lip trembling.
I knelt down. Held her face in my hands.
“No, baby. Mommy is resting. It’s… it’s James’s mom. She’s sick. We have to go be with him for a little while. Mrs. Henderson is going to make you cookies, okay? The chocolate chip ones you like.”
She nodded. But she didn’t believe me.
Kids never do.
I drove us to Vanderbilt.
James was in the ER waiting room.
Alone.
His suit was wrinkled. He’d been crying. His hands were shaking so bad he could barely hold the Styrofoam cup of coffee the nurse had given him.
I sat beside him.
Didn’t say anything.
Just put my hand over his.
He clung to me like I was the only thing keeping him from drowning.
“I walked into her office,” he said, his voice hollow. “The lights were off. I thought she wasn’t there. Then I saw her. In her chair. The bottle was on the desk. And the letter. Addressed to me.”
He pulled a crumpled envelope from his pocket.
Handed it to me.
I didn’t want to read it.
But I did.
James,
If you’re reading this, I’m gone.
I want you to know I never meant to hurt anyone. Everything I did, I did for you. For this family. For the legacy your grandfather built with his bare hands.
I grew up with nothing. My father was a mechanic. We lived in a trailer. I wore hand-me-downs until I was sixteen. And then I met your father. And his mother looked at me exactly the way I looked at Sarah. Like I was trash. Like I didn’t belong.
I promised myself I would never let anyone make me feel that way again. And I would never let my son marry someone who would make our children feel that way.
Sarah was a nice girl. But she was never going to be one of us. And you were too young, too blind with love, to see it. I did what any mother would do. I protected you from yourself.
And then Claire came along. And she was perfect. Exactly what you needed. Old money. Good breeding. A family that would strengthen ours, not drag it down. I thought I’d finally fixed everything.
I should have known better.
I should have known you’d find out. That Sarah would get sick. That the truth would come out. It always does, doesn’t it?
You called me evil yesterday. In the hospital room. In front of everyone.
And maybe I am.
But I’m your mother. And I loved you the only way I knew how.
Don’t let the company die. It’s the only thing I ever really built that was mine.
And tell those children I’m sorry. I truly am.
Mom
I folded the letter.
Handed it back.
“James—”
“I killed her,” he said. The words came out in a rush. “I walked in there ready to blackmail her. Ready to destroy everything she cared about. And she knew it. She knew I was going to beat her. And she chose this instead.”
He put his head in his hands.
Sobbed.
Big, heaving sobs that shook his whole body.
People were staring.
I didn’t care.
I pulled him to me.
Held him while he broke.
“It’s not your fault,” I whispered into his hair. “None of this is your fault.”
But it was.
A little bit.
Just like it was mine.
Just like it was Eleanor’s.
There was enough blame to go around for everyone.
The doctor came out an hour later.
She was young. Tired. Her scrubs had coffee on them.
“James Miller?”
James stood up so fast his chair fell over.
“That’s me. How is she? Is she—”
“We pumped her stomach,” the doctor said. “She’s stable. For now. But she took a lot of pills. Her liver is badly damaged. She’s in a coma. We’ll know more in the next forty-eight hours.”
“Can I see her?”
The doctor hesitated.
“She’s on a ventilator. It’s… difficult to see. But yes. You can go in. Five minutes. That’s all.”
James went in alone.
I waited.
The waiting room TV was on. Muted.
The news was playing.
And there it was.
My face.
James’s face.
A photo of us from the engagement party.
The headline: NASHVILLE WEDDING SHOCKER — SECRET CHILDREN REVEALED AT ALTAR.
I felt the blood drain from my face.
Someone had recorded the church.
A guest. A bridesmaid. Someone.
And they’d sold it.
The video was already going viral.
People were commenting. Thousands of them.
Calling James a monster.
Calling Eleanor a monster.
Calling me stupid for not knowing.
My phone started blowing up.
Texts from friends. From family. From people I hadn’t spoken to since high school.
Have you seen this?
Are you okay?
I can’t believe he did that to you.
I turned my phone off.
Stared at the wall.
We were famous now.
In the worst possible way.
James came back five minutes later.
He looked worse than when he’d gone in.
“Her hand was cold,” he said. “I held it. And she didn’t squeeze back. She always used to squeeze back when I was little and I’d get scared.”
He sat down.
Saw the TV.
Saw our faces.
Went still.
“Someone leaked it,” I said.
He nodded slowly.
“Mother had enemies. A lot of them. In the business world. In society. Half the women in this town have been waiting twenty years for her to fall. They’re probably popping champagne right now.”
He looked at me.
“I’m sorry, Claire. I dragged you into this. All of it. You should be on your honeymoon right now. Not in a hospital waiting room while the whole world talks about us.”
I thought about it.
The beach house in Maui we’d rented.
The sunsets.
The quiet days.
The future that was never going to happen.
“I’m right where I need to be,” I said.
And for the first time all day, I meant it.
We went home at midnight.
Mrs. Henderson had left. The kids were asleep.
The house was quiet.
Too quiet.
James poured himself a whiskey.
Then another.
I sat across from him at the kitchen table.
The envelope Karen had given him was still there.
The one with all Eleanor’s secrets.
He stared at it.
“Now what?” he said. “She’s in a coma. She might die. Do I still use this? Do I still take the company? What kind of son does that make me?”
“The kind who puts his children first,” a voice said from the doorway.
We both jumped.
Sarah.
She was standing there in a hospital gown. An IV bag in one hand. Her sister—who I’d only just learned existed—was holding her up.
“Sarah?” James stood up so fast his chair scraped the floor. “What are you doing here? You should be in the hospital.”
“I checked myself out,” she said. Her voice was weak but fierce. “Against medical advice. The doctors say I have days, James. Days. I’m not spending them in a hospital bed while the woman who ruined my life gets to be the victim.”
She walked—stumbled—to the table.
Her sister helped her into a chair.
“I saw the news,” she said. “On the way over. Everyone feels sorry for Eleanor now. Poor grieving mother. Driven to suicide by her ungrateful son and the gold-digging ex-fiancée. That’s the narrative they’re building. And if we let it stick, she wins. Even from a coma. Even from the grave.”
She looked at the envelope.
“You use that,” she said. “Tomorrow. First thing. You take that company. You get full control. You fire every person on that board who ever helped her. And you make sure that when those kids grow up, they never have to wonder if their last name is a curse.”
She looked at James.
“You want to honor your mother? Then be better than she was. Build something she never could. A company that’s honest. A family that doesn’t lie. That’s how you honor her. Not by letting her destroy everything from a hospital bed.”
James looked at me.
I nodded.
He reached out.
Picked up the envelope.
Held it in his hand.
May you like
Like it weighed a thousand pounds.
“Okay,” he said. “Tomorrow. We end this.”