Chapter 2

The world narrowed to that boy’s face.
Another letter.
James saw me look down at the boy’s hand, half-closed around a second envelope in his pocket.
He moved faster than I thought possible.
“Give me that.”
The boy flinched back.
I stepped between them.
My wedding dress—thousands of dollars, months of planning, the thing I’d dreamed about since I was twelve—suddenly felt like a costume. A heavy, ridiculous costume.
“Don’t you dare touch him.”
My voice didn’t sound like my own.
It was louder. Sharper. Harder.
James stopped.
The church was holding its breath.
I could feel two hundred eyes burning into my back. My mother. My father. My bridesmaids. All the people who’d traveled to Nashville to watch me marry the perfect man.
The perfect man who wasn’t perfect at all.
I turned to the little boy.
He had James’s eyes. Exactly James’s eyes. The same deep blue that had first made me stop across a crowded coffee shop three years ago.
“What’s your name, sweetie?”
“Ethan.”
“And your sister?”
“Mia.”
I knelt down. My dress bunched around me on the cold church floor. I didn’t care.
“Ethan, can I have the letter your mommy gave you? The one just for me?”
He glanced at James. Then at James’s mother, still standing rigid in the front row. Then back at me.
Slowly, he pulled the envelope from his pocket.
It was plain white. Sealed with a heart sticker.
Written on the front in shaky handwriting: For the lady marrying James. Only her.
James’s voice cracked behind me.
“Claire. Please. Not in front of everyone. Let’s go somewhere private.”
I didn’t look at him.
I broke the seal.
The first line hit me like a physical blow.
If you’re reading this, I’m probably already dead.
My breath caught.
I read on, the words blurring as my eyes filled with tears I refused to let fall.
My name is Sarah. I’m the mother of Mia and Ethan. And I’m writing this because James’s mother has been trying to erase me and my children from existence for six years.
She paid me to leave Nashville when I got pregnant with Mia. Told me James didn’t want me. That he’d never want a child with someone like me. That he was going to marry someone “appropriate” and I’d only ruin his life.
I took the money because I was scared. I was twenty-two. I had nothing. And she was so convincing. She showed me text messages she said were from James. Told me he’d said terrible things about me.
I believed her.
I left. I moved to Memphis. I had Mia. Then two years later, Ethan.
But James came looking for us. Three years ago. He found us. He was furious at his mother. He said he’d never known we existed. That she’d hidden everything from him.
He visited us every weekend for a year. He held our babies. He told us he loved us. He said he was going to leave his mother’s house, get his own place, and bring us home.
Then he met you.
And suddenly the visits got shorter. Then less often. Then they stopped completely.
I called him. Texted him. Begged him. His mother answered every time. Told me James was busy building his future. That I needed to accept my place.
I got sick six months ago. The doctors say it’s my heart. They say I don’t have long.
I didn’t write this to make you hate him. I wrote this because my children need someone. And I know what it’s like to be a woman who loves James Miller. I know how good he can make you feel. How real it all seems.
But he lets his mother control him. Always has. Always will.
If he lets her send us away again—if he chooses the easy life over his own flesh and blood—then you need to know exactly who you’re marrying.
Because one day, it could be your children she decides aren’t “appropriate” enough.
And one day, you could be the one she erases.
The letter fell from my hands.
It floated down to rest on the white lace of my dress.
Mia spoke first.
“Mommy had a heart attack three days ago. The doctors say she might not wake up.”
The silence in the church was absolute.
I stood up slowly.
Turned to James.
He looked smaller than I’d ever seen him. Deflated. Guilty. Terrified.
“Is any of it not true?”
He opened his mouth. Closed it.
“Claire, I can explain—”
“Is any of it not true?” I shouted.
The sound echoed off the stained glass.
He flinched.
“…No.”
The word was barely a whisper.
I looked at his mother. The woman who’d hugged me at every bridal shower. Who’d helped me pick out invitations. Who’d cried when I’d shown her my dress.
Her face was stone.
“You knew,” I said.
She lifted her chin.
“I did what was best for my son.”
“Best for him?” I laughed. It was a sharp, ugly sound. “You destroyed a woman’s life. You made two little kids grow up without their father. You lied to all of us. For what? So he could marry a girl from the right family with the right bank account?”
“James has a legacy to protect—”
“His legacy is those two children standing in the aisle!” I screamed.
I turned to my parents in the front row. My mother’s hand was over her mouth. My father’s face was red with rage.
“I’m sorry,” I said. My voice broke. “I’m so sorry.”
I looked at James one last time.
The man I’d planned my entire future around.
The man who’d held me when my grandmother died. Who’d stayed up with me when I was sick. Who’d asked me to marry him under the fireworks on the Fourth of July.
None of it was real. Not really. Because he’d carried this secret every single day. And he’d chosen to let me walk down that aisle anyway.
“I can’t do this,” I said.
I pulled the engagement ring from my finger.
Threw it at his chest.
It bounced off his shirt and clattered on the floor.
“Claire—”
I didn’t wait to hear what he had to say.
I lifted the heavy skirt of my wedding dress.
Walked past him.
Past his silent, horrified parents.
Past the children—Mia reached for my hand as I went by, and I squeezed it for just a second, because I couldn’t bear not to—and out of the church.
The bright August sun hit me like a spotlight.
My photographer was standing by the steps, camera raised, ready to take the first photos of Mr. and Mrs. Miller.
He lowered it slowly when he saw my face.
I kept walking.
Down the steps.
Across the parking lot.
Away from the life I’d almost had.
Somewhere behind me, I heard the church doors burst open.
Footsteps running.
May you like
James calling my name.
I didn’t turn around.