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Chapter 6

The first custody hearing was two weeks later.

I walked into the courtroom wearing my dress uniform, every medal and ribbon perfectly in place. Lila was with Mrs. Rivera in the waiting room. I didn’t want her to see any of this.

Mark was already there, wearing an expensive suit he had probably bought with my money. Clara sat behind him, in her own dress uniform, her face blank.

My lawyer squeezed my arm. “Remember. Let me do the talking. Just answer the questions honestly. You’re the colonel. You’re the mother. The judge is going to like you.”

I nodded.

The judge entered. She was a woman in her fifties, sharp-eyed, with a scar running down her left cheek. She had served in Iraq, I had learned. She knew what combat did to people. She knew what sacrifice looked like.

“Case number 24-7892, Carter vs. Carter,” she said, opening the file. “We’re here today to hear the defendant’s motion for temporary sole custody of the minor child, Lila Mae Carter. Mr. Carter, you may proceed.”

Mark’s lawyer stood up. He was a slick, fast-talking man with a permanent tan.

“Your Honor,” he said. “My client is a loving, devoted father who has been systematically cut off from his daughter by his wife, a senior Army officer who has used her rank and position to intimidate and control him. Colonel Whitmore suffers from untreated post-traumatic stress disorder. She has violent outbursts. She abandoned her husband and newborn child without explanation. And she has denied my client any access to his daughter for nearly a month. We ask that you award temporary sole custody to Mr. Carter, with supervised visitation for the defendant pending a full psychological evaluation.”

He sat down.

Mark smiled at the judge. He looked like the perfect father—clean-cut, earnest, wronged.

My lawyer stood.

“Your Honor,” she said. “Every word of that is a lie. Colonel Whitmore did not abandon anyone. On the night she went into labor, her husband threw her out of their home while she was having contractions, called her ‘dead weight,’ and refused to help her. She was taken to the hospital by her seventy-two-year-old neighbor. Mr. Carter did not contact her once during labor. The next day, he entered her hospital room uninvited with his mistress—Major Clara Voss, Colonel Whitmore’s own executive officer—to taunt her about their affair. That is not the behavior of a loving, devoted father. That is the behavior of a cruel, selfish man.”

She turned to the judge.

“We have the neighbor’s sworn testimony. We have the nurses’ statements. We have security footage from the hospital. And as for the claim of PTSD? Colonel Whitmore’s last fitness report was perfect. Her commanding general will testify that she is one of the most stable, competent officers in the Army. She has never had a disciplinary incident. Never missed a duty. The only person in this courtroom with a history of violence and instability is Mr. Carter.”

The judge looked at Mark. Her expression was unreadable.

“Mr. Carter,” she said. “Is this true? Did you throw your wife out of the house while she was in labor?”

Mark stood. His voice was shaking, perfectly rehearsed.

“Your Honor, I was under a lot of stress,” he said. “Anna had been lying to me for months about her job. She was angry all the time. She threatened to leave me and take the baby. I snapped. I said things I didn’t mean. I’ve apologized. I’ve been in therapy. I just want to be a father to my daughter.”

He wiped a fake tear from his eye.

The judge looked at Clara.

“Major Voss,” she said. “You submitted a statement claiming Colonel Whitmore is unfit to parent. Do you stand by that?”

Clara stood. She looked right at the judge, not at me.

“I do, Your Honor,” she said. “I’ve worked closely with Colonel Whitmore for two years. I’ve seen her snap at subordinates over small mistakes. I’ve seen her miss important meetings because she was ‘too stressed.’ I believe her mental state puts the child at risk.”

My lawyer objected. “Hearsay, Your Honor. Major Voss is under investigation by the Army Inspector General for fraud and conduct unbecoming. Her testimony is biased and unreliable.”

The judge held up a hand. “Overruled for now. I’ll consider the source. But I want to hear from her.”

She turned back to Clara. “You were having an affair with Mr. Carter while you were working for his wife. Correct?”

Clara’s face flushed. “Yes, Your Honor. But that doesn’t change what I saw.”

The judge nodded. She was quiet for a long moment, looking through the papers in front of her.

Then she spoke.

“Temporary custody is a serious matter,” she said. “The standard is what is in the best interest of the child. Both parents have made serious allegations. I don’t have time to sort through all the evidence today. But I have to make a decision.”

She looked at me. My heart was pounding so hard I could hear it in my ears.

“Colonel Whitmore,” she said. “You are a decorated officer with a spotless record. But you are about to take command of a classified unit that will require long hours and frequent travel. You have no family in the area. Your support system is limited.”

She looked at Mark.

“Mr. Carter. You have acted abominably toward your wife. There is no excuse for throwing a woman in labor out of her home. None. But you are the child’s father. You have family in the area. You have a stable job. And you have not been convicted of any crime.”

She paused.

“Therefore, I am awarding temporary joint legal custody,” she said. “Physical custody will be split evenly. Three days with the mother, four days with the father, alternating weeks. This order is effective immediately. A full trial will be held in ninety days to make a permanent determination.”

I felt the blood drain from my face.

Four days.

Mark would have Lila for four days at a time.

The man who had thrown me out while I was in labor. The man who had stolen my money. The man who had paraded his mistress into my hospital room.

He was going to have my daughter.

My lawyer started to object, but the judge cut her off.

“My decision is final,” she said. “If either parent violates this order, they will lose custody. Court adjourned.”

She stood and left.

Mark turned to me, grinning so wide his face almost split.

“Told you,” he whispered as he walked past. “I always win.”

Clara followed him, a small, satisfied smile on her face.

I stood frozen. My lawyer was talking to me, but I couldn’t hear her. The room was spinning.

I had lost.

I had lost my daughter, even if it was only temporary.

I walked out of the courtroom and called Mrs. Rivera. She was crying when she answered.

“I heard,” she said. “I’m so sorry, Anna.”

“Bring her to me,” I said. “I only have a few hours before he comes to get her.”

I drove home as fast as I could. Lila was waiting for me on the porch, in her little pink snowsuit, her arms outstretched.

I held her for an hour, memorizing the smell of her hair, the weight of her in my arms, the way she grabbed my finger and wouldn’t let go.

Then Mark showed up.

He banged on the door, impatient.

“Time’s up, Anna,” he shouted through the wood. “Hand her over. Or I’ll call the cops and have you arrested for violating the court order.”

I kissed Lila one last time.

“I’m going to fix this, baby girl,” I whispered. “I promise. No matter what it takes.”

I opened the door and handed her to him.

She started crying the moment she was in his arms. She reached for me, her little face scrunched up.

“Mama!” she wailed.

It was the first time she had ever said the word.

Mark turned and carried her to his truck. He strapped her into the car seat and slammed the door. He didn’t even look back.

I stood on the porch, watching them drive away, until the taillights disappeared around the corner.

Then I fell to my knees and screamed.

I had never felt so helpless in my life.

But the helplessness didn’t last long.

It turned into something hotter. Sharper.

Rage.

Pure, unadulterated rage.

I stood up and wiped my face. I walked inside and grabbed my phone.

I called the private investigator.

“Whatever you’re doing,” I said. “Do it faster. I don’t care what it costs. I want Mark Carter destroyed. And I want it before the next hearing.”

Then I called the trust lawyer.

“I need access to the full principal,” I said. “Now. Tell me what I have to do.”

He hesitated. “Colonel, the trust has a clause for emergency situations. Threat to the safety of you or your child qualifies. I can have the full twenty million available to you by close of business tomorrow.”

“Do it,” I said.

I hung up and looked at the empty car seat by the door.

Mark thought he had won.

He thought taking Lila for four days was a victory.

He had no idea what he had just unleashed.

I was done playing by the rules.

If he wanted a war?

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I would give him one.

And I would burn everything he loved to the ground to get my daughter back.

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