Chapter 10

Six months later.
Lila was one year old.
We had a big party in the backyard. Mrs. Rivera came, bringing her famous chocolate cake. Mia came, with her wife and their two boys. Jessa came, with her three kids. General Hale came, in his dress uniform, and let Lila wear his cap while she sat on his shoulders. My team from command came, bringing toys and balloons and enough food to feed an Army platoon.
It was perfect.
After everyone left, I sat on the porch swing, holding Lila while she slept, watching the sun set over the backyard.
Jessa brought me a glass of iced tea and sat down beside me.
“Penny for your thoughts?” she said.
I smiled. “Just thinking about how far we’ve come. A year ago, I was in that hospital room, thinking my life was over. Now look at us.”
Jessa nodded. “You did good, Anna. You took all that pain and turned it into something good. The foundation helped over four hundred families this year. That’s amazing.”
“Couldn’t have done it without you,” I said.
We sat in silence for a while, watching the fireflies come out.
Then Jessa said, “You know, Dr. Carter asked about you again today.”
I felt my face heat up.
Dr. Ethan Carter was the pediatrician who had taken care of Lila since she was born. He was a former Army doctor, tall, kind, with a scar across his jaw from a tour in Iraq. He had three older sisters, loved to cook, and could make Lila laugh when no one else could.
He had asked me out three times.
I had said no every time.
“Jessa,” I said. “I’m not ready.”
“Anna,” she said, turning to look at me. “It’s been a year. Mark is in prison. Clara is in prison. You’re safe. Lila is safe. You deserve to be happy. You deserve someone who treats you like the queen you are.”
I looked down at Lila. She was snoring softly, her head on my chest.
“What if I pick wrong again?” I said quietly. “What if he’s just like Mark? What if I let someone else in, and he hurts us? I can’t do that to her. I can’t let her go through what I went through.”
Jessa put her hand on my arm.
“Ethan is nothing like Mark,” she said. “Mark wanted your money. Your rank. Your power. Ethan doesn’t care about any of that. He shows up with soup when Lila is sick. He fixes your leaky faucet without being asked. He looks at you like you hung the moon. And he adores Lila. Anyone can see that.”
She was right.
Ethan had never asked me about my money. Or my rank. Or the foundation. He only asked about me. About Lila. About how I was doing.
He had brought me coffee on the long nights I worked late on foundation business. He had sat with me in the ER when Lila had a fever of 104, holding my hand while we waited for the test results. He had never pushed me. Never pressured me. Never made me feel like I owed him anything.
Maybe it was time to stop being afraid.
“Okay,” I said.
Jessa grinned. “Okay?”
“Okay,” I said, laughing. “I’ll go out with him. One date. That’s it.”
“One date,” Jessa said, winking. “Sure. That’s how it starts.”
She went inside to clean up the party mess.
I sat there a little longer, holding Lila, thinking about the last year.
I had learned so much.
I had learned that love isn’t enough. That trust has to be earned, not given freely. That people will show you who they are if you just pay attention.
I had learned that strength isn’t about never crying. It’s about crying, then getting up and fighting anyway.
I had learned that family isn’t just the people you’re related to by blood. It’s the neighbors who show up in the middle of the night. The friends who have your back no matter what. The women who work for you who become your sisters. The strangers who donate five dollars to your foundation because they know what it’s like to be alone.
And I had learned that the worst things that happen to you can become the best things, if you let them.
If Mark hadn’t thrown me out that night? If he hadn’t cheated? If he hadn’t tried to kill me?
I would still be trapped in that miserable marriage. I would still be hiding my career and my money. I would still be trying to be the perfect wife for a man who would never love me. I would never have started the foundation. I would never have known how strong I really was.
I would never have been free.
I kissed Lila’s forehead.
“Your mom’s going on a date, baby girl,” I whispered. “Don’t worry. If he’s anything less than perfect, we’ll send him packing. Just you and me against the world, always.”
She stirred in her sleep, mumbled something, and snuggled closer.
I carried her inside and put her to bed. Then I picked up my phone and texted Ethan.
One date. Dinner. Saturday night. No pressure.
He texted back thirty seconds later.
Saturday night. Perfect. I’ll bring the wine. And my best behavior. I promise.
I smiled and put my phone down.
May you like
For the first time in a long time, I felt something I hadn’t felt in years.
Hope.