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Chapter 10

Mark pleaded guilty two weeks later.

I didn't go to the hearing. Major Carter said I didn't need to. The evidence was overwhelming, and Mark's lawyer had already negotiated a plea deal: four years in state prison, with the possibility of parole after two, plus ten years of probation and no contact whatsoever with me or Grace.

No custody.

No visitation.

Nothing.

It was everything I'd wanted. Everything I'd fought for.

And yet, when Major Carter called to tell me the sentence had been handed down, I didn't feel the sense of triumph I'd expected.

I felt... empty.

Sad.

Not for Mark. He'd made his choices. He was paying the price.

I felt sad for Grace.

She would grow up without a father. Without knowing the man who'd helped create her. Without that part of her family.

But she would also grow up safe. And loved. And protected from a man who would have destroyed her mother to get what he wanted.

That was the trade-off.

And it was worth it.

The divorce was finalized a month later.

Again, I didn't go to court. There was nothing to fight about. Mark had signed over all his rights to the house, the cars, everything. He didn't want anything that reminded him of the life he'd destroyed.

Major Carter called it the most amicable high-conflict divorce she'd ever handled.

"Everything is official," she said over the phone. "You're a free woman, Anna. Completely free."

Free.

The word echoed in my head.

I was thirty-four years old. A brigadier general in the United States Army. A mother to a beautiful baby girl. The beneficiary of a twenty-million-dollar trust fund.

And completely, utterly free.

That evening, Mrs. Rivera cooked a celebratory dinner.

David came over too. He brought a bottle of sparkling cider—he knew I didn't drink much, especially since I was still breastfeeding—and a teddy bear for Grace.

We sat around the dining room table, eating Mrs. Rivera's famous arroz con pollo, laughing and talking.

It felt like family.

After dinner, Mrs. Rivera excused herself to go to bed early, leaving David and me alone in the living room.

Grace was asleep in her swing.

David sat down beside me on the couch.

"How are you doing?" he asked quietly.

I thought about the question.

How was I doing?

I was free. My daughter was safe. The man who'd hurt us was in prison. My career was thriving. I had more money than I could ever spend.

And yet...

"I'm okay," I said finally. "Better than okay, really. I just... I keep waiting for the other shoe to drop. For something else to go wrong."

He nodded. "That's normal. After everything you've been through, it's hard to believe it's really over. But it is over, Anna. Mark is gone. He can't hurt you anymore. You and Grace are safe."

He reached over and covered my hand with his.

His hand was warm. Strong.

"You don't have to be strong all the time anymore," he said softly. "It's okay to let go. To breathe. To be happy."

I looked at him.

At his kind eyes, his strong jaw, the way he looked at me like I was something precious.

I thought about all the times he'd been there for me. Driving me to appointments. Assembling Grace's crib. Standing guard outside my house when Mark was a threat. Listening when I needed to talk.

He was nothing like Mark.

Mark had needed to feel superior. He'd needed to be the provider, the one in charge. He'd resented my success, my rank, my independence.

David respected me. Respected my rank, my career, my strength. He didn't see me as a threat. He saw me as an equal.

"David," I said softly.

He leaned closer.

And then, for the first time in years, I kissed someone who wasn't my husband.

It was gentle. Tentative.

And then he kissed me back, and the tentativeness melted away, replaced by something warm and real and right.

We pulled apart when Grace made a small noise in her swing.

David rested his forehead against mine.

"I've wanted to do that for a long time," he whispered.

"Why didn't you?"

"Because you were going through hell. Because you needed a friend, not another man trying to complicate your life. And because I wanted to wait until you were ready. Until you wanted it too."

I smiled.

"I'm ready."

Life after that was... good.

Better than good.

David and I took things slow. We went on dates when Mrs. Rivera could watch Grace—walks in the park, dinners at quiet restaurants, movies at home on the couch.

He was wonderful with Grace. Patient, gentle, loving. She lit up whenever she saw him.

My command was going well. My soldiers respected me. The general told me I was on track for another star in a few years.

And the twenty million dollars... I started using it to do good.

I set up a scholarship fund for children of fallen soldiers. I donated to veterans' organizations. I helped fund programs for military families going through difficult divorces.

I didn't need the money to be happy.

But it felt good to use it to help others who were going through what I'd been through.

One afternoon, about six months after Mark went to prison, there was a knock at my door.

David answered it.

He came back into the living room, looking surprised.

"Anna, there's a woman here. Says her name is Sarah Jenkins. She wants to see you."

Sarah.

I hadn't heard from her since she'd given me the evidence that had put Mark away. I knew she'd received her Other Than Honorable discharge. I knew she'd left the area.

"Tell her I'll be right there."

I walked to the door.

Sarah was standing on the porch, dressed in civilian clothes, a suitcase beside her. She looked better than the last time I'd seen her—healthier, more put-together. But there was still a sadness in her eyes.

"Anna," she said. "I hope I'm not disturbing you. I'm on my way to California. I'm starting over. New job, new life. I just wanted to stop by and say goodbye. And to thank you."

"Thank me?"

"You could have pushed for a court-martial. You could have made sure I went to prison too. But you didn't. You let me take the discharge and walk away. That was more mercy than I deserved."

I looked at her.

The woman who'd betrayed me. Who'd helped destroy my marriage. Who'd stood in my hospital room and gloated.

And yet, she'd also been the one to help me take Mark down. To give me the evidence I needed to protect Grace.

"I'm not a vengeful person, Sarah. You made terrible mistakes. You hurt a lot of people. But you also tried to make amends. And that counts for something."

She nodded, tears filling her eyes.

"I'm going to spend the rest of my life trying to make up for what I did. I got a job with a veterans' advocacy group in San Diego. Helping other soldiers who've made mistakes, who've lost their way. It's not much, but it's a start."

She paused.

"How is Grace?"

"She's wonderful. Happy. Healthy."

Sarah smiled sadly. "She's lucky to have you. And Mark... he made the biggest mistake of his life when he let you go."

She picked up her suitcase.

"Goodbye, Anna. I hope you find the happiness you deserve."

"Goodbye, Sarah. Good luck in California."

She walked down the porch steps and got into a waiting taxi.

I closed the door and turned around.

David was standing in the hallway, holding Grace.

"Everything okay?" he asked.

I nodded, walking toward them.

"Everything is perfect."

I took Grace from his arms and kissed her forehead.

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Then I kissed David.

And for the first time in my life, I knew what it felt like to be truly home.

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