Chapter 9

The next morning, the judge delivered her verdict.
The courtroom was packed. Celeste was there, quiet now, her face blank, her lawyer looking defeated. Rosa was there, sitting in the back row, holding her little boy’s hand. Dr. Hale was there, and Mara’s teacher, and our friends from the neighborhood who’d come to support us.
The judge looked over her notes for a long time, then looked up at the room.
“This has been a very difficult, very painful case,” she said, her voice steady. “We have heard testimony from both sides, we have seen evidence, we have heard from the children themselves. There is no question in this court’s mind that Celeste Mercer subjected her two minor children to prolonged, severe physical and emotional abuse over a period of at least six months. There is no question that she violated a valid restraining order, broke into the family home with the intent to remove the children without their father’s consent, and threatened the safety and well-being of the entire family.”
She paused, looking right at Celeste.
“Children have a right to be safe. To be loved. To grow up without fear. For far too long, Mara and Sophie Mercer were denied that right. Their father, Daniel Mercer, has stepped up in every way possible. He has provided them with a safe, stable, loving home. He has gotten them therapy, he has been present for every moment of their healing, he has put their needs above his own in every way. He is exactly the kind of parent these children need.”
She turned to me.
“Therefore, it is the order of this court that Daniel Mercer is awarded full, permanent, sole legal and physical custody of the minor children, Mara Jane Mercer and Sophie Grace Mercer. Celeste Mercer is hereby stripped of all custodial rights. She is granted no unsupervised contact with the children for a minimum of five years. Supervised visitation may be considered only after she has completed a minimum of two years of intensive anger management therapy, a full psychological evaluation, and parenting classes, and only then if the court finds it is in the best interests of the children. All contact is strictly prohibited until such time as those requirements are met.”
She banged her gavel.
“Court is adjourned.”
It was over.
Really, truly over.
I stood up, my legs shaking, and turned to the back of the room. Mara and Sophie came running to me, throwing their arms around my waist, laughing and crying at the same time.
“Did we win, Dad?” Sophie asked, her face pressed into my leg.
“We won, baby,” I said, picking her up, then Mara, holding both of them in my arms. “We won everything.”
Rosa came over, crying, and hugged us all. Dr. Hale smiled and gave us a thumbs up. Mark clapped me on the back, his own eyes wet.
We walked out of the courthouse into the bright, warm sunshine. The sky was blue, the birds were singing, and for the first time in my life, everything felt perfect.
That night, we had a celebration.
I made their favorite dinner—spaghetti with meatballs, extra cheese. We had chocolate cake with pink frosting, Mara’s favorite. We watched Frozen for the hundredth time, Sophie singing along to every word at the top of her lungs.
After we put Sophie to bed, Mara sat on the couch next to me, her head on my shoulder.
“Dad?” she said, quiet.
“Yeah, baby?”
“Is she really gone? Forever?”
I wrapped my arm around her, pulling her close.
“She can’t hurt us ever again,” I said. “The judge made sure of it. If she ever comes near us again, she’ll go to jail for a very long time. You and Sophie are safe. Completely safe. I promise.”
Mara was quiet for a minute, playing with the hem of her shirt.
“I used to think it was my fault,” she whispered. “That if I was better, if I didn’t break things, if I took care of Sophie more, she’d stop. But it wasn’t my fault, was it?”
My throat tightened.
“No, baby,” I said, kissing the top of her head. “It was never, ever your fault. None of it. You were just a little kid. You didn’t do anything wrong. Nothing at all.”
She nodded, snuggling closer.
“I love you, Dad,” she said.
“I love you too, Mara. More than the whole world.”
The next few months were the happiest we’d ever had.
I went back to work part time, with a flexible schedule so I could drop the girls off at school and pick them up every day. We kept going to therapy, once every two weeks now, just to check in. We kept planting in the garden, kept going to the park, kept making pancakes shaped like dinosaurs on Saturday mornings.
Rosa came to work for us, three days a week, cleaning the house and helping with the girls after school. Her son, Javi, who was eight, became Mara’s best friend, and they rode their bikes up and down the street together every afternoon.
We started talking about the future.
About maybe getting a dog. A big, fluffy golden retriever, the kind Sophie had been begging for since she was two. About maybe adding on to the house, a playroom for the girls, a bigger backyard. About traveling, going to Disney World, going to the beach, going anywhere we wanted, just the three of us.
We were healing.
All of us.
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And then, it was Mara’s eighth birthday.
And I knew exactly how to make it perfect.