Chapter 10

Mara’s eighth birthday was the most perfect day of our lives.
I woke up early, before the girls, and decorated the whole living room with pink and purple balloons, streamers, a big banner that said HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARA! in sparkly letters. I made pancakes shaped like unicorns, her favorite, with extra sprinkles and whipped cream.
When she walked into the living room, her eyes went wide, and she gasped.
“Dad!” she said, running to me. “It’s beautiful!”
Sophie ran in right behind her, yelling “Happy birthday Mara!” and throwing her arms around her big sister.
We ate pancakes, then opened presents.
Mara got the art set she’d been begging for, with every color of paint and marker and pencil in the world. She got a new bike, purple with sparkly wheels. She got a stuffed unicorn almost as big as she was.
And then, the last present.
I carried in a big cardboard box, with air holes poked in the top.
Mara’s eyes went even wider.
“Is it…?” she said, barely breathing.
I put the box down on the floor and opened the top.
A tiny, fluffy golden retriever puppy climbed out, yawning, then wagged his whole body when he saw the girls.
Sophie screamed so loud the windows rattled. Mara dropped to her knees, tears running down her face, as the puppy climbed into her lap and licked her cheek.
“His name is Sunny,” I said, smiling. “Because he’s going to bring us all nothing but sunshine from now on.”
That afternoon, we had a party in the backyard.
All of Mara’s friends from school came, and Sophie’s three Emmas, and Rosa and Javi, and Dr. Hale, and Mark and his family, and all our neighbors. We had a bounce house, and a face painter, and a big unicorn cake that said MARA IS 8!
Mara ran around all afternoon, laughing, playing, her face painted like a butterfly, Sunny trotting right behind her the whole time. For the first time since she was a tiny baby, she looked like a normal, happy, carefree little girl. No fear. No worry. Just joy.
When the sun started to go down, all the guests left, and we cleaned up the backyard together, the girls chasing Sunny around the oak tree while I picked up paper plates and cups.
Then, we had our last tradition.
Every year on their birthdays, after all the guests are gone, the three of us sit on the porch swing, eat the last piece of cake, and talk about our favorite memory from the last year, and our wish for the next one.
We sat down, Sophie on my left, Mara on my right, Sunny curled up on the porch step at our feet. The sky was pink and orange, the air warm and soft, crickets starting to chirp in the grass.
“Sophie first,” I said, handing her the last piece of cake.
She took a big bite, frosting all over her face, then grinned.
“My favorite memory was when we went to the beach and I found the big seashell,” she said. “And my wish is that Sunny never grows up, and that we eat cake every single day, and that we are always, always happy.”
Mara and I laughed.
“Good wishes,” I said, kissing the top of her head. “Mara? Your turn.”
Mara took a small bite of cake, looking out at the backyard, at the garden we’d planted, the sunflowers tall and bright yellow, the swing set we’d put together in the spring.
“My favorite memory,” she said, slow, “was the day we won in court. Because that was the day I knew we were really safe. That we never had to be scared again.”
She paused, turning to look at me, her eyes bright.
“My wish is that we stay like this forever. Just the three of us, and Sunny. That we always have pancakes on Saturdays, and that we always go to the park after school, and that we never, ever have to be afraid of anything ever again. That we just… love each other. Always.”
My throat tightened, and I pulled both girls close, one on each side.
“That wish is already true,” I said, soft. “It’s been true since the day I walked into that hallway and decided I would never let anyone hurt you again. We are always going to be together. Always going to be safe. Always going to love each other more than anything in the whole world. Nothing will ever change that. Nothing.”
Mara smiled, a big, bright, real smile, and leaned her head on my shoulder. Sophie snuggled closer, frosting still on her cheek, already half-asleep.
We sat there for a long time, watching the sun go down, the stars coming out one by one.
A year ago, I’d walked into that hallway, and my whole world had shattered. I’d thought my life was over, that I’d failed my girls, that I’d never be able to fix what had been broken.
But we’d fixed it.
Not all at once. Not easily. There had been hard days, and scary nights, and moments I’d thought I couldn’t go on. But we’d done it. Together.
We’d built a new life. A safe life. A life full of laughter, and pancakes, and art projects, and dog hair, and more love than I’d ever thought possible.
Celeste was gone. She was in therapy, working on herself, paying for what she’d done. Justice had been served, slow and steady, the way it always is.
And my girls?
They were happy. They were safe. They were confident, and kind, and brave, and they knew without a single doubt that they were loved, more than anything in the universe.
I kissed the top of Mara’s head, then Sophie’s.
“Happy birthday, baby,” I whispered.
“Best birthday ever,” she mumbled, half-asleep.
I looked up at the stars, and for the first time in my life, I knew.
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Everything was going to be okay.
Forever.