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Chapter 4

The wedding was over.

Not with a kiss and a celebration, but with Caroline Hastings throwing her bouquet at Ethan's chest and storming off toward the mansion, her senator father red-faced and shouting about ruined political alliances.

Guests began to disperse in small clusters, their voices low and excited, already planning which charity gala they would dissect this at first.

Eleanor stood frozen, watching her carefully constructed world burn to the ground in the span of ten minutes.

I turned to leave. I had said what I came to say. I had shown them what they tried to destroy.

"Wait."

Ethan's hand closed around my wrist.

His touch sent a jolt through me—a confusing mix of old memories and new anger. I pulled my arm away.

"Don't."

"Please," he said. His voice was raw, desperate. "I need to talk to them. I need to talk to you."

I looked at my sons. Liam was watching Ethan with open curiosity. Noah was examining the fountain. Caleb was already trying to make friends with a nearby waiter.

They deserved to know their father. Even if he had failed them. Even if he had been weak.

"Five minutes," I said.

We moved to a quiet corner of the garden, away from the prying eyes and murmuring voices. The boys clustered around me, still unsure of this stranger who looked so much like them.

Ethan knelt down to their level.

"Hi," he said, his voice trembling slightly. "I'm… I'm Ethan."

Liam, always the bravest, stepped forward.

"Are you really our daddy?"

Ethan's eyes glistened.

"I think so," he said. "I mean, yes. Yes, I am."

Noah looked up from where he had been kicking at a loose stone.

"Why didn't you come find us?"

The question was so simple, so innocent, and it cut through Ethan like a knife.

"I didn't know you existed," he said, and I could hear the genuine pain in his voice. "Your grandmother… she told me your mother left because she didn't want me anymore. She never mentioned you. Not once."

He looked at me then, and the guilt in his eyes was almost unbearable.

"I should have known," he said to me. "I should have asked questions. I should have looked for you. Instead, I just… I let her tell me what to think. I always do."

That was Ethan's greatest flaw and his greatest tragedy. He was a good man buried under the weight of his mother's expectations and his own fear of disappointing her.

"Why did you come back?" he asked. "Not just for the boys. For you. What do you want?"

The question hung between us.

I could have lied. I could have told him I wanted money, or revenge, or the Montgomery name. But the boys were watching, and I had never been very good at lying anyway.

"I came because I'm tired of being afraid," I said honestly. "For five years, I looked over my shoulder, terrified your mother would find us and take my children. I came because I built something real, something she can't touch, and I wanted her to see that. I wanted you to see that."

I gestured toward the boys.

"And they deserve to know where they come from. They deserve to know that they have a father, even if he wasn't there."

Ethan looked as if he wanted to say a thousand things. Instead, he reached into his pocket and pulled out his wallet. He flipped it open to a photo—a photo of us, taken years ago, when we were young and stupid and in love.

"I never took it out," he said quietly.

I felt something crack inside my chest.

Old feelings, buried deep, began to stir. I pushed them down ruthlessly. Feelings wouldn't protect my sons. Feelings wouldn't undo five years of absence.

"Your five minutes are up," I said.

I turned to go, but Liam grabbed my hand.

"Mama, can Daddy come to our house for dinner?"

I looked down at my son, then back at Ethan, who was watching me with a fragile hope that made me want to both slap him and hold him.

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Against my better judgment, I sighed.

"One dinner," I said. "And if your mother shows up, we're done."

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