Chapter 17

I told Marcus that night.
I made his favorite dinner—steak, mashed potatoes, green beans. I lit candles. I put on the blue dress he liked.
He knew something was up the second he walked in the door.
“Okay,” he said, hanging up his coat, smiling. “What did you do? Did you crash the car? Did you buy another horse? Wait—we don’t have a horse. Did you buy a horse?”
I laughed, pulling him toward the dining room. “Sit. Eat first. Then I’ll tell you.”
He ate, but he barely tasted the food. He kept staring at me, his eyes curious.
“Now?” he said, halfway through his steak.
“Now,” I agreed.
I pulled the little white box from my pocket—the one I’d put the pregnancy test in, wrapped with a pretty bow. I slid it across the table to him.
He looked at it, then at me. He picked it up. He untied the bow. He opened the lid.
He stared at the test.
He stared.
And stared.
“Marcus?” I said, my heart starting to race. “Say something.”
He looked up at me. His eyes were filled with tears.
“Really?” he whispered.
“Really,” I said. “Two lines. I took three tests. All positive. I called the doctor this afternoon. I’m eight weeks. Due in July.”
He stood up so fast his chair fell over. He walked around the table, dropped to his knees beside me, and put his head on my stomach, his arms wrapping around my waist.
“We’re having a baby,” he said, his voice muffled against my dress.
“We’re having a baby,” I repeated, my fingers tangling in his hair.
He looked up at me. His face was wet. “I love you so much. You have no idea how much. Both of you.”
He kissed me, then kissed my stomach, then kissed me again.
We called everyone that night.
My father cried so hard he could barely talk. Ms. Rita screamed with joy. Marcus’s mom started planning the baby shower before we hung up. Daniel whooped so loud the neighbors probably heard him.
“Uncle Daniel!” he said. “I’m going to be the best uncle ever. I’m teaching him to throw a curveball. And to change a tire. And to never, ever trust anyone whose last name is Whitmore.”
“Or her,” I corrected.
“Or her,” he agreed. “Same rules apply.”
The pregnancy was easy. I was tired a lot. My back hurt. I craved pickles and chocolate and Marcus’s mom’s dumplings. But no morning sickness after the first month. No complications. The baby was strong. Healthy. Active.
At twenty weeks, we found out it was a boy.
We named him Arthur Jack Chen.
Arthur for my father. Jack for Marcus’s dad. And no Whitmore anywhere.
The wedding was perfect.
The cherry tree was in full bloom, pink petals falling like snow. I walked down the aisle on my father’s arm, wearing a simple white dress, my mother’s veil on my head. Marcus stood at the altar, crying openly when he saw me. Daniel was his best man. My father gave me away.
The ceremony was short. The vows were real. When Marcus slipped the wedding band on my finger, I felt my mother’s presence there, stronger than ever, like she was standing right beside me, smiling.
At the reception, my father danced with me.
“Your mom would be so happy,” he said, spinning me around the dance floor. “So proud. Look at you. A husband who adores you. A baby on the way. Justice done. Everything she ever wanted for you.”
“I miss her,” I said, resting my head on his shoulder.
“I know, baby. I know. But she’s here. In you. In that little boy you’re carrying. In every good thing that happens to this family. She never really left.”
We danced until my feet hurt.
Marcus and I left for our honeymoon the next day—two weeks in Italy, eating pasta and drinking wine and walking through old cities. I was five months pregnant by then, my belly just starting to show. Marcus talked to it every night, his head on my stomach, telling the baby about the places we were seeing, promising to teach him everything he knew.
We came home tanned, happy, and ready.
We turned the third floor of the penthouse—once Daniel’s guest suite, once Eleanor’s private domain—into a nursery. Soft yellow walls. A crib that had been mine as a baby. A bookshelf filled with children’s books. A rocking chair my father had built with his own hands.
Daniel moved into the guesthouse in the backyard. He said he wanted to give us privacy, but I think he just wanted his own kitchen so he could cook at three in the morning without anyone judging him.
July came. Hot, humid, perfect.
My due date was the twenty-fifth.
On the morning of the twenty-third, I woke up at four a.m. with a pain in my back that wouldn’t go away.
I nudged Marcus.
“Wake up,” I said.
He mumbled something and rolled over.
“Marcus.”
“Hmm?”
“I think it’s time.”
He was out of bed in a heartbeat, his eyes wide. “Now? The baby? Now?”
“Now,” I said, as another contraction hit. “And if you don’t stop panicking and get my bag, I’m going to have this baby on the floor and you’re going to catch it.”
He moved faster than I’d ever seen him move.
We made it to the hospital in record time. My father met us there, already pacing the waiting room. Daniel showed up with coffee and donuts an hour later. Marcus’s mom came with blankets and snacks. Ms. Rita came with a teddy bear.
Labor was long. Hard. Twenty-one hours of pain and pushing and sweat and tears. Marcus never left my side. He held my hand. He wiped my forehead. He told me I was doing great, even when I screamed at him that I hated him and was never having sex again.
And then, at one seventeen in the morning on July twenty-fourth…
He was here.
Arthur Jack Chen.
Seven pounds, eight ounces. Ten fingers. Ten toes. Perfect.
They laid him on my chest, warm and slippery and crying. I looked down at his tiny face—Marcus’s nose, my mouth, my father’s eyes—and my heart exploded with a love so big it hurt.
Marcus was crying. He kissed the top of my head, then kissed his son’s tiny forehead.
“Hey, little man,” he whispered. “We’ve been waiting for you.”
The family filed in one by one, each taking turns holding the newest member. My father held him for a long time, rocking him, whispering things only the two of them could hear. When he handed him back, his eyes were wet.
“He looks just like your mom,” he said quietly.
I looked at my son.
And in that moment, I knew.
All the pain. All the fighting. All the years of anger and fear and loss. It had all led to this. To this perfect, beautiful boy. To this family I’d built, not from blood, but from choice.
The past was finally gone.
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The future was here.
And it was more beautiful than I’d ever dared to dream.