Chapter 4

The drive to Virginia took four hours.
I slept for none of it.
The driver—a quiet man named Torres who never took his eyes off the road—spoke exactly three words the entire trip.
“We’re here, ma’am.”
We pulled up to a gate at the end of a long dirt road.
It was rusted.
Overgrown with vines.
A sign hung crookedly from one post: NO TRESPASSING. PROPERTY OF VANCE INDUSTRIES.
The driver punched a code into the keypad.
The gate groaned open.
We drove another quarter mile through thick woods before the house came into view.
My grandfather had been right.
It hadn’t been demolished.
It had been forgotten.
The summer house of my childhood loomed in the darkness, three stories of weathered stone and cracked windows. The porch sagged. The roof was missing shingles. But it was still standing.
Still holding its secrets.
Torres handed me a flashlight and a heavy canvas bag.
“Food, water, extra batteries, a first aid kit, and a nine millimetre,” he said. “Reed said you’d know how to use it.”
I did.
Army doctors don’t just carry stethoscopes.
“I’ll be parked half a mile down the road,” he said. “If you need anything—anything at all—you call. But Reed says you should work fast. Arthur’s people started surveying this property yesterday. They could be here with bulldozers by tomorrow afternoon.”
He didn’t wait for a response.
He got back in the car and vanished down the drive.
I stood alone in the dark.
The house loomed over me.
I hadn’t been here since I was fifteen.
That was the summer my father had told me I was too old to “waste time” in the country. That was the summer he’d started pushing me toward Vance Industries. Toward the life he’d chosen for me.
Toward the trap.
I climbed the sagging porch steps.
The front door was locked, but my grandfather’s letter had included one final instruction scrawled in the margin: Under the third step from the left.
I knelt.
Beneath the rotting wood, I found a small metal box.
Inside was a key.
It turned in the lock with a sound like a bone cracking.
The house smelled of dust and mildew and memory.
I shone the flashlight around the entryway.
Furniture draped in white sheets looked like ghosts waiting to wake. The staircase curved upward into darkness. Somewhere above me, a floorboard creaked.
I froze.
Hand going to the gun at my waist.
Silence.
Then the wind outside moaned through the trees.
Old houses make noise, I told myself.
Old houses settle.
But I didn’t relax.
Not for a second.
I moved through the ground floor first.
Kitchen.
Dining room.
Living room with the massive stone fireplace where my grandfather used to tell me stories about the war.
Everything was exactly as I remembered.
Everything was covered in ten years of dust.
I climbed the stairs to the second floor.
Bedrooms.
Bathrooms.
The room I’d stayed in every summer. The walls were still painted the pale blue I’d loved at fourteen. A faded poster of a horse was taped to the door.
My throat tightened.
I didn’t stop.
The third floor was smaller.
Just two rooms.
A guest bedroom.
And the study.
The study door was unlocked.
I stepped inside.
Dust motes danced in the flashlight beam.
The bookshelf my grandfather had mentioned stood against the far wall—floor to ceiling, packed with leather-bound books that hadn’t been opened in a decade.
I crossed the room.
According to the letter, the catch was behind the third edition of Gibbon’s Decline and Fall on the second shelf.
I found it.
Pulled.
The entire bookshelf swung outward with a low groan.
Behind it was a wall safe.
Old.
Heavy.
The kind they don’t make anymore.
My heart hammered.
The letter had said nothing about a combination.
Then I remembered the lighter.
I pulled it from my pocket.
Turned it over in my hand.
Engraved on the bottom, so small I’d never noticed it before, were six numbers.
17-04-12.
The date I’d enlisted.
My hands shook as I dialled the combination.
Left.
Right.
Left.
The safe clicked.
I pulled the door open.
Inside were three things.
A thick leather binder stuffed with papers.
A USB drive sealed in an evidence bag.
And a handgun.
A .38 special.
My grandfather’s service weapon from Vietnam.
There was a note taped to the barrel.
Just in case, it said.
I set the gun aside and opened the binder.
The first page was a shipping manifest dated eighteen months earlier.
DESTINATION: FOB KANDAHAR.
CONTENTS: BODY ARMOUR PLATES – QUANTITY 2,000.
SPECIFICATION: LEVEL IV CERAMIC.
And then, in handwriting I recognised as my grandfather’s, scrawled in red ink in the margin: TESTED AT LEVEL II. WILL STOP A 9MM. NOTHING ELSE.
I turned the page.
Another manifest.
Helmets.
Five thousand of them.
Marked as combat grade.
Tested and rejected by three independent labs before being shipped anyway.
Page after page.
Body armour.
Helmets.
Tourniquets that frayed after one use.
Antibiotics that were placebos.
Painkillers that were nothing but sugar pills.
Every single one paid for with American tax dollars.
Every single one sent to protect American troops.
Every single one defective.
And at the bottom of every manifest—two signatures.
Arthur Vance.
Julian Vance.
I had to stop reading.
I leaned against the wall, gasping.
The room spun.
I had been at Kandahar when that first shipment of armour arrived. I had operated on a nineteen-year-old private named Miller who’d taken a round to the chest that his plate should have stopped easily.
He’d died on my table.
Holding my hand.
Asking if his mom would be proud.
And all along, his death had been signed off by my father.
By my brother.
For profit.
I don’t know how long I stood there.
Minutes.
Hours.
The flashlight began to dim.
I forced myself to look at the USB drive.
The evidence bag had a label: EMAILS – 2019 TO PRESENT. INCLUDES COMMUNICATIONS WITH PENTAGON CONTACTS.
Pentagon contacts.
That meant someone inside the system had been helping them.
Someone who’d been paid to look the other way.
Someone Reed hadn’t mentioned.
I stuffed the binder and the USB drive into the canvas bag.
Wrapped the .38 in a shirt and tucked it beside the nine millimetre.
I was about to close the safe when I saw one more thing.
Tucked in the back corner.
A photograph.
I picked it up.
It was me.
Age twenty-two.
In my uniform.
Fresh out of medical school.
The day I’d been commissioned.
I’d sent a copy to my grandfather, even though I hadn’t spoken to him in two years. Even though my father had told me the entire family wanted nothing to do with me.
On the back, in my grandfather’s handwriting: My brave girl. I am so proud. I am so sorry.
I slipped the photo into my tunic pocket, right next to the letter.
Then I closed the safe.
Pushed the bookshelf back into place.
I was halfway across the study when I heard it.
A car door slamming below.
Then another.
Voices.
Men’s voices.
Quiet.
Sharp.
Not Torres.
Not Reed.
I killed the flashlight.
Moved silently to the window.
Below me, two black SUVs had pulled up to the house.
Four men in dark jackets were already on the porch.
Each carried a gun.
My blood turned to ice.
They shouldn’t have known I was here.
Nobody should have known.
Unless someone had told them.
Unless Reed wasn’t the only person my grandfather had spoken to.
Unless someone I trusted had just betrayed me.
One of the men tried the front door.
It was locked.
I heard the sharp crack of a shoulder hitting wood.
Once.
Twice.
The door burst open.
Flashlights swept the entryway below.
“Clear the ground floor first,” a voice called. “Then work your way up. She’s here somewhere. And remember—Arthur says no loose ends.”
No loose ends.
That meant they weren’t here to arrest me.
They were here to kill me.
I backed away from the window.
Hand reaching for the nine millimetre.
The house was three stories.
There was only one staircase.
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And four men with guns were coming up it.
I was trapped.