Chapter 3

I spent the next hour making phone calls.
My phone was at 3% now. I had to make every second count.
I called everyone I knew.
Friends from work. Neighbors. Parents from the kids’ school.
No one could help. Not really. They were shocked. They were angry. They said they’d call the police on my behalf. But none of them could get me on a plane to New York in the next six hours.
I was down to 1% when I dialed the last number in my contacts.
Marcus.
Marcus was my husband’s best friend. He’d been the best man at our wedding. He’d held me at the funeral. He’d brought groceries every Sunday for the first six months after Daniel died.
We hadn’t spoken in three months.
Not since I’d snapped at him for trying to “fix” everything in my life. Not since I’d told him to leave me alone, that I could handle it by myself.
I’d been wrong.
So wrong.
The phone rang once. Twice. Three times.
“Rachel?” His voice was rough, like he’d been sleeping. “It’s three in the morning here. Is everything okay?”
I opened my mouth to speak. And for the first time since Brandon left, I broke.
The sobs came out of nowhere, shaking my whole body. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t talk. I just stood there in the airport corridor, crying into the phone, while my children slept on the office chairs behind me.
“Rachel. Rachel, look at me.” His voice sharpened. “Breathe. In and out. That’s it. Now tell me what happened.”
I told him.
Everything.
When I finished, there was silence on the other end. Long, heavy silence.
Then Marcus spoke. And his voice was so cold I almost didn’t recognize it.
“Stay right where you are. Don’t move. Don’t talk to anyone else. I’m handling this.”
“Marcus, I don’t have passports. The embassy says—”
“I said I’m handling it. Do you trust me?”
I thought about Daniel. About how Marcus had been the only person who didn’t treat me like I was broken after the funeral. About how he’d taught Noah to ride a bike last summer. About how he’d stayed up with Lily when she had the flu last winter, so I could sleep.
“Yes,” I said. “I trust you.”
“Good. Now here’s what you’re going to do. You’re going to find the business class lounge for British Airways. Tell them your name is Rachel Carter and you’re on the waitlist for the 4 PM flight to JFK. I’ll be there in twenty minutes on the phone with their manager. Don’t argue. Just go.”
He hung up.
I stared at my dead phone.
I woke the kids. I held their hands. I walked to the other end of the terminal, toward the lounge I’d never in my life been able to afford.
The woman at the front desk looked at me like I was trash. I had no luggage tag. No ticket. No passport. Just two tired kids and a story that sounded like a soap opera.
Then her phone rang.
She answered. Her expression changed. She looked at me differently. Respectful. Almost apologetic.
“Mrs. Carter,” she said. “Right this way. Your flight is confirmed. We’ll have your boarding passes printed shortly. The children can have anything they’d like from the buffet.”
She led us inside.
I sat the kids down with fruit and juice. I found an outlet to charge my phone.
Ten minutes later, it buzzed. A text from Marcus.
*Private charter. Leaving in 90 minutes from Signature Aviation at Heathrow. Car is waiting for you outside the lounge in 5. Don’t ask questions. Just get in.*
I read it three times.
A private charter.
I didn’t have time to process what that meant, or how much it cost, or how Marcus had arranged it so fast. I just grabbed the kids, thanked the confused lounge attendant, and walked outside.
A black car was idling at the curb. The driver got out and opened the door for us.
“Mrs. Carter? Mr. Bennett sent me.”
We got in.
Noah pressed his face to the window as we drove across the tarmac, past the massive commercial jets, toward a smaller building on the edge of the airfield.
“Mommy,” he said. “Is that our plane?”
I looked out. A sleek white jet was waiting, its stairs down, engines humming softly.
I nodded. I couldn’t speak.
We boarded. The interior was cream leather and warm wood. There were only eight seats. A flight attendant greeted us by name and handed the kids coloring books and cookies.
I buckled them in. Then I sat by the window and called Marcus.
“How?” was all I could say.
“Daniel had a life insurance policy,” he said. “A big one. He made me the trustee for the kids. I’ve been managing it. You never touched the principal. Just the monthly stipend. There’s more than enough for this.”
My throat tightened. Daniel. Always taking care of us, even from the grave.
“Marcus... I don’t know how to thank you.”
“Save it. You’re going to need every penny of your strength for what comes next. Listen to me carefully. The flight is seven and a half hours. Brandon lands at JFK at 3:45 PM our time. We land at 2:50. That gives you fifty-five minutes.”
“Fifty-five minutes to do what?”
“To get to the house. To get inside. To wait.”
The plane began to taxi.
“Rachel,” Marcus said, his voice serious. “When your brother walks through that door, he’s not going to expect you. He’s going to be cocky. He’s going to be celebrating. And he’s going to make a mistake. Don’t hesitate. Don’t show mercy. He didn’t show you any.”
The plane lifted off the ground.
London shrank beneath us. Clouds rolled over the wings.
I looked at my children, already asleep in their seats, exhausted from the day.
I touched the police report in Noah’s backpack.
I thought about Brandon’s laugh on the phone.
*Somewhere you can’t follow me.*
He was wrong.
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I was coming.
And I was bringing hell with me.