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Chapter 3

The drive back to our apartment took forty minutes.

Ryan didn’t say a single word the entire time.

His jaw was set so tight I could see the muscle jumping under his skin.

He gripped the steering wheel until his knuckles were white.

I kept one hand on my stomach and the other pressed against my throbbing cheek.

I wanted to say something. Anything. To break the silence that was growing thicker by the second.

But I didn’t know what to say.

I love you? I’m sorry? What happens now?

None of it felt right.

We pulled into our parking garage and Ryan killed the engine.

Still nothing.

He sat staring straight ahead through the windshield.

“Ryan?” I said softly.

He flinched like I’d touched an open wound.

He turned to look at me, and what I saw in his eyes broke my heart.

Not anger. Not rage.

Shame.

Deep, bottomless shame.

“I’m so sorry,” he whispered. “God, Lila. I am so, so sorry.”

He reached for my hand and brought it to his lips. His own hands were still shaking.

“I should have been there,” he said. “I should have never left you alone with her. I knew what she was capable of. I’ve always known. I just… I kept telling myself she’d change. That once the baby came, she’d finally accept you.”

“You couldn’t have known she’d go this far,” I said.

“Couldn’t I?” He laughed bitterly. “She spent our entire engagement telling everyone I was making a mistake. She skipped our wedding rehearsal dinner because she ‘couldn’t bear to watch her only son throw his life away.’ She refused to help us pay for anything because she said it would be ‘wasting good money on a marriage that won’t last a year.’”

He dropped his head against the steering wheel.

“And I let her,” he said, his voice muffled. “I let her treat you like garbage for two years because I was too much of a coward to stand up to her. I kept thinking, next time. Next time I’ll say something. Next time I’ll draw the line. And then today… I walked in and she was hitting you. Hitting the mother of my child.”

He looked up at me again, tears finally spilling over.

“I hit her,” he said. “I slapped my own mother. And the worst part? I don’t regret it. Not even a little. I’d do it again in a heartbeat if it meant protecting you.”

I cupped his face in my hands. His skin was hot and damp.

“Ryan, listen to me,” I said. “You did the right thing. Okay? You heard her. You saw the papers. She was never going to stop. Not on her own.”

“But my dad—”

“Your dad is going to believe whatever she tells him. We both know that. He always has.”

Ryan closed his eyes.

“What if she follows through on her threat?” he asked quietly. “What if she really does try to take everything?”

“Then we fight.”

“Against my mother? Lila, you don’t understand. She doesn’t fight fair. She doesn’t fight to win. She fights to destroy. And she always, always wins.”

“Not this time.”

“How can you be so sure?”

I took his hand and pressed it against my stomach.

Right on cue, the baby kicked.

Hard.

“Because we have something she doesn’t,” I said. “We have each other. And we have this little one. That’s more than she’ll ever have.”

Ryan let out a long, shaky breath. He leaned forward and rested his forehead against mine.

“I love you,” he said. “More than anything. More than my own family. More than life itself.”

“I love you too.”

We sat like that for a long time, just breathing together.

Eventually, Ryan pulled back and wiped his face with the back of his hand.

“Come on,” he said. “Let’s get you inside. You need to rest. The doctor said stress is bad for the baby.”

He helped me out of the truck and walked me slowly to the elevator.

Every step sent a new jolt of pain through my body. My wrist was already turning purple. My cheek felt twice its normal size.

When we got inside our apartment, Ryan led me straight to the bedroom.

He helped me sit on the edge of the bed and knelt in front of me.

“I’m going to get some ice for your face,” he said. “And then I’m calling the doctor. I want you checked out. Today.”

“Ryan, I’m fine—”

“You are not fine.” His voice was sharp, but his eyes were gentle. “She hurt you. Badly. And I need to make sure the baby is okay. Please. For me.”

I nodded.

He kissed my forehead and left the room.

I lay back against the pillows and stared at the ceiling.

My mind was racing.

Diane’s threat played on a loop in my head.

I will make sure you lose everything. Your job. Your reputation. Your baby.

I knew she meant it.

Diane was the kind of woman who kept a mental list of every wrong ever done to her, real or imagined. She was the kind of woman who would spend years planning revenge if she thought she’d been disrespected.

And Ryan slapping her in front of me?

That wasn’t just disrespect.

That was war.

Ryan came back with a bag of frozen peas wrapped in a dish towel.

He gently pressed it against my cheek.

“Cold,” I mumbled.

“I know. I’m sorry. It’ll help with the swelling.”

He sat beside me on the bed, his hand resting protectively on my stomach.

“I called the doctor,” he said. “They can see us in an hour.”

“Okay.”

“And I called work. Told them I had a family emergency and won’t be in for the rest of the week.”

“Ryan, you can’t use up all your PTO—”

“Watch me.”

He was quiet for a moment.

“I also called a lawyer,” he said.

I sat up so fast the bag of peas fell off my face.

“You what?”

“I called a lawyer,” he repeated. “A friend from college. He specializes in family law. I told him what happened. He said we need to document everything. The bruises. The forged papers. All of it. He said if your mom tries anything—”

“Your mom.”

“—if my mom tries anything, we need to be ready.”

I stared at him.

In two years of marriage, I’d never seen Ryan like this.

He was always the peacemaker. The one who smoothed things over. The one who said “it’s not worth fighting about” even when it absolutely was.

But today, something in him had snapped.

And I wasn’t sure if that was a good thing or a very, very bad thing.

“Ryan,” I said carefully. “Are you sure about this? Once we involve lawyers, there’s no going back. Your family will never forgive you.”

He looked me dead in the eye.

“Let them,” he said.

Before I could respond, his phone buzzed on the nightstand.

We both looked at it.

The screen lit up with a name that made my blood run cold.

Dad.

Ryan stared at the phone as if it were a live grenade.

It buzzed again.

And again.

Then it stopped.

A text notification popped up.

We both read it at the same time.

Call me. Now. We need to talk about what you did to your mother.

Ryan picked up the phone and deleted the message without responding.

He set it face down on the nightstand.

“Let’s go,” he said, standing up and offering me his hand. “Doctor’s appointment first. Then we start building our case.”

I took his hand.

As he pulled me to my feet, a sudden, sharp pain ripped through my lower abdomen.

I gasped and doubled over.

“Lila?” Ryan’s voice was tight with panic. “What is it? What’s wrong?”

I couldn’t answer.

Another wave of pain hit, worse than the first.

I felt a warm gush of liquid between my legs.

I looked down.

A dark stain was spreading across the front of my maternity jeans.

Ryan followed my gaze.

May you like

His face went completely white.

“Oh my god,” he whispered. “Oh my god, Lila. Your water just broke.”

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