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Chapter 8

The trial was six months later.

Six months of physical therapy. Of learning to walk without a limp. Of rebuilding my relationship with my sister, my parents, my friends—all the people I’d let Andrew cut out of my life. Six months of becoming me again. The girl I’d been before the Carters. Stronger now. Harder. Less likely to trust the wrong people.

But still alive.

The courtroom was packed every day. Reporters. True-crime bloggers. Local people who’d known the Carters for decades and were now shocked—*shocked*—to discover their neighbors were monsters.

Voss was still their lawyer, though he looked less like a shark and more like a man who’d realized he’d hitched his wagon to a couple of psychopaths. He tried everything. Motions to suppress. Motions to sever the two defendants’ cases. Motions to exclude Vanessa’s letters and the journal.

The judge denied every single one.

The prosecution’s case was a masterpiece. Ramirez had organized everything perfectly. The medical evidence. The bank records. The emails. The texts. The life insurance policies. Vanessa’s letters. The journal. Linda Marlow’s testimony. Mrs. Henderson’s testimony. Detective Torres walking the jury through the crime scene photos—the blood, the vent, the rolling pin.

It was overwhelming.

But the real drama came when the state called Richard Carter to the stand.

Andrew’s father. Quiet. Defeated. Seventy-two years old and looking every day of it. He’d been given immunity in exchange for his testimony. He had nothing left to lose and everything to gain by telling the truth for the first time in his marriage.

Voss tried to rattle him. Tried to paint him as a bitter old man who’d fabricated the journal to get back at his wife and son for forty years of henpecking.

Richard just looked at him.

“I watched my wife beat that girl,” he said, his voice rough from disuse. “I watched her break her leg. I watched my son stand there and do nothing. I’ve been watching them do this for forty years. To me. To Andrew. To every woman stupid enough to marry into this family. I said nothing because I was scared. I’m still scared. But I’m eighty pounds overweight with a bad heart and I don’t want to meet my maker knowing I let them get away with murder.”

He looked directly at the jury.

“Vanessa didn’t die in an accident. My wife and son ran her off that road. And they would’ve killed Clara too if she hadn’t crawled out that vent. I’ve carried it for twelve years. I’m done carrying it.”

He sat down.

The courtroom was so quiet you could hear a pen drop.

Voss didn’t even try to cross-examine him. He just sat there, staring at his notes, looking like he wanted to be anywhere else.

Then it was my turn.

I’d practiced my testimony for weeks. Ramirez had prepped me for every question, every trick, every attack Voss could possibly throw at me. I was ready.

Or so I thought.

The direct examination was easy. I told my story. Calm. Clear. No tears. No histrionics. Just the facts. The soup. The rolling pin. The seven hours on the floor. The vent. The grass. Mrs. Henderson. The hospital. The two years leading up to it. The miscarriage. The money. The isolation.

The jury watched every word. Half of them cried. The other half looked like they wanted to climb over the railing and strangle Andrew and Margaret themselves.

Then Voss stood up for cross-examination.

This was it. The moment he’d been building to for six months. He sauntered toward the witness stand, a sympathetic smile on his face.

“Mrs. Carter,” he said softly. “Thank you for that very compelling testimony. I can only imagine how difficult it must be to relive these events. Especially since—according to your own medical records—you’ve struggled with depression and anxiety for years. Isn’t that true?”

“I was diagnosed with situational depression after my miscarriage. Which was caused by your client throwing me down a flight of stairs.”

A murmur went through the courtroom. Voss’s smile tightened.

“Situational depression, yes. But records show you were prescribed Xanax six months before the miscarriage. For ‘generalized anxiety’ and ‘marital stress.’ You were already unhappy, weren’t you? Already looking for a way out. Already resenting your husband and his mother for their—what did you call it?—*control*.”

“I was unhappy because they were abusing me.”

“Or was it the other way around? Were you unhappy because you suffer from a personality disorder that makes it impossible for you to maintain healthy relationships? That makes you twist normal, everyday family interactions into abuse in your own mind?”

“Objection,” Ramirez said, standing. “Badgering the witness. Speculation.”

“Sustained.”

Voss waved it off. He paced in front of the jury.

“Let’s talk about the journal, shall we? This damning document that suddenly appeared the day before your psychological evaluation. How convenient. A journal that—curiously—contains exactly what the prosecution needs to win, written in exactly the kind of dramatic, over-the-top language one might expect from a depressed, anxious young woman with a vivid imagination.”

He turned to me.

“Mrs. Carter—did you or anyone working with you forge that journal? Did you plant it in Richard Carter’s safe to frame your husband and his mother, knowing it would be the only way to win a case that was otherwise falling apart?”

The room erupted. The judge banged his gavel. Ramirez was on her feet screaming.

I just sat there. Calm. Because Ramirez had told me this was coming. She’d told me Voss would try this last-ditch Hail Mary—call the journal a forgery, call me a forger, throw enough mud that something stuck.

I waited for the noise to die down.

Then I looked Voss dead in the eye.

“Mr. Voss,” I said, my voice clear and steady across the silent room. “The forensics on that journal are public record. The paper is from a brand Andrew has bought from the same office supply store since 2014. The ink matches the pen he keeps on his desk—one of those expensive German ones he refuses to let anyone else touch. The handwriting was verified by three independent experts. And the entries—they contain details no one but Andrew and Margaret and I could possibly know. Details about my body. About things that happened in locked rooms with no witnesses. Details Vanessa wrote about in her letters twelve years ago that have never been made public.”

I leaned forward slightly.

“You know it’s real. Your clients know it’s real. Everyone in this room knows it’s real. The only person pretending otherwise is you, because it’s the only card you have left. And it’s not a very good one.”

I sat back.

Voss stared at me. For the first time all trial, he had nothing to say. No follow-up. No clever retort. Just silence.

He turned and walked back to the defense table.

“Your Honor,” he said, his voice flat. “No further questions.”

Ramirez didn’t call any more witnesses after that. She didn’t need to.

The state rested.

Voss called exactly one witness for the defense: a psychologist who testified that in his expert opinion—based solely on reading my medical records and never having met me—I suffered from factitious disorder and was likely to fabricate abuse for attention.

Ramirez eviscerated him on cross. Got him to admit he was being paid twenty thousand dollars by Voss. Got him to admit he’d testified for the defense in forty-seven consecutive domestic violence cases. Got him to admit he’d never once found a victim not to be lying.

The jury didn’t buy it.

The defense rested.

Closing arguments were the next day. Ramirez was masterful. She wove everything together—two women, twelve years apart, the same pattern, the same monsters, the same ending if I hadn’t been brave enough to crawl through that vent.

Voss’s closing was thirty minutes of reasonable doubt and you can’t convict on the testimony of a crazy woman and rich people don’t do things like this.

It was pathetic.

The jury went out at two p.m.

They came back at four seventeen.

Two hours and seventeen minutes.

Everyone knew what that meant. Guilty. On all counts.

The judge read the verdict.

Guilty of conspiracy to commit murder in the first degree of Vanessa Marlow.

Guilty of attempted murder in the first degree of Clara Carter.

Guilty of aggravated battery.

Guilty of assault with a deadly weapon.

Guilty of false imprisonment.

Guilty of financial exploitation.

Guilty. Guilty. Guilty.

Andrew sat there stone-faced. No emotion. Nothing.

Margaret screamed. Threw her water glass at the judge. Had to be physically dragged from the courtroom by three bailiffs, screaming the whole way that we’d all burn in hell, that God would punish us, that she was innocent and everyone knew it.

I didn’t look at either of them.

I looked at Linda Marlow. She was sobbing into her husband’s shoulder. Twelve years. Twelve long years of fighting for her daughter. Finally over.

I looked at Mrs. Henderson. She blew me a kiss. Winked.

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I looked at Ramirez. She gave me a tiny, almost imperceptible nod.

It was done.

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