Chapter 4

I didn’t sleep at all that night.
I sat on the floor between Emma’s bed and Lucas’s crib.
Watched them breathe.
Watched for any sign of nightmares.
Emma tossed and turned a few times.
Whispered “no” once.
But she didn’t wake up screaming.
I counted that as a victory.
At 6:30 AM, I made coffee.
Black. Bitter.
I needed to be sharp.
I packed the tablet with Emma’s videos.
The police report.
The paramedic’s notes about Lucas’s injuries.
Everything Sarah Chen had asked for.
At 7:15, I woke the kids.
Emma rubbed her eyes.
“Where are we going?”
“To see a lawyer,” I said. “A nice lady who’s going to help us.”
“Is Dad coming home?”
The question hit me like a punch to the stomach.
I knelt down so I was eye level with her.
“Dad made some very bad choices, Emma. And he has to stay away for a while.”
She nodded slowly.
Like she understood more than she should.
“Is Grandma Margaret going to hurt us?”
I pulled her into a hug.
“Not while I’m breathing.”
We dropped Lucas off at a friend’s house.
A woman from my mom’s group named Lisa.
She didn’t ask questions when she saw my face.
Just took Lucas and said, “Take all the time you need.”
Emma came with me to the lawyer’s office.
Sarah Chen worked out of a small suite in a building that had seen better days.
No fancy lobby. No receptionist.
Just a door with her name on it.
Inside, the walls were lined with case files.
Stacks of paper everywhere.
Sarah was on the phone when we walked in.
Mid-forties. Short dark hair streaked with gray. Wearing jeans and a blazer.
She looked like someone who’d seen every trick in the book.
She hung up and stood up.
“Claire.”
“Sarah. This is Emma.”
Emma hid behind my leg.
Sarah knelt down.
“Hi, Emma. I like your shoes. Sparkles are my favorite.”
Emma peeked out.
“Really?”
“Absolutely. Can you do me a favor? There’s a coloring book and crayons on that table over there. Think you can keep yourself busy while your mom and I talk grown-up stuff?”
Emma nodded and walked over to the table.
Sarah gestured for me to sit.
“Okay. Let’s start with the bad news.”
I braced myself.
“Jake Hayward filed for emergency custody at 7:01 AM. The hearing is tomorrow at 9:00 AM.”
“Tomorrow?”
“Standard playbook. File fast, catch the other side off guard. They want you scrambling. They want you to make mistakes.”
She picked up a remote and turned on a TV mounted on the wall.
The news was on.
Margaret was being interviewed again.
“Claire needs help,” she was saying. “I’m not saying she’s a bad person. I’m saying she’s sick. And those children deserve stability.”
Sarah muted the TV.
“They’re painting you as unstable. They’ll bring up that incident at Emma’s school last year.”
I closed my eyes.
The incident.
A boy had pushed Emma off the slide.
Broke her wrist.
The school had done nothing.
Said “kids will be kids.”
I’d lost my temper.
Yelled at the principal.
Maybe said some things I shouldn’t have.
It was in Emma’s file.
And Margaret knew it.
“They’ll twist it,” Sarah said. “Make it look like you have anger issues. They’ll bring up every time you called in sick to work. Every time you posted something emotional on Facebook. Everything they can find to make you look like a risk.”
“What about the videos?” I said. “Emma’s videos of Ryan throwing Lucas. Of Margaret planning all this.”
Sarah tapped her fingers on the desk.
“That’s our ace. But we have to play it right. If we dump everything at once, they’ll have time to spin it. Ryan will claim he was stressed. That you provoked him. Margaret will say the video was taken out of context.”
“Taken out of context?” My voice rose. “She told him to do it again!”
“I know. But juries and judges hear ‘family drama’ and they check out. They want simple stories. Good guy. Bad guy. Right now, Margaret is out there selling a simple story. Loving grandmother. Troubled mother. We need to sell a better one.”
Emma dropped a crayon.
We both looked over.
She was coloring intently, like she couldn’t hear us.
But I knew she could.
Kids always could.
“Emma is the key,” Sarah said quietly. “She recorded everything. She’s the witness. But putting a seven-year-old on the stand…”
She trailed off.
“It could destroy her,” I finished.
Sarah nodded.
“Which is exactly what they’re counting on. They think you won’t put your daughter through that. That you’ll fold. Agree to some kind of shared custody arrangement that puts Margaret in charge.”
I looked at Emma.
My brave girl.
Who’d hidden a tablet under her pillow for three months.
Who’d recorded her own father hurting her brother.
I couldn’t put her through a trial.
I couldn’t make her relive all of that in front of strangers.
But I also couldn’t lose her.
“There’s another way,” Sarah said.
I looked at her.
“What?”
“Margaret and Jake don’t know everything that’s on those videos. You said Detective Alvarez told you there was something else you needed to see. What was it?”
I thought back to the kitchen the night before.
Detective Alvarez had shown me three videos.
But he’d said there was more.
“I don’t know,” I said. “We didn’t get to the rest.”
Sarah stood up.
“Then we need to find out. Because whatever it is—it might be the thing that breaks them.”
She grabbed her bag.
“Where are we going?”
“To the police station. We’re going to watch every single second of those videos. Every last one.”
I looked at Emma.
She was coloring a picture of a family.
Three people.
Mommy. Emma. Lucas.
No daddy.
No grandma.
May you like
I stood up.
“Let’s go.”