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Chapter 7

The bailiff helped her into the big leather chair. Her feet didn't even reach the floor. She looked impossibly small up there. Surrounded by wood and law and the weight of everyone's eyes.

The judge leaned forward. Her voice was softer than I'd ever heard it.

""Lily, do you know why you're here today?""

Lily nodded.

""I'm here to tell the truth about what Daddy did to me.""

""Do you understand what the truth is?""

""Yes. It's what really happened. Not lies.""

""And do you promise to tell only the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth, so help you God?""

""I promise.""

She said it so firmly. So confidently.

I almost cried.

The prosecutor began with easy questions. Her name. Her age. Her favorite color. Her favorite animal. To get her comfortable. To let the jury see what a sweet, normal little girl she was.

Then she moved to the weekend in question.

""Lily, can you tell us what happened on Friday night when you were at your father's house?""

Lily took a deep breath.

And she told them.

Everything.

The spilled juice. The anger. Being dragged to the basement. The chair. The staples. The straps. The darkness. The spiders. The threats against Mochi. The three days of pain. Being told what to say in the car. The fear that she'd never see me again.

She didn't leave anything out.

She didn't cry. Not at first. She just told the story. In her simple, six-year-old way. With details no child could ever make up.

""The staples felt like fire ants biting me all at the same time,"" she said. ""Every time I breathed, they went in deeper. I tried counting to a hundred to make the time go faster. But I had to start over a lot because the pain made me forget what number I was on.""

A woman on the jury wiped her eyes.

The man beside her shook his head in disgust.

Even the court reporter—who'd probably heard every terrible thing there was to hear—paused in her typing for a second.

When Lily finished, the prosecutor had no more questions.

""No further questions, Your Honor.""

Then Voss stood.

He straightened his tie. Walked slowly toward the witness stand. Put on his warmest, most grandfatherly smile.

""Hello, Lily,"" he said gently. ""My name is Arthur. I'm a friend of your daddy's. Do you mind if I ask you a few questions?""

Lily looked at me. I gave her the smallest nod.

""Okay,"" she said.

""Good girl. Now Lily, you said some very serious things about your daddy just now. Very serious. But I want you to think very carefully before you answer. Did your mommy ever tell you what to say when you came up here today?""

""No.""

""Are you sure? Because it's okay if she did. A lot of mommies help their little girls remember things. Did she practice with you? Go over the story again and again? Tell you, 'This is what you say, Lily. This is how you get rid of Daddy'?""

""No. She told me to tell the truth.""

""The truth,"" Voss repeated, nodding like this was a very interesting concept. ""And what is the truth, Lily? Is it what really happened? Or is it what your mommy told you really happened? Because sometimes, when little girls want to make their mommies happy, they say things that aren't exactly true. They tell stories. They use their imaginations. Have you ever done that, Lily? Told a story to make someone happy?""

""I don't lie,"" Lily said. Her voice was getting smaller.

""Of course you don't. Not on purpose. But sometimes our brains play tricks on us. Especially when we're scared. Or when we want something very badly. Like wanting your mommy to be happy. Or wanting to spend more time with her. Did you ever wish, Lily, that you never had to go to your daddy's house at all? That you could just stay with Mommy forever and ever?""

Lily hesitated.

And that was all Voss needed.

""You did wish that, didn't you?"" he pressed. ""Lots of kids of divorced parents wish that. It's normal. It's natural. And sometimes, when we wish for something hard enough, our brains help us make it come true. We remember things that didn't really happen. We feel pains that aren't really there. Because if Daddy is the bad guy, then you get to stay with Mommy. Isn't that right, Lily?""

""No,"" Lily whispered.

""No? But you just hesitated. Because deep down, you know I'm telling the truth. You wanted to stay with Mommy. So you made up the story about the chair. And Mommy helped you. Because she wanted it too. She wanted you all to herself. So she put those ideas in your head. And those little pieces of metal in your body. And now you're all confused about what's real and what's not. Isn't that what really happened, Lily?""

Lily's lip started to tremble.

""No,"" she said again. Louder this time. ""It's not. The chair is real. The staples are real. The doctor took them out. I have the scars to prove it.""

She lifted the hem of her dress. Showed the jury the faint, pink lines crisscrossing her upper thighs.

""See?"" she said. ""Real scars. From real staples. From the real quiet chair. You can't make up scars, Mr. Arthur. Only real hurt makes real scars.""

The jury leaned forward.

Voss was momentarily stunned. He hadn't expected that. A six-year-old out-arguing him.

He recovered quickly.

""Scars can come from lots of things, Lily. Accidents. Falls. Playing too rough. That doesn't prove your daddy did it. Now, let's talk about Mochi the cat. You said your daddy threatened to hurt Mochi if you told. Is that right?""

""Yes.""

""But Mochi is fine, isn't she? The police went to your daddy's house. They found Mochi. Healthy. Happy. Well-fed. If your daddy was really the terrible man you say he is, why didn't he hurt the cat? He had plenty of time. Why is Mochi still alive?""

""Because I didn't tell,"" Lily said simply. ""I was good. I sat in the chair and I didn't make a sound. So he didn't have to hurt her. That was the deal.""

The answer was so honest. So childlike in its logic.

And so devastating.

Because of course Ethan hadn't hurt the cat. He hadn't needed to. The threat alone had been enough to keep Lily silent for three days.

Voss shifted tactics.

""Lily, you said you were in the basement for three days. But the neighbors said they never heard anything. No screaming. No crying. If you were in as much pain as you say, why didn't you scream? Why didn't you call for help?""

Lily looked at him like he was the stupidest person in the world.

""Because the straps were too tight,"" she said. ""And the door was closed. And the basement is under the ground. Sound doesn't come through dirt very well. And also…""

She trailed off.

""Also what, Lily?"" Voss pressed, thinking he had her.

""Also,"" she said, her voice barely above a whisper, ""I was too tired to scream. After the first day, my throat hurt too much. And I learned that screaming only made him tighten the straps more. So I stopped. I just… stopped.""

The woman with the cross around her neck—who'd looked at me with such hatred earlier—burst into tears.

Voss realized he'd gone too far.

""No further questions,"" he said quickly, and practically ran back to the defense table.

The judge called a recess.

I ran to the witness stand and lifted Lily into my arms. She buried her face in my neck.

""I did good, Mommy?"" she asked.

""You did amazing, baby. You were so brave. So, so brave.""

Detective Miller was waiting for us outside the courtroom. He was smiling for the first time since this whole thing started.

""She destroyed him,"" he said. ""That scar thing? The Mochi thing? The 'sound doesn't come through dirt' line? Voss didn't know what hit him. Half the jury was crying. The other half looked like they wanted to climb over the table and strangle Ethan with their bare hands. We're winning this, Jenna. We're actually winning.""

But I couldn't celebrate yet.

Because Voss still had his own witnesses to call.

And I had a feeling the worst was yet to come.

I was right.

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That afternoon, Voss called his first witness.

Me.

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