onair

Chapter 3

The ride to the estate was quiet.

Too quiet.

I drove, Liam in his car seat beside me, fast asleep.

Mom sat in the back with Claire and Noah, talking in soft, soothing tones about the house, the grounds, the staff.

Claire answered in short, polite sentences.

I could feel her tension radiating through the car.

She didn’t belong here.

Not in my black SUV. Not in my expensive clothes. Not heading to a house worth more than she’d ever make in a lifetime.

I knew how she felt.

Once, I’d been the poor kid from the wrong side of town, too scared to touch anything in the fancy houses my mom cleaned for a living.

I knew what it was like to feel like an imposter.

I pulled up the long, winding driveway.

The iron gates opened automatically.

The house came into view—brick, sprawling, with a three-car garage and a porch that wrapped around the entire first floor.

I glanced at Claire in the rearview mirror.

Her eyes went wide.

She’d never seen this place.

We’d been divorced three months before I bought it.

“Wow,” she breathed.

Mom squeezed her hand.

“It’s too big, honestly. Just Ethan rattling around in there. Now it’ll finally have some life.”

I parked the car.

We got out.

The crisp October air hit us.

Maria, our housekeeper of two years, came out to meet us, wiping her hands on her apron.

She’d worked for my mom before she worked for me. She was family.

“Mr. Carter. Mrs. Carter.” She smiled at Mom, then her eyes landed on Claire. And the babies.

Her eyebrows shot up.

“Maria,” I said, before she could ask. “This is Claire. My ex-wife. These are my sons, Liam and Noah. They’re going to be staying with us for a while.”

Maria recovered instantly.

She was good like that.

“Wonderful,” she said, warm and genuine. “I’ll have the west wing ready in ten minutes. Fresh sheets, extra blankets, the heaters turned up. And I’ll make a big pot of soup. You all look like you need it.”

She disappeared back inside.

I led the way through the front door.

The foyer was marble, with a chandelier that cost more than our first apartment.

Claire stopped just inside the door, holding Noah tight.

She stared at the staircase. At the paintings on the walls. At everything that screamed money.

Success.

The life she’d never gotten to share with me.

I felt a pang of guilt.

“Come on,” I said, softer. “I’ll show you where you’ll be staying.”

The west wing was a self-contained apartment almost the size of our old house. Two bedrooms, a full bathroom, a sitting room, a small kitchen.

I’d had it renovated a few months prior, planning to turn it into a home office.

Now it was perfect for them.

Maria had already turned on all the lights. The beds were made. A space heater hummed in the corner of the nursery we’d set up in the second bedroom—two cribs, a changing table, a rocking chair.

Claire walked into the nursery and stopped.

She touched the side of one of the cribs.

Her throat worked.

“You did this?”

“Maria and my mom,” I said. “On the drive over. I called ahead.”

She turned to look at me.

For the first time since the park, there was no anger in her eyes. No fear.

Just something else.

Something I almost didn’t recognize.

Gratitude.

“Thank you,” she said, quiet. “This is more than I ever expected.”

Before I could answer, the front door slammed.

A woman’s voice echoed through the house.

“Ethan? Are you home? I brought dinner—your favorite, that Italian place you like.”

My blood ran cold.

Olivia.

My girlfriend.

Of eight months.

The woman I’d been seeing seriously enough that I’d been thinking about buying her a ring.

The woman who had no idea I had an ex-wife.

Or twin sons.

I froze.

Claire’s face shut down.

All the softness vanished.

She stepped back, putting distance between us.

“Girlfriend?” she asked, flat.

I ran a hand through my hair.

“It’s… complicated.”

“Complicated.” She let out a bitter laugh. “Of course it is. Why wouldn’t it be? You have the perfect life now, Ethan. Big house, successful business, beautiful girlfriend. And then I show up with two kids you didn’t ask for and ruin everything.”

“Claire, that’s not—”

The bedroom door flew open.

Olivia stood there.

Thirty-two, blonde, dressed in a tailored coat and heels, holding a paper bag from the restaurant.

Her smile died the second she saw Claire.

Then the babies.

Then me.

“Who is this?” she asked, her voice sharp. Dangerous.

I opened my mouth.

Closed it.

There was no easy way to say this.

“Olivia,” I said, slowly. “This is Claire. My ex-wife.”

Olivia’s eyes widened.

“Ex-wife? You never told me you were married.”

She looked at the babies.

At Liam, who had woken up and was staring at her with my exact same blue eyes.

The connection was impossible to miss.

“Ethan,” she said, her voice dropping to a whisper. “Are those… are they yours?”

I nodded once.

“Yes.”

The paper bag slipped from her hand.

Pasta and sauce spilled across the expensive rug.

She didn’t even look down.

Her eyes filled with tears.

“Eight months,” she said. “We’ve been together eight months. You told me you’d never been serious about anyone. That you didn’t want kids. That you were focused on your work and that was it.”

She laughed, a broken sound.

“And all along you had a wife. And two babies.”

“Liv, it’s not like that. I just found out today. I didn’t know—”

“Save it.” She held up a hand. “I don’t want to hear it. I can’t believe I was so stupid. I thought we had something real. I thought you were different.”

She turned and ran out of the room.

I heard her heels clicking down the hall.

The front door slammed again.

Silence.

Heavy. Awkward.

Claire watched me.

Her face was unreadable.

“Go after her,” she said.

I stared at her.

“What?”

“You heard me. Go after her. Explain. I’m not going anywhere. The boys aren’t going anywhere. But she deserves the truth. Even if it’s too late.”

I hesitated.

Then I looked at Liam.

At my son.

And I knew.

There was no going back to the life I’d had before the park.

No going back to Olivia.

No going back to the lie of perfection.

I shook my head.

“No,” I said. “She’s right. I should have told her about you. About the marriage. Even if it was over. I kept things from her too. That’s on me.”

I looked at Claire.

“You three are my priority now. That’s not going to change.”

She held my gaze for a long moment.

Then she looked down at Noah, who was fast asleep in her arms.

“Okay,” she said, so quiet I almost didn’t hear it. “Okay, Ethan.”

But as she turned to put the baby in his crib, I saw it again.

That flicker of fear.

Deeper than before.

May you like

And I knew.

She still hadn’t told me everything.

Related Stories

Other posts