Chapter 4

I stared at the photo for a full minute.
My hands were shaking so bad I almost dropped the phone.
Lily's eyes were red.
She'd been crying.
Noah was clutching his favorite stuffed bear—the one I'd made him for his seventh birthday.
They were scared.
Of their own father.
I called Jack immediately.
He answered on the first ring.
"What have you done?" I screamed. "Where are they? Jack, I swear to God, if you've hurt them—"
"Relax," he said. His voice was slurred. He was drunk. "They're fine. They're with me. We're at the lake house. We just want to talk. That's all. Family to family."
"The lake house is two hours from Dallas," I said. "You had no right to take them out of school. You had no right to send me that photo. It looks like a kidnapping."
"Maybe it is," Jack said. He laughed. A horrible, wet, broken sound. "You took everything from me, Meg. My job. My money. My reputation. What did you expect me to do? Sit around and wait for the cops to show up? I still have a few cards left to play. And the kids? They're my ace in the hole."
"You're using our children as hostages?" I said. I could barely breathe. "Have you lost your mind?"
"I lost my mind the second I got that email from your little friend Gerald," Jack said. "Three dead patients, Meg? Really? You had to dig that deep? You were going to let me rot in prison for the rest of my life. What kind of wife does that?"
"The kind whose husband lied, cheated, stole, and killed people," I said. "What did you expect, Jack? A medal? A thank-you note? You brought this on yourself. All of it. Every single thing that's happening to you right now is because of the choices you made. Not me."
"Enough," he snapped. "Here's what's going to happen. You're going to call Gerald. You're going to tell him to retract everything. Every document. Every email. Every report. You're going to tell the hospital it was all a mistake. That you hacked into his files and forged everything out of jealousy because he was leaving you. You're going to sign a document saying you'll drop all charges. You're going to transfer every penny you have left into an account I control. And then, and only then, will I bring the kids home."
I was already grabbing my keys.
Already heading for the door.
"And if I don't?" I said.
"Then you'll never see them again," Jack said. His voice dropped to a whisper. "And I swear to God, Megan, I will disappear with them. I have enough money stashed that even Gerald will never find us. We'll be in Mexico by morning. New names. New lives. You'll spend the rest of your days wondering if they're alive or dead. Is that what you want?"
He was bluffing.
He had to be bluffing.
But I couldn't take that risk.
Not with my kids.
"I'm on my way," I said. "I'll be there in two hours. Don't you dare hurt them. Don't you even raise your voice to them. If I get there and they're upset in any way—"
"Just get here," he said. "And come alone. No cops. No Gerald. No surprises. If I see so much as a police car on that road, I drive. And you'll never find us."
He hung up.
I ran to the car.
I called Gerald as I peeled out of the parking lot.
"Jack has the kids," I said. "Lake house. He's using them as leverage. Wants me to retract everything. Transfer all my money."
"Don't do it," Gerald said immediately. "If you retract those reports, you're the one who goes to prison. Forgery. Impersonation. Perjury. You'll lose everything. Including the kids. Permanently."
"What choice do I have?" I screamed. "He's got Lily and Noah! He says he'll take them to Mexico! I can't lose them, Gerald. I can't."
"You won't," he said. His voice was calm. Commanding. The voice that had gotten me through a dozen crises over the years. "Listen to me carefully. I'm tracking Jack's phone right now. He's still at the lake house. He hasn't moved. I've already called Marcus—you remember Marcus? Former SWAT? He's got three men with him. They're ten minutes from the property right now. They'll secure the perimeter. Make sure he doesn't leave."
"Gerald, no—" I started.
"Let me finish," he said. "The local sheriff is a friend of mine. Good man. Hates Jack Walker ever since Jack operated on his wife and left her paralyzed three years ago. He's already got two units on the way. They'll handle it by the book. No one gets hurt. Especially not the kids."
I pressed my foot harder on the gas.
The speedometer hit 90.
"I'm still coming," I said.
"I know you are," Gerald said. "But Megan? Promise me something. When you get there? You let the professionals go in first. Jack is unstable. Drunk. Desperate. People like that do stupid things. You don't want to be in the line of fire if he decides to do something crazy."
"I promise," I said.
But I had my fingers crossed.
The drive to the lake house was the longest two hours of my life.
I ran every red light.
Weaved through traffic.
Drove on the shoulder when I had to.
I thought of Lily.
My sweet, artistic girl who loved horses and hated math.
Who still crawled into my bed at night when she had nightmares.
I thought of Noah.
My wild, funny little boy who wanted to be a dinosaur when he grew up.
Who still believed in magic.
I couldn't lose them.
I just couldn't.
I turned onto the long dirt road that led to the lake house.
Two sheriff's cars were parked half a mile down, hidden in the trees.
Marcus was leaning against a black SUV.
Big.
Tough.
Calm.
He waved me over.
I skidded to a stop beside him.
"Status," I said, jumping out.
"House is secure," Marcus said. "My men have every exit covered. Sheriff's men are in position. Thermal shows four people inside. Two adults—Jack and Chloe, the blonde. Two kids. All in the living room. No weapons detected yet, but we assume he's armed. He was a hunter, right?"
I nodded.
Jack had a dozen rifles locked in the gun safe in the basement.
Or what I'd thought was locked.
"Jack's drunk," I said. "Slurred speech. Emotional. Unpredictable."
Marcus nodded.
"Standard negotiation first. We'll call him. Tell him we know he's in there. Tell him it's over. Ask him to send the kids out. Most of the time, they fold when they know they're surrounded."
"And if he doesn't?" I said.
Marcus's face got hard.
"Then we go in. Fast. Quiet. Priority one is the kids. Priority two is taking Jack down without a shot fired. Priority three is Chloe. She's probably just as much a victim here as anyone."
I looked toward the house.
I could see lights on in the living room window.
Shadows moving.
"Can I talk to him first?" I said. "Before you call? Maybe I can reason with him. Maybe I can get him to send the kids out without anyone getting hurt."
Marcus hesitated.
Then he nodded.
"Five minutes," he said. "No promises. But if anyone can get through to him, it's you."
He handed me a radio.
"Keep this on. Channel three. We'll hear everything. If he so much as mentions a gun, you hang up. We move in. Understood?"
"Understood."
I took a deep breath.
Dialed Jack's number.
He answered on the first ring.
"I told you no cops, Megan," he said. "I can see the lights through the trees. You brought them. You actually brought them."
"I didn't have a choice, Jack," I said. "You took my kids. What did you expect me to do? You think I'd let you run to Mexico with them? You think I'd just let you disappear with the only good things I have left in this world?"
"I'm not going to hurt them," he said. His voice was cracking. Crying now. "I could never hurt them. They're my babies too. I just... I just needed you to listen. To understand. I didn't mean for any of this to happen. The cheating. The money. the patients. It all just... snowballed. I was in too deep. I couldn't stop."
"Then let them go, Jack," I said. My voice was soft. Gentle. The voice I'd used to calm him down a hundred times before. "Send Lily and Noah out. They don't belong in the middle of this. They're scared. They just want their mom. Send them to me. And then we can talk. Just you and me. Like adults. We can figure this out. Together."
Silence.
Long silence.
Then I heard Jack say something to Chloe.
Then the front door opened.
Lily came out first.
Her face was streaked with tears.
She saw me standing by the cars.
"Mommy!" she screamed.
She ran.
Noah was right behind her.
I dropped the radio.
I ran to meet them.
I fell to my knees in the dirt.
They slammed into my arms.
Hard.
Weeping.
Shaking.
I held them so tight I was afraid I'd break them.
"I've got you," I whispered, over and over. "I've got you. You're safe now. Mommy's here. I'll never let anyone take you from me again. Never."
Marcus's voice came over the radio somewhere behind me.
"Subject and female suspect are exiting the house with hands raised. We're moving in to secure."
I didn't care.
I didn't look up.
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I just held my babies.
And for the first time since I'd seen Jack in that airport, I breathed.