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Chapter 5

The next morning, I woke up at 5:30.

Not to alarm.

I just couldn't sleep.

My mind was racing.

Sophie.

Clara.

The DNA test.

I showered.

Dressed.

And instead of going to the office, I called Clara.

She answered on the first ring.

Her voice was rough with sleep.

"Michael?"

"I want to see you. Both of you. Today. Can I come to the hospital? Maybe bring breakfast? Sophie likes pancakes, right? Every five-year-old likes pancakes."

Clara laughed softly.

"She loves them. With blueberries. Extra syrup. But Michael... are you sure? Seeing her without telling her... it might be hard."

"I need to do this. Please."

"Okay. Come at ten. The nurses know to let you up. And Michael?"

"Yeah?"

"Thank you. For trying."

I hung up.

Called the best breakfast place in the city.

Ordered enough food for an army.

Pancakes with blueberries.

French toast.

Scrambled eggs.

Fresh fruit.

Orange juice.

Milk.

Extra syrup.

I arrived at the hospital at 9:55.

My hands were sweating.

I was about to meet my daughter.

Again.

But this time, I knew.

I took a deep breath.

Knocked on 417.

"Come in!" Sophie's voice.

High and bright.

I pushed the door open.

She was sitting on the edge of her mother's bed.

Wearing the same faded blue dress.

Her new white sneakers propped on the mattress.

When she saw me, her face exploded with recognition.

"Nice man!"

She jumped off the bed.

Ran straight at me.

Wrapped her arms around my legs.

The same hug as yesterday.

But this time, it felt different.

This was my daughter.

Hugging me.

"Hey, Sophie," I said.

My voice was thick.

"I brought breakfast."

Clara watched from the bed.

Her eyes were shining.

"You remembered the blueberries," she said.

"I remembered."

We ate together.

Sophie talked nonstop.

About school.

About her friend Emma.

About how her teacher said she was the best drawer in class.

About how her mom was going to come home soon and they'd get a puppy.

My chest ached with every word.

She had no idea.

No idea her mother was dying.

No idea I was her father.

No idea her whole world was about to change.

After breakfast, Clara needed to rest.

The medicine made her tired.

"Can you take Sophie to the playroom down the hall?" she asked me.

"Just for an hour? I need to sleep."

"Of course."

Sophie grabbed my hand.

Her fingers were tiny.

Warm.

They wrapped around mine perfectly.

Like they were made to be there.

"Come on, nice man! I'll show you the blocks!"

She pulled me out of the room.

Down the hallway.

To a brightly colored room filled with toys.

For the next hour, I built block towers.

Played with dolls.

Drew pictures with crayons.

I hadn't done any of this since I was a child myself.

But with Sophie, it felt natural.

Easy.

She told me about her favorite color (pink).

Her favorite animal (unicorns).

Her favorite food (mac and cheese).

She told me she wanted to be a doctor when she grew up.

"So I can make Mommy better."

My heart broke.

I didn't know what to say.

So I just held her hand tighter.

When we went back to the room, Clara was awake.

Talking to a doctor.

The man was in his fifties.

Kind face.

Tired eyes.

When he saw me, he paused.

"Mr. Harrison? I'm Dr. Patel. Clara's oncologist. Perhaps we could speak in the hallway?"

I nodded.

Told Sophie I'd be right back.

Outside, Dr. Patel leaned against the wall.

"Clara told me about you. About the arrangement. I want you to understand the reality of her situation. The cancer has spread to her liver and lungs. We're doing everything we can, but... realistically, we're looking at days, not weeks. Her body is shutting down faster than we expected."

Days.

Not weeks.

I felt the floor shift beneath me.

"Does she know?"

"She knows. She's been very brave about it. Her only concern is Sophie. That's why she reached out to you. She's been planning this for months. Waiting for the right moment."

He put a hand on my shoulder.

"She loves that little girl more than anything. And now that love is yours to carry. Don't drop it."

He walked away.

I stood there.

Alone in the hallway.

Days.

I had days to figure out how to be a father.

Days to tell Sophie the truth.

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Days to say goodbye to Clara.

And then my life—our lives—would begin.

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