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Chapter 10

Five years later.

I stood on the porch of the Aspen house, holding a mug of coffee, watching the sun come up over the mountains.

The sky was pink and gold, the snow on the peaks glowing like fire. The air was cold and sharp, filling my lungs with every breath.

Behind me, I heard laughter. Jake was in the kitchen, making pancakes with his two-year-old daughter, Eleanor—we called her Ellie. She was covered in flour, screaming with joy as her dad flipped a pancake three feet in the air.

Mia and Sarah were in the living room, arguing playfully about which movie to watch later. Their four dogs were curled up on the couch, snoring.

Max—old now, gray around the muzzle, still a terrible guard dog—lay at my feet, his head on my shoe.

Life was full.

The foundation was now national. We had offices in twelve states, a staff of forty, and we’d helped over 10,000 women and children escape abusive situations, get back on their feet, build new lives. We’d changed laws, we’d changed minds, we’d changed the world just a little bit.

Jake ran the youth programs. He traveled the country, talking to kids in foster care, in group homes, in shelters, telling them they were worth more than their circumstances. Last year, he’d been given a national award for his work. I’d never been prouder.

Mia ran the financial literacy program, teaching women how to budget, how to invest, how to protect themselves from being cheated. She’d written a book that was a bestseller. Sarah ran the animal rescue, which now had two locations and had found homes for over 2,000 dogs and cats.

Me? I was the president. I still spoke at conferences, still met with donors, still read every letter we got from the people we helped. But I worked fewer hours now. I spent more time with Ellie, more time hiking, more time sitting on this porch, watching the sun come up.

I’d dated a few men over the years. A lawyer, a doctor, a park ranger. None of them stuck. I’d learned to be happy alone. I didn’t need a man to complete me. I was complete all on my own.

Last month, we’d gotten a letter from the state prison.

Patricia had died. Heart attack, in her sleep. She was sixty-four. She’d served seven years of her sentence. She’d never apologized. She’d never reached out. She’d died alone, angry, bitter.

I didn’t feel anything. No sadness. No joy. Just… nothing. She was a ghost from a past life. One I’d left behind a long time ago.

Daniel had called a week later. He was retiring soon. He’d paid back every penny of the money he owed. He was moving to a small town in Oregon, to be near Lila and his other daughter, Ellie’s half-sister. He and Lila had built a tentative friendship, for the sake of the kids. He asked if Ellie could meet her half-sister someday. I told him that was up to Jake and Lila. It wasn’t my place.

I wished him well. And I meant it.

“Grammy!”

Ellie came running out of the house, flour still in her hair, holding a lopsided pancake on a plate.

“Made you breakfast!” she said, holding it up.

I knelt down and took the plate. It was burnt on one side, raw on the other, covered in too much syrup. It was the best pancake I’d ever eaten.

“Thank you, baby,” I said, kissing her forehead. “It’s perfect.”

She giggled and ran back inside, chased by Jake, who was pretending to be a monster.

I stood up, looking out over the mountains.

I thought of that day on the porch, five years ago. The day I’d come home from the lawyer’s office, glowing with the news of my inheritance, only to find Daniel and Patricia waiting to destroy me.

I’d thought my life was over that day.

But it was just beginning.

Eleanor had been right. I was stronger than I knew. I’d fought, and I’d won, and I’d built a life better than anything I’d ever dared to dream.

I took a bite of the pancake. It was terrible. And wonderful.

Behind me, someone turned on the radio. An old song came on, one Eleanor used to sing to me when I was little.

I smiled.

Somewhere, I knew she was listening.

I walked back inside, closing the door against the cold, stepping into the warmth and the light and the laughter of the family I’d built.

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The battle was over.

The rest was just living.

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