Chapter 3

They moved me to a private room.
Dr. Wright arranged it himself, speaking quietly to the charge nurse, his professional demeanor back in place but his eyes still red.
I held my son in my arms while they wheeled me down the hallway. He was so warm, so heavy against my chest, his soft breath tickling my skin.
I named him Liam.
It felt right. Strong. Gentle.
Dr. Wright came back an hour later, this time with a bag of things he'd gone out to buy. Onesies. Blankets. Diapers. A soft stuffed rabbit.
"I didn't know what you needed," he said, setting the bag down awkwardly. "I just… I wanted to help."
I nodded, my throat tight. "Thank you."
He pulled a chair up beside the bed and sat down. For a long time, he just watched Liam sleep, a look of profound sadness on his face.
"Logan was born three years after we lost Matthew," he said finally, his voice quiet. "That was his name. Matthew."
He paused, looking at the birthmark above Liam's eyebrow.
"My wife, Eleanor, she… she tried. At first. But she'd look at Logan and see Matthew, or she'd look at him and be terrified that she'd lose him too. She could never just be his mother."
He ran a hand over his face.
"And I was no better. I threw myself into my work. Saved other people's babies because I couldn't save my own. I was never really there for Logan. Not the way he needed."
His voice broke.
"When he left, I blamed myself. I still do. I failed him as a father. And now he's out there somewhere, and he has a son, and he doesn't even know."
He looked at me, his eyes pleading.
"Joanna, I need to find him. Not just for me. For Liam. For you. He deserves to know his father. And you… you shouldn't have to carry this alone."
I looked down at Liam, at his tiny fingers curled around mine.
"I don't know," I said softly. "Logan left. He chose to leave. What if he doesn't want to be found?"
"He was running," Dr. Wright said firmly. "Not from you. From himself. From everything he grew up with. I've seen it before—in patients, in colleagues. People who run because they're terrified of becoming what they hate most."
He leaned forward slightly.
"Logan always feared he'd be like his mother. Cold. Distant. Incapable of loving someone without hurting them. When you told him you were pregnant… it probably triggered every fear he ever had."
I thought back to that night. The way Logan had gone pale when I told him. The way he couldn't meet my eyes.
I'd thought it was me. That he didn't love me enough. That I wasn't good enough.
But what if it had never been about me at all?
Dr. Wright reached into his pocket and pulled out his wallet. He flipped it open and showed me a photograph—a young man with Logan's eyes, his smile, holding a soccer trophy.
"That's him at seventeen," he said, his voice thick with emotion. "He was so happy then. Before everything got worse."
He closed the wallet.
"Let me help you, Joanna. Please. I'm not asking for anything for myself. I just want to make sure you and Liam are taken care of. And if Logan wants to be part of this… then we'll cross that bridge when we come to it."
I looked at this man who had lost so much, who was now offering me kindness I hadn't known in months.
I thought of the tiny room I was renting, of the double shifts I'd been working, of the fear that had been my constant companion.
And I thought of Liam, who deserved more than just me. He deserved family. Even if it was complicated.
"Okay," I whispered.
Dr. Wright's shoulders sagged with relief.
"Thank you," he said. "I won't let you down. I promise."
Over the next two days, he was there constantly. Not in a suffocating way, but in a way that made me feel safe for the first time in months.
He brought me food. Sat with me while I fed Liam. Answered all my stupid first-time-mother questions without making me feel stupid.
The nurses whispered about it. Dr. Wright, the man who kept everyone at arm's length, was suddenly spending all his free time in the maternity ward.
No one knew the truth. Not yet.
When it was time to go home, Dr. Wright drove me himself.
He'd insisted on renting me a proper apartment—a one-bedroom with a real kitchen and a balcony, in a safe neighborhood.
"I'll pay for it," he'd said when I protested. "Consider it back pay for all the years I wasn't there for my son. This is the least I can do for his son."
I didn't argue. I was too tired, too overwhelmed, too grateful.
As he helped me carry my things up the stairs, Liam sleeping peacefully in his car seat, I looked at this man who had become my unexpected lifeline.
And for the first time since Logan left, I allowed myself to hope that maybe things would be okay.
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But I didn't know that while we were settling into this new life, Logan was only a few hours away.
And he was about to find out everything.