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Chapter 15

We went back to Austin the next day.

The house felt empty without Eleanor.

Her things were still in the guest wing.

Her books.

Her favorite blanket.

The cookie jar she'd kept on the kitchen counter.

The children missed her terribly.

Noah wore the watch she'd given him every day, even though it was too big for his wrist.

Ethan kept his dinosaur fossils on his nightstand.

Sophia slept with the porcelain doll in her bed.

Olivia wrote in the journal every night, telling Grandma about her day.

I missed her too.

More than I'd expected.

She'd become such an important part of our lives in such a short time.

But she'd also left us with so much.

Memories.

Love.

A sense of family.

And she'd given us something else too.

Peace.

Daniel had dropped the custody case, just as he'd promised.

Sarah called to confirm it.

The papers had been filed.

It was over.

I felt an enormous weight lift from my shoulders.

For eight years, I'd carried the fear that Daniel would come back and try to take my children.

For months, I'd fought a legal battle that had drained me emotionally and financially.

And now it was done.

We were free.

That evening, Marcus found me in the garden, planting flowers.

Eleanor had loved tulips.

I was planting a bed of them in her memory.

"You didn't have to do that alone," he said, kneeling down beside me.

"I needed to do something. To feel like I was honoring her."

"She would have loved this."

We worked in silence for a while.

Planting bulbs.

Covering them with soil.

Watering them.

It was peaceful.

"So," Marcus said finally. "It's really over?"

"It's really over."

"How do you feel?"

I sat back on my heels and looked at him.

"Relieved. Sad. Happy. All of it at the same time."

He nodded.

"That makes sense."

He was quiet for a moment.

Then he said, "I have something to tell you. Something I've been wanting to say for a long time."

My heart skipped a beat.

I looked at him.

"What is it?"

He took a deep breath.

"I love you, Kesha. I have for a long time. And I love those children like they're my own. I know this is a terrible time. With Eleanor just being gone, and everything else... I don't want to pressure you. I just needed you to know."

I stared at him.

Marcus.

My driver.

My friend.

The man who'd been there for everything.

Who'd changed diapers and fixed broken toys and sat up with sick children in the middle of the night.

Who'd protected us from Daniel.

Who'd held me when I cried.

I'd never thought of him as anything more than a friend.

But as I looked at him now, sitting there in the garden, his eyes full of hope and fear...

I realized I'd been blind.

Marcus loved me.

And maybe, just maybe, I loved him too.

"Marcus..."

"You don't have to say anything," he said quickly. "Not now. Not ever, if you don't feel the same. I just needed you to know. I'll always be here for you. For the children. No matter what."

I reached over and took his hand.

"I need some time," I said quietly. "To grieve. To heal. To figure out what I want."

"Take all the time you need. I'm not going anywhere."

I smiled through my tears.

"Thank you."

We went back to planting tulips.

But something had shifted between us.

Something new.

Something hopeful.

Eleanor was gone.

But she'd left us with more than just memories.

She'd left us with the promise of new beginnings.

And for the first time in a long time, I allowed myself to imagine a future.

May you like

A future where I wasn't just surviving.

A future where I was truly living.

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