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Chapter 9

Fourteen months.

We marked every day on a calendar.

We moved to a different house.

Different city.

Different state.

Oregon.

Somewhere nobody knew our names.

We got new phones.

New email addresses.

We tried to start over.

Noah grew.

He took his first steps.

Said his first words.

“Mama.”

“Dada.”

He was happy.

Healthy.

Perfect.

But the shadow never went away.

Every time Hannah heard a floorboard creak at night.

Every time a stranger smiled at Noah in the grocery store.

Every time we saw an older woman with gray hair and pearls.

We flinched.

We installed more cameras.

Better locks.

An alarm system.

We slept with the lights on.

The fourteen months ended on a Tuesday in March.

Mom was released.

We didn’t celebrate.

We didn’t breathe a sigh of relief.

We just… waited.

For the other shoe to drop.

Three days later, there was a knock on our door.

I opened it.

It was a process server.

“Daniel Carter?”

“Yes.”

“You’ve been served.”

He handed me an envelope.

I opened it.

My mother was suing us.

For defamation.

Intentional infliction of emotional distress.

Malicious prosecution.

She was asking for twenty million dollars.

And custody of Noah.

She claimed we’d destroyed her reputation.

Her business.

Her health.

That we’d fabricated evidence.

Bribed witnesses.

Conspired with the police.

And that we were “unfit parents” who’d used our own son as a pawn in a sick game.

The papers said she had “new evidence” that would prove our guilt.

I threw the envelope across the room.

“It never ends,” I screamed. “It will never end.”

Hannah picked up the papers.

Read them.

Her hands were shaking.

“Daniel… she’s not going to stop. Ever. She’s going to spend the rest of her life making ours miserable. And she has the money to do it. Dad’s money. The GoFundMe money. She can keep us in court until we’re bankrupt. Until we’re broken. Until she gets Noah.”

I knew she was right.

Mom had nothing but time.

And money.

And a burning, all-consuming need to win.

To prove she was right.

To destroy us completely.

We hired the best lawyer we could afford.

He read the lawsuit.

Shook his head.

“Most of this is garbage. She’ll never get custody. The defamation claim is weak—you told the truth, and most of it was privileged court testimony. But she doesn’t care about winning. She cares about bleeding you dry. Every motion. Every deposition. Every hearing costs you money. She can keep this going for ten years. Easy.”

“Then what do we do?”

“Two options. Fight it. Spend every penny you have. Win, eventually, but be broke and broken when it’s over. Or… settle.”

“Settle? Give her money? After everything she did?”

“Not money. Something else. She doesn’t want your money. She wants control. She wants access to Noah. She wants to be a grandmother again. If you agree to supervised visits—once a month, in a neutral location, with a social worker present—she’ll drop the whole thing. My source says she’s already made the offer through back channels. She says she just wants to be part of her grandson’s life.”

I stood up.

“Absolutely not. She is never getting within a hundred miles of my son.”

“Think about it, Daniel. This lawsuit could take five years. It could cost you everything. Your house. Your savings. Your sanity. And in the end? A jury might give her custody. Juries love her. Remember?”

I looked at Hannah.

She was crying.

Quietly.

Into her hands.

“I can’t do this again,” she whispered. “I can’t go back to court. I can’t listen to her call me a liar and a bad mother again. I’ll kill myself before I let her take Noah. I swear to God, Daniel, I will.”

I held her.

“I won’t let that happen. I promise. We’ll find another way.”

But there was no other way.

We both knew it.

That night, I sat up until 3:00 AM.

Thinking.

Planning.

Everything I’d done.

Everything the police had done.

Everything the courts had done.

None of it had worked.

The system had failed.

The jury had failed.

The judge had failed.

Seven people were dead.

My family was destroyed.

And the woman responsible was free.

Suing me.

Trying to take my son.

I looked at Noah’s monitor.

He was sleeping.

Peaceful.

Innocent.

And I made a decision.

The system had failed.

So I wouldn’t use the system anymore.

I got up.

Packed a bag.

Left a note for Hannah.

I’m going to fix this. Once and for all. Don’t call the police. Don’t look for me. Just take care of Noah. I love you both more than anything.

I got in the car.

Drove north.

To Seattle.

To the house I grew up in.

I knew Mom would be there.

Linda was visiting.

Dad was at work.

Perfect.

I parked three blocks away.

Walked to the house.

I had a key.

I’d never given it back.

I opened the front door.

Quietly.

The house was the same.

Same carpet.

Same furniture.

Same smell of lemon polish and lavender.

The smell of my childhood.

The smell of death.

I heard voices in the kitchen.

Mom and Linda.

Laughing.

Planning.

“…and once we get custody,” Mom was saying, “we’ll move him to Florida. Somewhere Hannah and Daniel will never find him. I’ll raise him right. The way I should have raised Daniel. He’ll never know those two existed. He’ll only know me. His real mother.”

Linda laughed.

“You’re brilliant, Mom. Absolutely brilliant. The judge is going to eat it up. The doctor’s report saying they’re both mentally unstable? The fake texts from Hannah admitting she drugged herself? Nobody will ever know we forged them. In six months, Noah will be ours. And Daniel and Hannah will be living under a bridge somewhere. Exactly where they belong.”

I stood in the doorway.

They saw me.

The laughter died.

Mom stood up.

Slowly.

“Daniel. What a surprise. Come in. Have a seat. We were just talking about you.”

I didn’t move.

“I heard everything, Mom. Every word.”

She smiled.

That smile.

The one that used to mean I was safe.

Now it meant I was dead.

“Then you know. You can’t win. I have more money. More friends. More power. I always have. I always will. You can fight me for the next fifty years. And I will still win. Because that’s what I do. I win. Now… are you going to be reasonable? Or do I have to destroy you completely?”

I walked toward her.

“You already destroyed me. You destroyed everything. But it ends today.”

Linda stood up.

“Get out, Daniel. Or I’m calling the police.”

I didn’t look at her.

I only had eyes for Mom.

“You killed seven people, Mom. You almost killed my wife and son. And you’re going to kill again. I know you are. You can’t help it. It’s who you are. And I’m not going to let you.”

I pulled the gun from my waistband.

Mom didn’t flinch.

She smiled wider.

“You won’t do it, Daniel. You’re too weak. Just like your father. Just like Ethan. You don’t have the stomach for it. Put the gun down. We can talk about this. I’m your mother. I love you. I only ever wanted what was best for you.”

She took a step toward me.

“Put it down, baby. Give Mom a hug.”

She reached out.

And for a split second.

Just one.

I was five years old again.

Standing outside Ethan’s nursery.

Hearing her whisper.

And I almost did it.

Almost lowered the gun.

Almost let her hold me.

Almost believed her.

But then I saw her eyes.

Cold.

Empty.

Dead.

There was nothing there.

No love.

No remorse.

May you like

Nothing.

I pulled the trigger.

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