Chapter 8

The next few months were the happiest of my life.
Maria and I took things slowly. We didn't rush into anything. We went on dates—quiet dinners, walks in the park, trips to the zoo with Lily. We talked. We laughed. We learned each other.
Eleanor was thrilled. She'd been dropping hints for weeks, not very subtle ones, about what a good couple we'd make. When we finally told her we were together, she cried and hugged both of us and immediately started planning a wedding.
"Not yet," I told her, laughing. "Let's take it one day at a time."
But secretly, I was already thinking about it.
About rings. About vows. About a future.
Lily took it all in stride. She'd always called me Nathan, and she kept calling me Nathan. But she started holding my hand when we went places. She started sitting between Maria and me at dinner. She started asking when we could go on "family trips."
Family.
That word felt like a gift.
One Saturday in October, we drove out to the cemetery where my father was buried. Eleanor wanted to visit him, to tell him everything that had happened.
We brought flowers. We cleaned his headstone. We stood there in the crisp autumn air, the four of us, while Eleanor talked to him like he was right there beside us.
"David would have liked you," Maria said quietly, as we walked back to the car.
I looked at her.
"You think so?"
She nodded.
"He was a good man. Kind. Hardworking. He would have been happy to know Lily had someone like you in her life."
I took her hand.
"I wish I could have met him."
"Me too," she said. "He would have liked your mother too. They both loved gardening."
I smiled, thinking about Eleanor and her new gentleman friend, George, spending hours in the garden together.
"She's happy," I said. "Really happy. I haven't seen her like this since Dad died."
"She deserves it," Maria said. "After everything she went through."
We drove home in comfortable silence, Lily asleep in the back seat, her head resting against the window.
That evening, after dinner, Eleanor pulled me aside.
"There's something I want to give you," she said, leading me to her room.
She opened her closet and pulled out a small wooden box. She opened it. Inside, on a bed of velvet, was a ring.
It was my mother's engagement ring. The one my father had given her nearly fifty years ago.
"Mom," I said, surprised. "I can't—"
"You can," she said, pressing the box into my hand. "And you should. Maria is a wonderful woman. She loves you. She loves this family. And she's made you happy. I haven't seen you smile like this in years."
Tears pricked my eyes.
"Are you sure?"
"Never been surer of anything," she said. "Your father would have wanted this. He always said the best thing he ever did was marry me. I want you to have that same happiness."
I held the ring in my hand, turning it over. It was simple. Elegant. Timeless.
Just like Maria.
"Thank you," I said, pulling her into a hug. "For everything."
She patted my back.
"Now go," she said, smiling. "And don't keep that poor girl waiting."
I found Maria in the garden, sitting on the bench where she and Lily often sat, looking up at the stars.
"Hey," I said, sitting down beside her.
"Hey," she said, leaning her head on my shoulder. "Where's Lily?"
"Asleep. Grandma Eleanor read her three stories. She was out before the third one ended."
Maria laughed softly.
"She loves it here. She loves Eleanor. She loves..."
She paused.
"She loves you too, you know."
I turned to look at her.
"I love her too," I said. "More than I ever thought possible. And I love you, Maria. With everything I am."
I pulled the small wooden box from my pocket and opened it.
Maria's breath caught.
"Nathan..."
"I know we haven't been together very long," I said. "And I know I come with a lot of baggage—a big house, a complicated past, a mother who's already planning the wedding."
She laughed through her tears.
"But I also know that you make me happier than I've ever been," I continued. "That you've made me a better man. That you and Lily are the best things that ever happened to me. And I want to spend the rest of my life making you both as happy as you've made me."
I took the ring from the box.
"Maria Parker, will you marry me?"
She didn't answer right away. She just looked at me, her eyes filled with tears, her hand covering her mouth.
Then she nodded, so hard her hair fell in her face.
"Yes," she whispered. "Yes, Nathan. A thousand times yes."
I slipped the ring onto her finger. It fit perfectly.
We kissed under the stars, and for the first time in my life, I felt like I was exactly where I was supposed to be.
With the woman I loved.
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Building the family I'd always wanted.
Home.