Chapter 8

The next hour was agony.
Emily and I sat in the living room, the television on but muted, watching the clock tick.
Grace woke up once, hungry, and Emily fed her automatically, her eyes never leaving the phone.
The officers outside were radioing for updates, but they had no more information than we did.
At four-fifteen in the morning, my phone rang.
It was Jack.
I answered immediately.
“Jack?”
His voice was rough, breathing hard.
“It’s over.”
“Are you okay?”
“I’m fine,” he said. “A little banged up, but fine. Brandon is in custody. The other man too. Nicole and Tyler are safe. They’re on their way to a hospital to get checked out.”
I closed my eyes.
Tears of relief streamed down my face.
Emily saw my face and started crying too.
“Thank God,” I whispered.
“The police are here now,” Jack said. “They’re processing the scene. Nicole is already talking. She’s ready to testify against Brandon. She says she’ll tell them everything. How he planned the car incident. How he drugged Emily. How he planted the evidence on her computer. How he hired the man to kill Emily before the trial. Everything.”
He paused.
“Margaret, this is it. With Nicole’s testimony, we’ve got him. He’s not going anywhere.”
I hung up and told Emily.
She collapsed onto the couch, sobbing.
“It’s over,” she kept saying. “It’s really over.”
But it wasn’t over.
Not by a long shot.
The days that followed were a whirlwind.
Nicole gave a full statement to the police.
She told them everything.
How Brandon had pursued her, told her he was unhappy in his marriage, promised her a life together.
How he’d gotten her pregnant, then told her he couldn’t leave Emily because of the money.
How he’d come up with the plan.
“Emily has postpartum depression,” he’d told Nicole. “Everyone knows that. If something happens to her, everyone will think it was an accident. Or that she did it to herself.”
How he’d researched the perfect sedative.
How he’d practiced moving the car seat, taking the phone, locking the doors.
How he’d made Nicole help him.
How he’d planted the evidence on Emily’s computer.
How he’d paid the other man, a career criminal named Jake, ten thousand dollars to kill Emily and make it look like a suicide.
It was all there.
Dates.
Times.
Details only someone who was there would know.
Voss tried to get Nicole’s statement thrown out.
Claimed she was lying to get immunity.
Claimed Jack had coerced her.
But the judge allowed it.
And then Voss tried something else.
He filed a motion to dismiss the entire case.
Claiming that the video evidence was “inconclusive.”
That the toxicology report was “unreliable.”
That Nicole’s statement was “the word of a scorned woman.”
The judge denied the motion.
The trial was set for three months later.
In the meantime, Brandon remained in jail, denied bail.
Eleanor Carter, however, was still fighting.
She filed her own motion for custody of Grace.
Claiming that both Emily and Brandon were unfit parents.
That Grace needed a stable home.
That she, as the paternal grandmother, was the best person to raise her.
Sarah was furious.
“She’s trying to use Brandon’s own crime against Emily,” she said. “She’s saying that because Emily was a victim, because she went through this trauma, she’s somehow unfit. It’s outrageous.”
But the judge ordered a custody evaluation.
A social worker would come to the house, observe Emily with Grace, talk to friends and family, and make a recommendation to the court.
Emily was terrified.
“What if she thinks I’m not a good mother?” she asked. “What if she gives Grace to Eleanor?”
I held her hand.
“Emily, you are a wonderful mother. Grace loves you. You are everything to her. The social worker will see that. Eleanor is just grasping at straws.”
But I was worried too.
Eleanor Carter had money.
She had influence.
And she was determined to get her granddaughter.
The social worker came a week later.
Her name was Ms. Henderson.
She was in her forties, with a kind face and a notebook.
She spent three hours at the house.
She watched Emily feed Grace.
Change her.
Play with her.
Sing to her.
She talked to me.
She talked to Mrs. Alvarez, our neighbor.
She talked to Emily’s doctor.
When she left, she smiled at Emily.
“You have a beautiful baby, Mrs. Carter. And it’s clear you love her very much.”
But she didn’t say anything else.
And we had to wait two weeks for her report.
Those two weeks were torture.
Emily barely slept.
She was convinced Eleanor would win.
That she’d lose Grace.
That all of this had been for nothing.
I tried to reassure her.
But I was scared too.
Finally, the report came.
Sarah called us, her voice triumphant.
“The report is in,” she said. “Ms. Henderson recommends that Grace remain in the sole custody of her mother. She says Emily is a loving, attentive parent. She says the home environment is stable and supportive. And she says Eleanor Carter’s ‘concerns’ appear to be motivated by a desire to control, not by the best interests of the child.”
Emily cried.
I cried.
For the first time in months, I felt like we could breathe.
But then Sarah’s voice turned serious.
“Margaret, there’s something else. Voss has filed a motion for a change of venue. He says the media coverage here has made it impossible for Brandon to get a fair trial. He wants to move the trial to another county. One that’s more conservative. More likely to be sympathetic to a grieving husband.”
“Will the judge grant it?” I asked.
“I don’t know,” Sarah said. “Voss is very good at this. And he’s right about the media coverage. Everyone in this county has an opinion about this case. The judge might decide that a change of venue is the only way to ensure a fair trial.”
She paused.
“If we have to move the trial, we lose the home field advantage. We lose the jury pool that’s been following the case, that knows Brandon’s history here. We start fresh. And Voss gets to try the case all over again, in a place where no one knows us.”
It was another setback.
But we’d come too far to give up now.
The judge heard the motion a week later.
Voss argued passionately about the media circus, about the unfair prejudice against his client.
Sarah argued that the media coverage was nationwide, that moving the trial wouldn’t change anything, that Brandon’s own actions had created the media storm.
The judge took the motion under advisement.
We had to wait another week for her decision.
During that week, Vanessa Bennett came to see us again.
She brought Tyler with her.
He was a beautiful baby, with Brandon’s eyes and Nicole’s nose.
It was strange, looking at him.
Knowing that he was Grace’s half-brother.
Knowing that his father had tried to kill her and her mother.
Vanessa held Tyler close.
“Nicole asked me to give you this,” she said, handing Emily a letter.
Emily opened it.
It was from Nicole.
Dear Emily,
I don’t expect you to forgive me. I know what I did was unforgivable. I helped Brandon hurt you. I helped him hurt Grace. I stood by and watched as he locked you in that car. I was scared. I was stupid. I thought Brandon loved me. I thought we’d have a life together. I was wrong.
Brandon is a monster. He doesn’t love anyone but himself. He used me. He used you. He used our children.
I’m going to testify against him. I’m going to tell the truth. I’m going to make sure he spends the rest of his life in prison.
I know I can never make up for what I did. But I want you to know that I’m sorry. More sorry than you’ll ever know.
If there’s anything I can ever do for you or Grace, please let me know.
Nicole
Emily folded the letter and put it in her pocket.
She looked at Tyler, sleeping peacefully in Vanessa’s arms.
“He’s beautiful,” she said.
Vanessa nodded, tears in her eyes.
“He is. And he deserves a father who loves him. Not a monster like Brandon.”
She paused.
“Nicole is going to plead guilty to accessory charges. She’s hoping for probation. She wants to be able to raise Tyler. To give him a good life. Away from all of this.”
Emily thought for a moment.
Then she said, “Tell her I won’t oppose it. She made a terrible mistake. But she’s trying to make it right. And Tyler needs his mother.”
Vanessa squeezed her hand.
“Thank you. You’re a better woman than I would be in your place.”
She left.
Emily looked at me.
“Mom, do you think I’m crazy? For feeling sorry for her?”
I shook my head.
“No, baby. You’re just kind. And that’s not a weakness. That’s what makes you strong.”
The next day, the judge issued her ruling.
She denied Voss’s motion for a change of venue.
The trial would stay right here.
In our county.
Where everyone knew Brandon Carter.
Where everyone knew what he’d done.
Sarah called us, elated.
“We’re going to win this,” she said. “I can feel it.”
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The trial was set to begin in six weeks.
And for the first time since that terrible afternoon in my driveway, I allowed myself to hope.