Chapter 9

The wedding was perfect.
The year that followed was even better.
Voss Family Homes grew. We built our five hundredth affordable unit. We opened three more clinics. We expanded the after-school programs to three more cities. We were featured in magazines. On the news. People called us heroes. Philanthropists. The kind of family Dallas was proud to claim.
But we didn’t care about any of that.
We cared about Lila making the honor roll two semesters in a row. About her winning the school art contest with a drawing of our family (this time, the dad had a face). About her starting soccer and scoring her first goal (she ran straight off the field and tackled me, crying so hard she could barely breathe).
We cared about Mia starting kindergarten. About her being the star of her first ballet recital (she forgot half the steps and spent most of the performance waving at us in the audience, but we cheered louder than anyone else). About her finally learning to ride her bike without training wheels (she fell twice, got back up both times, and yelled “I DID IT DADDY” so loud the whole neighborhood heard).
We cared about quiet nights at home. About movie nights on the couch with popcorn and too much candy. About Sunday morning pancakes shaped like dinosaurs and unicorns. About lazy afternoons in the backyard, watching Max chase the girls around the oak tree.
Abana and I were happy.
Really happy.
The kind of happy you read about in books but never think will happen to you.
We still fought sometimes. About who left the toothpaste cap off. About who forgot to take the trash out. About whether Mia was too young to get her ears pierced (she won. She got them for her sixth birthday. She wore tiny unicorn studs and thought she was the fanciest person in the whole world).
But we never went to bed angry.
We’d learned the hard way how short life was. How quickly everything could change. We never let a fight last longer than an hour. We always said we were sorry. We always said I love you before we turned off the lights.
Hale was convicted on all counts two days before our first wedding anniversary.
He was sentenced to seventy-five years in federal prison. No possibility of parole.
He’d be 142 years old when he got out.
He’d die in prison.
Justice, I guess.
But I didn’t feel happy about it. I didn’t feel vindicated. I just felt… nothing. He was a sad, angry little man who’d spent his whole life hurting people to get what he wanted. And now he’d spend the rest of it in a cell. It was over. And I was ready to stop thinking about him.
To focus on what mattered.
Our family.
Our life.
The week of our anniversary, I planned something special.
I took Abana and the girls back to the lake where I’d proposed. We had the same picnic. Fed the same ducks. Lila skipped stones (she was way better at it than me now). Mia chased butterflies until she fell asleep on the blanket.
We sat there, watching the sunset, just like we had a year earlier.
Abana was leaning against me, her hand resting on my chest, right over my heart. The diamond on her finger glinted in the sunset.
“Remember when you walked into that party?” she said quietly. “You thought your life was over. That everything you’d built was gone.”
I smiled.
“Yeah,” I said. “I remember. I stood there with two little girls clinging to my legs and I thought my world had ended.”
I kissed the top of her head.
“I was wrong,” I said. “It wasn’t ending. It was just beginning. The night those two little girls called me Dad was the best night of my life. Even better than our wedding night. Even better than the day Voss Family Homes opened. Because they gave me something I never had before. Something all the money in the world can’t buy.”
“What’s that?” Abana asked.
“A reason to be better,” I said. “A reason to get up in the morning. A reason to fight. They didn’t just give me a second chance at being a dad. They gave me a second chance at being a man. At being worthy of you.”
Abana looked up at me. Her eyes were shiny.
“You were always worthy,” she said. “You just had to believe it yourself.”
Lila woke up. She crawled over and sat between us.
“What are you guys talking about?” she asked, yawning.
“About how lucky we are,” I said. I pulled her close. “About how much I love you. And your sister. And your mom. More than anything in the whole world.”
Lila smiled. Her gap-toothed smile. The one that still made my chest ache, but in a good way now. In the best way.
“I love you too, Daddy,” she said. “And Mommy. And Mia. And Max. We’re the best family ever.”
Mia stirred in my lap. She opened one eye.
“Best family ever,” she mumbled sleepily, then closed her eye again and went back to sleep.
I looked at my wife. At my daughters. At the sun setting over the lake, painting the sky in colors so beautiful they didn’t look real.
I thought about the scared 22-year-old boy who’d run away seven years earlier. Who’d thought running was the only way to keep from being like his dad.
I thought about the man I was now. A husband. A father. A man who built homes instead of just buildings. A man who showed up. Every single day.
I’d lost everything once.
The life I’d thought I wanted. The billions. The perfect fiancée. The respect of people who didn’t matter.
And in losing it all, I’d found something infinitely better.
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I’d found my family.
I’d found home.