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Chapter 6

The divorce proceedings got ugly. Fast.

Richard hired a fancy lawyer from the big firm downtown. The kind who wore three-thousand-dollar suits and charged six hundred an hour. He thought money would win. He thought he could outspend me. Outmaneuver me.

He was wrong.

My lawyer—Rachel—was a shark in sensible shoes. Forty years old. Two kids of her own. She’d been through a nasty divorce herself. She hated men like Richard. Hated them with a passion.

"He thinks he can bully you," she said at our first strategy meeting, tapping the stack of text messages I’d given her. "He thinks because you clean houses for a living, you’re stupid. Because you’re a woman, you’ll back down. Because you’re a mother, you’ll compromise to keep the peace."

She smiled. It was terrifying.

"We’re going to prove him wrong on every single count."

The first hearing was for temporary orders. Child support. Custody. Who got to stay in the marital home.

Richard showed up in his expensive suit. His lawyer at his side. He looked smug. Confident. Like he’d already won. He didn’t even look at me when I walked into the courtroom with Rachel.

The judge was a no-nonsense woman in her sixties. Judge Henderson. She’d been on the bench for twenty years. She’d seen it all.

Richard’s lawyer spoke first. Droned on for twenty minutes about what a wonderful father Richard was. How he’d built a successful career. How I’d "abducted" the children and refused to let him see them. How my "new lifestyle"—meaning my cleaning business—was "unstable" and "not conducive to a proper home environment."

He actually said that. Out loud. To a judge.

I gripped the edge of the table until my knuckles turned white. Rachel squeezed my arm under the table. Calm down, her eyes said. Let me work.

When it was Rachel’s turn, she didn’t stand on ceremony. She walked right up to the bench and dropped three thick binders in front of Judge Henderson.

"Your Honor," she said, her voice clear and sharp, "my opponent has told you a very nice story. Unfortunately for Mr. Carter, none of it is true. What is true is that for the last two years of their marriage, Mr. Carter maintained an ongoing sexual relationship with a coworker. He spent over twenty thousand dollars of marital funds on hotels, jewelry, and trips for this woman. Meanwhile, his wife and three children were living on a strict allowance, unable to buy new clothes or necessary school supplies without his permission."

She opened the first binder. Started laying out evidence. Screenshots of texts. Credit card statements. Hotel receipts. Photo after photo of Richard with his mistress. At restaurants. At the beach. At a birthday party—while I was home alone with three sick kids.

Richard’s face got redder and redder. His lawyer kept objecting. Overruled. Overruled. Overruled.

"Furthermore," Rachel continued, "Mr. Carter froze the joint bank account the day Mrs. Carter left, leaving her with exactly fifty-nine dollars to care for three minor children. She and the children slept in her car for two nights before finding shelter. Her own parents refused to take them in. She built a successful business from nothing in three months. She now grosses over ten thousand dollars a month. She provides a stable, loving home. The children are thriving in school. They have their own rooms. They’re involved in extracurricular activities."

She opened the second binder. Report cards. Teacher letters. Photos of the kids at the science fair. At dance class. Grinning, happy, healthy.

"Compare that to Mr. Carter," Rachel said. "He lives alone in the marital home. He works sixty hours a week. He has no childcare arranged. He has never made a doctor’s appointment for his children. He has never attended a parent-teacher conference. He is three months behind on the temporary child support order of two thousand dollars a month."

She looked directly at Richard. Her gaze was like ice.

"Mr. Carter claims he wants to be a father. But his actions tell a different story. He only cares about his children when it’s time to use them as weapons against his wife."

The judge read through the binders. Took her time. The courtroom was silent. I could hear Richard breathing hard next to me.

When Judge Henderson finally looked up, her eyes were cold. She looked at Richard like he was something she’d scraped off her shoe.

"Mr. Carter," she said. Her voice boomed through the small courtroom. "I’ve been doing this a long time. I’ve seen a lot of bad behavior. But this? This takes the cake. You cheated on your wife. You spent your children’s future on your mistress. You left your family destitute. And now you have the audacity to come in here and claim she’s the unfit parent?"

She leaned forward. "Let me make this perfectly clear. Temporary sole legal and physical custody to Mrs. Carter. You get supervised visitation every other Saturday. Four hours. At a public place. A social worker will be present at all times until you complete a parenting class and six months of therapy. Child support increased to three thousand two hundred a month, retroactive to the date of separation. That means you owe Mrs. Carter nineteen thousand two hundred dollars by the end of the week. If I don’t see proof of payment in seven days, a bench warrant will be issued for your arrest. Do I make myself clear?"

Richard’s mouth was hanging open. His lawyer looked like he wanted to disappear.

"Y-yes, Your Honor," Richard stammered.

"Good," Judge Henderson said. "And one more thing. The marital home will be listed for sale immediately. Proceeds split sixty-forty in Mrs. Carter’s favor, due to your egregious conduct. If you’re not out in thirty days, the sheriff will remove you. Court adjourned."

She banged the gavel. Stood up. Walked out.

I sat there. Stunned. Nineteen thousand dollars. Sixty percent of the house. Sole custody. Richard had lost. Completely. Totally. Humiliatingly.

Rachel squeezed my shoulder. "Told you we’d win."

Richard stormed out of the courtroom without a glance at me. His lawyer followed, looking embarrassed.

I walked out into the hallway. The sun was streaming through the big windows. I felt like I could fly.

My phone buzzed. A text from an unknown number.

"You think you won? This isn’t over. I’ll take everything from you. Just watch."

Richard. Of course.

I deleted the text. Blocked the number. Didn’t even get mad. He was irrelevant now. A wasp that had lost its stinger. All buzz, no bite.

I called Lashonda. Told her the news. She screamed so loud I had to hold the phone away from my ear.

"We’re celebrating tonight!" she yelled. "My place. Steak. Cake. All the wine. Invite everyone. This is the best day ever!"

That night, my small apartment was packed. Lashonda and her son. Maria and her three kids. Grace, now eight months pregnant and glowing. Marisol—the caseworker who’d sent me to St. Jude’s. Rachel, my lawyer. All the employees of Carter Cleaners.

We ate. We drank. We laughed. The kids ran around screaming, high on sugar and joy. Avery gave a speech. A real speech. Nine years old, standing on a chair, holding a glass of sparkling juice.

"To my mom," she said, her voice clear and strong. "Everyone thought she was broken. But she was just getting started. She’s the strongest person in the whole world. And I’m gonna be just like her when I grow up."

There wasn’t a dry eye in the room.

Later, when everyone was gone and the kids were asleep, I sat on the balcony of my apartment. Looked out over the city. Lights twinkling. Cars passing. A whole world turning.

I thought about that night on my parents’ porch. The cold. The door slamming. The garbage bag. The feeling that my life was over.

I thought about the parking lot at Walmart. The forty-seven dollars. The list I’d written in my notes app.

Never again.

I’d meant it then. I meant it now.

But something had changed. Back then, "never again" had been about anger. About revenge. About proving them wrong.

Now? It was about something bigger. It was about building a life so full, so rich, so beautiful, that the bad days were just distant memories. It was about teaching my kids that no matter how hard you fall, you can always get back up. Higher. Stronger. Better than before.

It was about freedom.

I pulled out my phone. Opened the real estate app. Looked at the yellow house I’d been watching for weeks. Four bedrooms. Three baths. Big backyard. Swing set already in place. White picket fence.

It was still for sale.

The asking price was four hundred and twenty thousand dollars.

I checked my business account. Checked my personal account. Added up the upcoming divorce settlement. The nineteen thousand from Richard. The sixty percent of the house sale.

I could do it.

I could actually do it.

I called my realtor at 11:30 PM. She answered on the second ring.

"Sarah?" I said. "I want to put an offer on the Maple Street house. Full asking price. No contingencies. I want to close in thirty days."

Sarah was quiet for a second. Then she laughed. Delighted.

"Natalie Carter," she said. "You are my favorite client. I’ll draw up the paperwork tonight. Tomorrow morning, we make them an offer they can’t refuse."

I hung up. Leaned back in the plastic patio chair. Closed my eyes.

The yellow house. It was real. It was happening.

And the best part? No one had given it to me. No man. No parents. No charity. I’d built it. Brick by brick. House by house. Scrubbed toilet by scrubbed toilet. It was mine. Earned. Won.

Somewhere in the distance, a train whistle blew. Inside the apartment, Mia mumbled in her sleep.

I smiled.

Let them watch. Let them hate. Let them beg when their time came.

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I was already living the life they’d told me I was too weak, too stupid, too much of a failure to ever have.

And it was only Chapter Six.

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