Chapter 8

The trial took six months to start.
Six long, hard months.
Chloe went to therapy twice a week. She had nightmares. She’d wake up screaming, convinced Richard was standing over her bed. She stopped wanting to play at the park. She stopped wanting to go to piano lessons.
Some nights, Meredith and I would take turns sleeping on the floor next to her bed. Just so she’d know we were there.
Eleanor went to therapy too. She worked hard to earn back Meredith’s trust. She cooked. She cleaned. She sat with Chloe through her nightmares. She never made excuses for Richard. She just listened. She apologized. She tried.
Slowly, things got better.
Chloe started drawing again. The pictures stopped being dark, angry scribbles. She drew rainbows. Puppies. Our family holding hands.
One night, I walked past the living room.
Chloe was sitting at the piano.
Her fingers hovered over the keys.
Then she started to play.
The song she was supposed to play at the recital we’d missed.
It was wobbly. She missed a few notes.
But she played the whole thing through.
When she finished, she turned around.
Meredith and I were standing in the doorway, crying.
“Can I have a new recital?” she asked, shy. “I want to play for you. And Grandma Eleanor. And my therapist. And all the people who helped me.”
Meredith walked over. She knelt and hugged her.
“Of course you can, baby,” she said. “We’ll have the best recital ever. Just for you.”
Two weeks before the trial, the prosecutor called.
“We got a break,” she said. “Richard’s former cellmate came forward. Richard told him everything. Bragged about it. Said Chloe was a liar, that he’d gotten away with hurting her for months, that he was gonna get off and make the whole family pay. The cellmate is willing to testify. We also found old medical records from 1995. Meredith was treated for a broken arm at the ER. The notes say ‘suspicious injury, consistent with being grabbed and thrown.’ Eleanor never filed a report, but the records are there. This is a home run, guys. He’s not walking away from this.”
The night before the trial, I tucked Chloe in.
“Tomorrow, the bad man has to go to a big room with lots of people,” I said. “They’re gonna decide he has to go away for a very long time. You don’t have to see him. You don’t have to talk to him if you don’t want to. Whatever you need, we’ll do it.”
Chloe thought for a second.
“I want to talk,” she said. “I want to tell them what he did. I want them to know he’s bad. So he can’t hurt any other little girls.”
My chest felt so full I could barely breathe.
My brave, brave girl.
“Okay,” I said. “If that’s what you want. We’ll be right there with you. The whole time.”
May you like
She smiled.
“I know,” she said. “You always are.”