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Chapter 9

A year to the day after the wedding that wasn’t, we held the second annual Sienna Mae Foundation gala.

It was bigger than the first one.

Twice as many people. Twice as much money raised. We were giving out ten scholarships that year. Ten girls who’d get to chase their dreams because of our family.

Audrey was the star of the night.

She wore a simple blue dress. Her hair was down. She moved through the crowd like she was born to it, laughing, talking, making everyone feel welcome. She was confident now. Strong. She knew who she was. She knew she belonged. No one could ever make her feel small again.

Julian was right beside her the whole night.

Not hovering. Just there. When she needed a refill on her water, he had it. When someone asked a question he knew the answer to, he stepped in. When she got tired, he gently guided her to a chair and made her sit down for five minutes.

They worked together like they’d been doing it their whole lives.

George was there too.

He’d moved back home two months earlier. He’d bought a small house on the other side of town. He volunteered at the foundation three days a week. He still didn’t talk much about the past, but he worked harder than anyone to make the future better.

That night, he gave a speech.

He stood up in front of everyone and told the truth about what he’d done. He talked about fear, and grief, and the terrible choices we make when we think we’re protecting the people we love. He apologized publicly to Audrey. He apologized to the town. He said he’d spend the rest of his life trying to earn back the trust he’d broken.

When he finished, the room erupted in applause.

I looked around the table at my family.

Richard, holding my hand, his eyes bright with pride.

George, sitting a little straighter, a small smile on his face.

Julian, looking at Audrey like she hung the moon.

Audrey, glowing, happy, finally home.

And Sienna. Always Sienna. Her picture on the wall behind the stage, smiling that big bright smile of hers, like she was cheering us all on.

After the gala, we went back to the house.

We were all tired. Our feet hurt. Our throats were sore from talking and laughing. But none of us wanted the night to end.

We made hot chocolate and went out to the backyard.

We sat around the old fire pit Julian had built the month before, watching the flames dance in the dark.

For a long time, no one spoke.

We just listened to the crickets. Watched the sparks fly up into the sky.

Then Audrey cleared her throat.

“I have something to say,” she said.

We all turned to look at her.

She was holding a small piece of paper in her hands. She twisted it nervously between her fingers.

“I got a letter today,” she said. “From the adoption agency.”

My breath caught.

Richard squeezed my hand.

“A few months ago, I filled out some paperwork,” she said. “I didn’t tell anyone because I didn’t want to get my hopes up. But… it’s official. Richard. Clara. You’re adopting me.”

She looked up at us, her eyes glistening with tears.

“I’m legally your daughter now. Just like Sienna. Just like Julian.”

I couldn’t breathe.

I’d wanted this for so long. I’d thought about it a hundred times. But I’d never dared to say it out loud. I’d never wanted to push her. I’d wanted her to choose us, just like we’d chosen her.

I stood up and walked over to her.

I knelt down in front of her, just like I had that terrible night in the guest room.

“Are you sure?” I whispered. “This is forever. No takebacks.”

She laughed through her tears.

“I’ve never been more sure of anything in my life,” she said. “You’re my mom. You’ve always been my mom. I just want it to be official now.”

I pulled her into my arms and held her as tight as I could.

I cried. Happy tears. The best kind of tears.

Richard came over and wrapped his arms around both of us.

Then Julian.

Then George.

We all stood there in a big group hug, crying and laughing, holding on to each other like we’d never let go.

For so long, I’d thought our family was broken beyond repair.

I’d thought Sienna’s death had torn us into pieces we’d never be able to put back together.

But I was wrong.

We weren’t broken.

We were just being remade.

Different than before. Stronger. Better.

Tied together not just by blood, but by choice. By forgiveness. By love.

By Sienna. Always by Sienna.

The fire popped.

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A spark flew up into the dark sky, burning bright for just a second before it faded away.

Somewhere, I knew Sienna was smiling.

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