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Chapter 7

The next two weeks were a blur.

Voss’s arrest made national news. The story was too juicy to ignore: billionaire philanthropist revealed as a criminal mastermind, kidnapper, all-around monster. The bribes. The fake court orders. The years of hunting a woman and child across state lines. The fact that the “kidnapped” boy was actually his own son, conceived in a one-night stand with a drunk college girl he’d never bothered to remember.

The press ate it up.

They camped outside my apartment building. They shoved microphones in our faces when we went to the grocery store. They dug up every photo of me from college, every bad tweet, every award I’d ever won at the architecture firm. I was “The Mother Who Never Knew.” Megan was “The Hero Who Hid In Plain Sight.” Noah was “The Billion Dollar Heir Who Said No.”

We hated every second of it.

Alvarez did his best to shield us. He gave us the number of a good lawyer—a woman named Rita who wore combat boots under her pantsuit and had once put three senators in prison. She handled the custody stuff, the lawsuits, the people crawling out of the woodwork claiming they’d always known Voss was evil.

The custody hearing was the worst part.

Voss’s team of expensive lawyers tried everything. They said I was unfit—too young, too single, too traumatized by the recent events to properly care for a child. They said Megan was a kidnapper who should be in prison herself, not raising a boy. They even tried to get Noah’s grandparents—Voss’s elderly parents, who lived in Palm Beach and hadn’t spoken to their son in five years—custodial rights, claiming the Voss name was his birthright.

Noah testified.

He was eleven years old, in a cast, standing in front of a judge and twelve lawyers and a court reporter, and he didn’t stutter once.

“Mr. Voss isn’t my dad,” he said, looking straight at the judge. “A dad doesn’t tie you to a chair. A dad doesn’t make your mom crash her car. A dad doesn’t threaten to kill the people you love. Emily is my mom. Megan is my other mom. They’re the only family I want. And if you make me go with anyone else, I’ll run away. I’m really good at running. I’ve had practice.”

The courtroom went silent.

Then the judge—an older woman with gray hair and glasses who had already thrown three of Voss’s lawyers out of her courtroom for being “obstreperous”—smiled.

“I don’t doubt it for a second, young man,” she said.

She awarded me full legal and physical custody of Noah. She gave Megan “de facto parent” status—an unusual ruling, but one that gave her equal rights to make decisions about his education, his health, his life. She said the law was written for traditional families, but “traditional is just a word for something people haven’t thought hard enough about yet.”

And then she looked directly at the camera feed that was broadcasting the hearing to every news station in the country.

“Richard Voss will never see this boy again,” she said. “Not in person. Not in letters. Not through third parties. If any member of the Voss family or any associate of Richard Voss comes within five hundred feet of Noah Blackwell-Warren, they will be arrested. Is that clear?”

It was clear.

We walked out of the courthouse to a wall of cameras and shouting reporters. Noah held both our hands, his head held high, and didn’t say a word. We got in the car and drove home.

Home.

That was the next thing we had to figure out.

My apartment was a two-bedroom in Northeast Portland. It was nice—for a single person. But for three people? It was tiny. The second bedroom was my home office, filled with drafting tables and blueprints and a couch that folded out into a bed. Megan had been sleeping there since the night we rescued Noah. She slept with a baseball bat under the bed and woke up at every little noise.

We were sitting at the kitchen table one night, eating takeout pizza, when Noah brought it up.

“This apartment is too small,” he said, mouth full of pepperoni.

“Thanks for the vote of confidence,” I said.

“It is! Megan has to sleep on the couch-bed. There’s no room for my Lego collection. And the shower is so tiny I can barely wash my hair without hitting my elbow. We need a real house. With a yard. And a basement for my science experiments. And a treehouse.”

Megan and I looked at each other.

“He’s not wrong,” Megan said. “Your place is great for a single lady who brings home a different guy every Friday—”

“I do NOT—”

“—but for three people? It’s tight. And honestly? After everything that happened… I don’t feel safe here. The press knows where we live. Voss still has friends out there. People who would do something stupid just to get on his good side. We need somewhere more private. Somewhere with a fence.”

I sighed. She was right. And it wasn’t just the safety thing. I wanted space. I wanted a place where Noah could be a kid without worrying about who was watching. A place where Megan could have her own room instead of crashing on my fold-out couch. A place that was ours.

But houses in Portland were expensive. Even with my good salary at the firm, a nice place with a yard in a good neighborhood was pushing it.

“Money’s tight,” I said. “I’ve got student loans. Car payments. The lawyer bills are gonna be insane even with Rita giving us a discount.”

Noah’s face lit up. “Wait! What about the money?”

“What money?”

“Voss’s money! The judge said all the stuff he stole from people has to be given back, right? And Megan said we’re supposed to get, like, a million dollars in damages or something! For kidnapping and emotional stuff!”

Megan and I both groaned.

“Buddy,” Megan said. “Civil lawsuits take years. And even if we win, most of that money goes to lawyers and taxes. We’re not gonna be rich. We’re just gonna be… not broke.”

“Oh.” Noah’s face fell. Then it lit up again. “Wait! What about the stuff in the suitcase? The stuff Voss packed for me? It was full of fancy clothes and a laptop and, like, a thousand dollars in cash! Can we keep that?”

I looked at Megan. She shrugged. “Finders keepers. Voss has enough suits to last him the next twenty years in prison. He won’t miss a thousand bucks.”

“YES!” Noah pumped his fist. “I’m buying so many Legos.”

We laughed. But later, after Noah was in bed, Megan and I sat on the balcony drinking beer and watching the traffic on Burnside. The summer air was warm, thick with the smell of food carts and marijuana from the neighbor’s deck.

“Emily,” Megan said quietly. “I’ve been thinking. I should get my own place.”

I set my beer down. “What? Why?”

“Because. This is your life. Your apartment. Your son. I crashed it for eleven years. I stole your baby. I lied to you. I dragged you into a war with a billionaire. And now that it’s over… I don’t wanna overstay my welcome. You and Noah deserve a chance to be a real mother and son without me hovering around like a ghost from the past.”

She wouldn’t look at me. She stared at her beer can like it held all the answers.

“Megan.”

“I can get a studio apartment over in Gresham. It’s cheap. I can get a job at a coffee shop. I’ll come over every weekend for dinner. Noah can spend the night sometimes. It’ll be good—”

“Megan, stop.”

She stopped.

I turned her chair so she had to look at me. Her eyes were glistening.

“Listen to me,” I said. “You did not steal my son. You saved him. You gave him eleven years of love and safety when I couldn’t. You took a bullet for both of us. And yeah, you lied. And yeah, you left without a word. And I am still really, really mad at you about that. But mad doesn’t mean I don’t love you. It doesn’t mean you’re not family.”

I took her hand.

“Noah was right earlier. We’re not a traditional family. We’re never gonna be the mom, the dad, the two kids and a dog in the suburbs. We’re two women who love the same boy more than anything in the world, who have been through hell together, who know each other better than we know ourselves. And if you think for one second that I’m gonna let you move to Gresham and live in a studio apartment and work in a coffee shop when you could be here with us, you are dumber than that time you tried to dye your hair neon green in the dorm bathroom and it turned orange.”

A wet laugh burst out of her.

“Besides,” I said. “I need you. Noah needs you. Who else is gonna teach him how to hotwire a car? Who else is gonna stay up with him when he has nightmares? Who else is gonna tell me when my new haircut looks terrible?”

She wiped her eyes. “Your new haircut does look terrible, by the way.”

“See? Indispensable.”

We sat in silence for a minute, holding hands, watching the city lights twinkle.

“So,” Megan said. “We’re really doing this? The three of us? Together?”

“Together.”

“Even though I snore?”

“Even though you snore.”

“Even though I leave wet towels on the bed?”

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“Even though. But I’m hiding all the good towels if you keep it up.”

She laughed. Then she leaned her head on my shoulder. For the first time since we were nineteen, it felt like everything was gonna be okay.

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