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Chapter 7

We went home two days later.

Rosa had been there every day, cleaning, airing out the rooms, making the house feel like ours again. She’d removed the black curtains. She’d opened all the windows. The air smelled of jasmine and lemon polish and hope.

Carlos followed us in, carrying the car seat.

Sebastián was asleep.

I walked through the house, room by room, holding my son.

The living room where the coffin had been was now full of sunlight. Rosa had put Camila’s favorite books back on the shelves. Her crocheted blanket was draped over the arm of the sofa.

I walked up the stairs.

The nursery was at the end of the hall.

Camila had spent three months painting it. Soft yellow walls. Murals of rabbits and deer and trees along the bottom. She’d hung a mobile of stars above the crib. She’d folded tiny onesies in the dresser, each one washed and ironed and waiting.

I’d avoided this room since I came home.

I’d thought it would be too painful.

But when I opened the door, I didn’t feel sad.

I felt her there.

I laid Sebastián down in the crib. He stretched, yawned, and kept sleeping.

I sat in the rocking chair Camila had picked out—the one with the worn cushions, the one she’d sat in every night while I was gone, talking to our son, telling him about his father who would be home soon.

Rosa knocked softly on the door.

“Dinner is ready whenever you are,” she said. “I made Camila’s favorite. Chicken mole. The way she taught me.”

“Thank you, Rosa.”

She hesitated in the doorway.

“Are you going to be okay, señor? All alone in this big house?”

I looked at Sebastián.

“I’m not alone,” I said. “I have him. And I have Camila, right here.” I tapped my chest. “And I have you. You’re not just staff, Rosa. You’re family. If you want to stay—there’s a room for you here. For as long as you want. For you and your grandson, whenever he wants to visit.”

Tears filled her eyes.

“I’d like that very much, Julián.”

“Good. Then it’s settled.”

She left, closing the door softly behind her.

I sat there rocking for a long time, watching Sebastián sleep.

The next morning, I got up early and went down to the vineyards.

It had been three weeks since I’d walked these rows. The grapes were ripening, heavy and purple on the vines. The workers looked up when they saw me. They were nervous. They’d heard the rumors. They didn’t know if they still had jobs.

I stopped in front of the oldest worker—Don Javier, who’d been with my grandfather for forty years.

“Good morning, Don Javier,” I said.

He took off his hat.

“Señor Julián. We are so sorry for your loss. About your wife. About your mother and brother. We didn’t know. We never would’ve worked for them if we’d known—”

I held up my hand.

“I know,” I said. “None of this is your fault. Teresa and Rodrigo lied to everyone. Including you.”

I looked out at the rows of workers, all watching me.

“I want you all to listen,” I said, my voice carrying across the vineyard. “The vineyards are mine again. They’re not for sale. They never will be. This land has been in my family for five generations. And it’s going to stay in my family. For my son. And his children. And their children.”

A murmur of relief went through the crowd.

“Your jobs are safe,” I continued. “In fact, I’m giving everyone a ten percent raise. Effective immediately. And the end-of-year bonus will be double what it was last year. You all work hard. You deserve to be paid like it.”

Cheers went up.

Don Javier wiped his eyes.

“Thank you, señor,” he said. “You are just like your grandfather. A good man.”

I spent the rest of the morning walking the vineyards, talking to the workers, checking the grapes, making plans. For the first time in years, the vineyards felt like mine. Not something Teresa controlled. Not something Rodrigo wanted to sell.

Mine.

Sebastián’s.

Camila’s legacy.

When I got back to the house, Detective Soto was waiting for me in the kitchen, drinking coffee with Rosa.

“Good news,” she said, standing up. “The autopsy is back. The coroner ruled Camila’s death a homicide. Strangulation with contributing blunt force trauma. They found Rodrigo’s skin under her fingernails. And the button—DNA on the thread matches him perfectly. Combined with their confessions at the funeral home, the DA is pursuing life without parole for both of them. No deal. No plea bargain. They die in prison.”

I closed my eyes.

“Thank you.”

“There’s one more thing,” she said, pulling an envelope from her bag. “We searched the safe in your father’s office. Found this. It’s addressed to you.”

She handed it over.

I recognized the handwriting immediately.

Camila’s.

I waited until Detective Soto left, until the house was quiet, until Sebastián was down for his afternoon nap.

Then I sat at the kitchen table and opened the letter.

My dearest Julián,

If you’re reading this, then something terrible has happened to me. And I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry I won’t be there to raise our son with you. I’m so sorry I won’t get to see him take his first steps, or hear his first word, or watch him become the wonderful man I know he’ll be.

But I need you to listen to me very carefully. Do not blame yourself. None of this is your fault. I knew what I was doing when I started looking into the accounts. I knew Teresa and Rodrigo were dangerous. But I did it anyway because this vineyard is your dream. And our son’s future. And I would do anything to protect both.

You are the best man I have ever known. You are kind, and gentle, and brave—even when you don’t think you are. Don’t let my death harden you. Don’t let it take away that softness that I fell in love with. That softness is your greatest strength. It’s what will make you an incredible father.

Raise Sebastián to be like you. Teach him to be kind. Teach him to be honest. Teach him that love is always stronger than hate. Tell him about me. Tell him I loved him more than words can say. Tell him I’m always with him, in every breeze, every sunset, every laugh.

And one more thing. When you’re ready—when enough time has passed—find love again. I don’t want you to be alone forever. I want you to be happy. I want you to have the life we planned. Whoever she is, I’ll know. And I’ll approve. Because I know you. You’ll only choose someone good. Someone who will love my son like her own.

I love you, Julián. With every beat of my heart. Forever and always.

Your Camila

I sat there for a long time, holding the letter, crying.

Not sad tears this time.

Grateful tears.

For the love we’d had. For the son she’d given me. For the life we still had ahead.

I folded the letter carefully and put it in the safe. Next to our marriage license. Next to Sebastián’s birth certificate. Next to the navy button that had solved it all.

Then I went upstairs to check on my son.

He was awake, kicking his legs in the crib, smiling at the stars on his mobile.

May you like

I picked him up and held him against my heart.

“Your mommy loved you so much,” I whispered. “And she always will.”

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